Sirius lay back down next to the woman, thinking while she slowly recovered from the incredible feeling he had given her. I still haven't lost it then, the thought. It might have been years since I did that to a woman, but I can still make them moan like no one else can. Now he had a dilemma, what he really wanted to do now was to show what she was missing, by still being a virgin. He had longed to feel her tightness surround him while he pleasured her to the extreme, but she hadn't even touched a guy, how was he supposed to bring up the suggestion of sex? If she was too shy to touch him, he didn't think that it would be a good idea to fuck her. What a shame, oh what I'd give. Maybe…
He lent over to Hermione and kissed her passionately as she finally got her breath back. Gently pulling her on her side, he moved as close as he could get to her, his jeans pressed against her bear skin. She wrapped an arm around him once again, and continued the kiss, more passionate than ever. One of her hands had been trapped between them, and she momentarily brushed against the bulge in his jeans causing Sirius to move involuntarily. She desperately wanted to pleasure him, but she was so unsure what to do, but either way the jeans weren't all the comfortable on her skin. She wanted them off. Her hand played near the button at the top, but she was hardly an expert and getting another person's clothes off. Luckily he realized what she was trying to do, and lent a helping hand, moving so that he could undo the button for her. To his surprise, within a second she had unzipped him too. Blimey, she's eager! Than the thought was lost as she stopped, looking confused. To reassure Hermione, he tried to forget that all he wanted was to feel her touch and concentrated on kissing her again. She responded gladly, he felt her shoulders relax as she began to enjoy herself again, arm wrapped around his waist again.
She began to forget her worries about not knowing what to do, thinking that so far Sirius had taken the lead, and would continue to do so as long as she didn't stop him. But right now she had a problem, how does she tell him to continue, without spoiling the moment? Her clever brain came up with the answer in a moment. Take his damn jeans off, woman! With that she ran her hand across the waist band of the trousers, and gently tugged down, indicating she wanted them off. Plainly he wanted them same as he broke the kiss and used both hands to remove the offending item of clothing. He pressed closer together, no only having a pair of tight boxers between them. Hermione was both embarrassed and overjoyed at the hardness she was feeling against her. He wanted her, and she wanted him. In a bold move, that seemed to put a bigger smile on the man's face she pulled the last remaining garment of him, releasing his member; she couldn't resist the temptation to look down. She had heard so many girls and women talk about this appendage, and most of the time it was about the size. Her eyes widened at the sight and tried hard not to choke, he was huge. Sirius fought to control himself at the look on Hermione's face, but secretly feeling very happy. Well I'm glad she's impressed, though I wonder how she'll cope. Especially this first time. Smiling, he pulled her chin up to face him.
'I want you, 'Mione, I want to feel your touch.'
I don't know what I'm doing, just guide me, please guide me, she thought, trying her hardest to tell the naked man next to her that she was too scared to carry on. Somehow he understood as she put her hand on him, feeling the warmth he radiated. He let out the smallest of moans, it had been a very long time since he had felt the touch of a woman he longed for. Sensing that Hermione was at a loss about what to do, he gently guided her hand down his hard shaft, and then back up, adjusting her grip, so that it was a little tighter, so he could feel the friction he so craved. His mind was working overtime, as he thought about what was happening then he remembered that he had every intention on pleasuring her, not being pleasured himself; that could come another day. Lifting her hand away, he looked in her eyes, and marveled at the beauty he saw in there, mixed with the emotions. He could see that she was nervous, and – worried?
'Mione, what's wrong?' he asked as gently as possible.
'Take me.' She whispered. In that one second he understood – she wants doesn't want to give right now. She wants to be explored first, to feel the touch of another, to not be in control, and adjust to being touched before touching back. She wants to feel secure that she won't mess up her first time by doing something wrong. He smiled to himself, as if she could do anything wrong.
