To Be Possessed

Kyoya Hibari.

I always perk whenever someone say, whisper, stammer, or even (sometimes) when someone think about your name. Why? Because recently, I think I have developed a small crush on you. B-but… there's no way you'll notice me. Who'd notice the no-good Tsuna who always hid behind Takeshi Yamamoto and Hayato Gokudera's popularity? No one.

It had started from a mere side glances I always do whenever you were around. I was just confirming your existence. Well, sort of. Hibari-san, you were definitely a sublime presence to be at. I-I think that you were slowly, and unknowingly making me gay. Whatever, you're plain awesome.

I can never remember good details about it, but, I first 'met' you and your tonfas when I was late for school. That day, my luck was super rotten. I woke up really late because my alarm broke; I didn't eat any breakfast and ran straight to school. But alas, I'm still late. You were there, leaning on the gate with your tonfas at the ready. Of course I know what will happen to me. I've been throwing side glances to you for months. I know that you'll hit me with that kinky tonfas of yours.

When you were about to hit me, I smiled happily. Because, this would be the first time I ever have a physical contact with my crush. You looked curios, and maybe confused. B-but, I won't blame you. From your point of view, I know it seems weird to see someone you're about to hit smiling, right? Haha, I'm actually happy, Hibari-san. Because you'll remember my weirdness, no?

I looked at my wristwatch and shrieked fearfully. Math was the third period and Nezu-sensei will give us a test. I apologized for my tardiness and left in hurry, not wanting to miss the Math test.

There was nothing eventful after my late accident. Gokudera-kun brought me to the infirmary and helped me tend my wounds. Yamamoto shared his lunch with me and everything was going smoothly. That was until I heard the boxing-club's captain's ramblings about how you were ambushed by a couple of gangsters.

My body tensed immediately. But, I didn't know where you were, that was why I went home dashing before Gokudera-kun and Yamamoto could ask me to go home with them. I took long detours from my house, I wasn't searching for you, but, I was too worried to find my way back home without getting lost.

And that was the day I started to believe in miracles. You were in a dark alleyway, bruised, tattered, and bloody. I was scared, but, I gulped nervously as I took my handkerchief from my pocket. The sunset had made it harder for anyone else to find you, but, I know this alleyway because I used it very often to avoid bullies.

You looked up with your beautiful gray-blue colored eyes. I can literally see the word 'surprised' all over your face that I wanted to laugh. But, my attention was soon diverted to your bloodied figure. "A-are you okay?" I asked meekly and worriedly, cursing myself for stammering. You didn't answer, but kept on looking at me like I was a ghost. I rubbed your blood from your own cheeks and bandaged them with a spare band-aid I always carry in the case I was bullied.

I smiled when I notice that your injuries weren't serious, that you'll be okay if you apply some alcohol and bandage your wounds properly. I awkwardly waved you a goodbye before running away from you. I can't stand you staring at me, Hibari-san; they made me feel so exposed to the world. I feel so scared, yet so happy if you looked at me.

And yet after that accident, everything went back to normal. I merely throw you side glances whenever you went by me on the corridor. It's not like I was expecting something more, but, I just hope that you'd come to notice me.

That night, my Uncle Reborn gave me a phone call. He told me that he met you, and you were asking him about me. I soon turned curios. Why did you ask Uncle Reborn about me? Was it because I'm a horrid student who knew about your moment of weakness? Are you going to kill me because of it? I gulped harshly and shook my head as I wondered, I don't want to die, Hibari-san. If I die, I won't be able to see how sublime you are anymore.

Weeks have passed between us and once again for the umpteenth time this year, I was in the middle of detention. With Nezu-sensei. Again. I sat beside the window and dozed off while the math teacher rambled about how I was being a nuisance to my fellow students. I couldn't care less, I can't do anything about my stupidity, and so be it. I yawned as I scribble the apology notes on my notebook. And then, I looked at the sunset scenery with bored expression.

My eyes stopped at the school gate, and I spotted you there. You were leaning to the school gate like how you did when we first 'met'. I smiled and looked at you longingly. Oh, Hibari-san, if only you know that I have this big crush on you. B-but, you won't know that unless I tell you, huh? I gulped and clenched my fists; I'm going to confess my feelings for you after this detention.

My heart skipped a beat when I noticed that you were also looking at me longingly. How? Why? That's impossible! It's always been me who threw side glances on you longingly. I didn't know what to do when our eyes met. But then, Nezu-sensei seemed to notice that I was dozing off. He hit my head with a notebook to gain my attention. When he left for another rambling, I looked at you and clasped my hands, I wink my eyes apologetically. You nodded in acknowledgement; I smiled and nodded back before turning my full attention towards the rambling teacher.

A few long ramblings later, the mean old man finally excused me. I ran crazily towards to school gate, hoping that you were still there.

And there you were, leaning on the school gate as you usually did. I gulped and walked slowly to your place. "U-umm," You didn't respond, you seemed to be very far away, deep in thought. "Hibari-san?" I asked, trying to get your attention. Your eyes immediately snapped open. "What is it, herbivore?" You asked with bored tone. I shuddered. This is it. This is the moment all the side glances I made to be paid off.

"I-I… umm, I… about Hibari-san…"

Say the words, dammit! Say it! You can do this, Tsuna! I scratched my cheek nervously. "I-I really like Hibari-san… w-would you ever consider… g-g-going out with me?" I closed my eyes in both fear and relief. I said it. I said what I should have said for months past. I can feel blood rising to my cheeks intensely.

I wanted to wipe off the beads of sweat that dared to form on my face, but I was too busy biting my lower lip and shiver. After a few moments of silence, you stretched your hand to touch my face and wiped off the sweat from my face.

You didn't say anything. I can feel more blood rushing to my cheeks as my heartbeat went erratic. Then, you lowered your head to kiss my lips. I was happy, and yet shocked at the same time. I whimpered, gasping for air. Y-you weren't exactly a gentle kisser aren't you, Hibari-san?

After you kissed me, you were still silent and didn't say anything. So, I tried to break the silence. "U-umm, does this mean we're going out?" I asked you with genuine curiosity. You still won't say anything, but, you looked dazed. My heartbeat was for worse than when I was confessing. Am I rejected, or not?

But then, you soundlessly nodded. I can feel a joyous grin creeping on my face. "I-I'm so happy, Hibari-san!" I can feel my cheeks heated, and I resorted to kiss your cheek before running away to my house, feeling all giddy and happy to myself.

The next morning, I don't have a clue why my window was opened. Maybe I'd forgotten to lock them yesterday, so I shrugged and dismissed it. I closed it before I put on my uniform for school. I smiled as I remember the dream I had last night. It was so sweet, yet very simple. It was just the kiss you gave me when you accepted my confession repeated over and over. Yet, I feel so happy. I wouldn't be surprised if I actually muttered your name, Hibari-san.

But then after a few months, I noticed that something was wrong.

You held me in the reception room so very often. You give me loving kisses and yearning hugs every single hour. You even interrupted Nezu-sensei's math class just to pin me on my desk and kissed me. I can never eat lunch with Yamamoto or Gokudera-kun again. And I never got to leave the school before sunset anymore, because you held me in the reception room for another kissing section. What's wrong, Hibari-san? Why are you doing this? I'm not going to leave you! Never! Why are you… like this?

And so, this particular day, I nervously went to the reception room. Yamamoto and Gokudera-kun cheered for me in the classroom and prayed for my safety. They're the best friends ever. I hugged them in gratitude before standing where I am now, the reception room.

"Hi-Hibari-san…" I stuttered as I grabbed the reception room's door tightly. You looked up from your paper works with hardened eyes, but, they soon turned gentle as you saw me. You got up from your chair and stretched your hand to my cheek, but I recoiled and slapped your hand away. "I-I love you and everything. But, I need some time with my friends too!" That's right. I can't stand Gokudera-kun and Yamamoto's disappointed, yet knowing stare whenever they tried to hang out with me. I love you, always do. But, I want my friends back.

At first, you looked dumbfounded. Then, your eyes turned into the hardened stare you always gave out to people you were about to beat up. I gulped harshly before running away, too scared to do anything else.

When night came, I became the most horrified being in whole Namimori. I was just on a simple errand from mom, who asked me to buy some milk for the pudding she planned to make. Only to find the convenience store's cashier guy dead. He was bruised heavily on every part of his body, with terror on his face. I ran away as fast as I could back home. But, mom was on the front door, cold and lifeless, the same terror plastered on her face like the convenience store's cashier guy. Her blood was still fresh, so I ran away, shouting.