He pushed himself off the bed and lay on top of her, supporting his own weight and began to kiss her again, increasing the passion in response to her moans, he let a finger travel up her neck and she squirmed in delight at is touch, he landed kisses on her neck, as he pushed a knee between her legs, and bent it so it touched her warmth, and began to move it ever such small amounts to make the woman below respond more to his touch. He put his other knee between and gently spread her legs. Understanding that this was to be her first time, and he had a lot to accommodate he pushed two fingers inside his lover. She gasped in pleasure, but also in pain, he could feel the resistance in her. He made a conscious decision right then that this was going to be a good as he could possibly make it. He knew that the thought of people's first time was an utter sham. Your first time nearly always involves a lot of pain, and really isn't the best time in your life. He wanted to make sure that for this woman it was. Hermione deserved the best, and was only to happy to give her it.
As her breaths calmed down from the pain he had caused he moved his fingers in and out, slowly at first, making sure that he didn't press to hard, he increased the pace and become a little rougher. He knew that two fingers wasn't nearly the width of himself, but couldn't bring himself to break her with his hands, so he rubbed his wet fingers over this throbbing head and, doing all he could to make this more comfortable for her. He moved her legs slightly in order to get closer, and brought his head to her entrance.
He whispered, 'Don't worry about hurting me, my love, keep a good hold of me, okay? And tell me if you want me to stop.'
Unsure what he meant by her hurting him, she grasped his shoulders, in what she hoped was an appealing manner. She felt him, push gently at her. Taking a deep breath he had pushed himself as close as possible to her without breaking her, hitting the point where he'd need more force. With a look at the woman he had lusted over for so long he pushed himself inside her a little more, feeling her break as she let out a scream. He felt her pain as she had dug her nails into his back to compensate for what he did to her. She asked him to stop, but he knew better than that, and continued to push until he could be sure he had gone past the point were she hurt so badly.
She had tears in her eyes as she opened them and looked at Sirius, he had stopped moving and was giving her time to adjust to him, but she had no idea just how much it would hurt her. He asked quietly if she was okay, and if she wanted to carry on. Knowing that it would still hurt her greatly, she nodded, not trusting herself to speak. Sirius wondered if she realised that she had not taken him all in yet. He still had more to push inside, he tested the waters, as it were, by pushing a little further in, she responded in a whimper. Deciding that it wasn't a great idea to force himself further, he moved in such a way that allowed him to pull out of her a little, ensuring that he didn't come out too far – that would only hurt her more when he went back inside. After a few gentle strokes the pain had seemed to have lessoned, so he stuck up an even pace, gradually allowing more of himself to enter her, until her warmth and tightness had surrounded him completely, and stopped for a second. She is so tight, he thought to himself, she feel so good, and it took restraint not to use her to bring himself to climax right now, as he desperately wanted. This was about her.
'You feel amazing 'Mione' he told her before picking up his pace and thrusting himself in her once more, allowing himself to be come slightly rougher with her. As this his lover began to moan, she was feeling the pleasure that he wanted so badly to give her, she no longer just felt pain, she felt the incredible completeness while he was inside her, his expanse pressing and rubbing against areas she had no idea existed. She had barely wondered how this could feel any better, when he brought his thumb up to her engorged clit, and began to tease her with it, in perfect timing with his thrusts. They both gasped at the response, Hermione in pleasure, and Sirius in surprise as she tightened up even more around him, mounting the feeling of intense pleasure he hadn't felt in so long. He brought her up to climax, and as he did he felt his own body responding. Her hips bucked, and her back arched, and moment later she felt a strange pulsation within her, and Sirius pushed himself in her as far as he could, savoring the feeling of his powerful climax as he erupted inside her, his lot sticky liquid filling her. Panting her looked back at her, and was overjoyed at the expression on her face, she had forgotten the pain and had let herself go at the last moment, taking pleasure in the fact she had just lost her virginity to the man she had fantasized over for months.
He gently got off her, and came to lie-down next to her, and felt a chill over his body, leaning over her, he grabbed the forgotten duvet and covered them both, she still hadn't stopped panting, and he allowed himself a grin. God I'm good, he hought as she moved and out her head on his shoulder. Neither of the two said a word, content in each others company.
Authors note: What do you think? I'm contemplating leaving it here as a two shot, but I've got some more ideas. Hermione wanted to learn, remember? So what do yo think, leave it here? Or carry on for a few more chapters?