Countless bodies were outside, bloodied and bruised. I ran and ran and ran until I reached the middle of the town, Yamamoto's house. Maybe, just maybe, if Yamamoto's still alive, they could grab Gokudera-kun and flee from this bloodied town.

But, what struck him when he reached TakeSushi store was Yamamoto's body, hung limply by the sign, and his father under him, also dead. The bruises on Yamamoto's body looked older than the rest of the other townspeople, signing that he was killed first and probably in the most brutal way than the others. It was as if his body was made a hitting practice for the killing-weapon.

I screamed loud as I ran for the town's outskirts, Gokudera-kun's house. Maybe he's okay. Maybe Gokudera-kun's away on one of his silly mysterious research. But, no. I found Gokudera actually nailed tothe door by his head. His injury was greater than anyone else I had seen from the bloodied Namimori. The only one who seemed to have the same injury as Gokdera-kun was probably Yamamoto. I wanted to cry, but I threw up before running away, away from my best friend's corpse.

I make my way to the mountain. To a secret cave I found to be by myself. But, I found your lean figure. I was about to shriek in happiness before I saw you clearly. Your tonfas were red, unlike the usual silver, and it also looked like it was dented. You kicked a man who bullied me once on his stomach. I gasped loudly, and you looked at me with your usual gentle eyes and actually smiled at me.

"Tsunayoshi," You called, your voice was serene and quietly happy about seeing me.

I immediately shuddered as you came closer. "S-s-s-stay away from me!" I stuttered loudly, trying to keep the distance between us. But, you still came closer. I shrieked like a girl before making my way to my sanctuary cave, but, I tripped over a corpse, Nezu-sensei's corpse, and fell over.

"Why should I?" You asked, sounding genuinely curious. Tears leaked from my face as I see you looking so guiltless. "P-please go away, Hibari-san!" I shouted to you, still shivering from the immense fear and horror. "Why?" You asked, still with the same tone as before. "Y-you're a murderer!" I wanted to smack myself for stating the obvious, but I can't say anything else. You smiled in a 'of-course-I-am-silly' manner before reaching my place, I shrieked even harder, but, too terrified to move.

So, I brought my hands in front of my face. I don't want to see you. I don't want to see any of this. I can feel myself trembling immensely. I can hear you clicking your tongue, a sign that you were annoyed. Are you going to kill me because of it, Hibari-san? Please, don't…

"D-don't kill me… Hibari-san…" I pleaded miserably as tears began streaming down on my face. You laughed, and it was something I've never seen you do. "How can I ever kill you, Tsunayoshi?" You said pleasantly as you kneeled in front of me, caressing my cheek with your bloodied hands. You cupped my chin gently, like how usually does in one of our kissing sessions.

"I love you. You are my everything. I will protect you from the world; I don't care if everyone disappeared. Just you and I will be enough."

And then, you hugged me tightly, very tightly that you might actually break my ribcage. I squirmed, wanting to break free. You didn't let me, but, you leaned forward and pinned me to the ground, kissing my lips as if you were devouring the forbidden fruit. It was very different from all the kisses you've given me. This was actually scary. I wanted to gasp for air, but your grasp on my entire body as too strong. It was too firm for the no-good Tsuna I am to break free from. The world began to spin as I was very deprived from my air.

And then, everything turned dark.

I woke up in a white bed. Wanting to believe that it was a nightmare all along, and mom will call my name any minute now because I was late.

But, I widen my eyes as I realize that I couldn't feel my legs. When I wanted to get up to see what happened to them, I realized that my hands were chained to the bed's wooden head. I started to shiver as I realize that I was in a windowless bedroom. Where is this place?

"Ah, Tsunayoshi. You've woken up." A pleasant-sounding voice came from the door, but, I shivered violently as I saw who it was. "I was so worried, love." You said uncharacteristically as you petted my brown hair. "Ah, I chained you so you wouldn't run, Tsunayoshi, and I've broken your legs as well." You smiled as if you were talking about the weather.

"After all, you're mine. My one and only possession," You caressed my body seductively. "I possess you, my dearest Tsunayoshi. You're happy to be possessed by me, no?"

I clenched my fist before surrendering myself to the carnivore on top of me; I can only stare blankly as he smirked a victorious smirk before devouring me inside out.

"You are mine, Tsunayoshi. Finally"

A sequel my dearest Chiri-tan asked me to do.

Well, here you go.

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