Italic – Text messages
It's amazing how we work out. As I wait for the food I get lost in my thoughts once again.
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I remember when Katy came to the mansion for the first time. She came visit Kris on the top 11 week... We had an interesting talk... One of the weirdest I've ever had
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I was in our room when Kris came in dragging a cute little blond girl. "Adam! I was looking for you! Look who's here! Katy!" She was blushing, that was cute!
She extended her hand for me to shake "Hi, Adam! Is everything okay?" I kissed her hand (and she seamed to be blushing even more) "Yeah, and with you?" She and Kris were so cute together. "Everything is okay!". She looked at me like she didn't know if she should say something "Were you this tall last time?" I laughed "I guess so!"
The first time we met, we didn't talk, Kris only introduced her and then they went out. This time a few minutes later me and her were talking and laughing like we were old friends. We talked about clothes, hair, Kris plaid shirts, Kris'jeans, and Kris' hair. For some reason he didn't seem to be comfortable with the last three. So he went out to grab us some soda. She got serious.
"I know Kris told you he is bi. I have no problem with it. The thing is: I see the way you look at my husband and I see that your friendship is turning into something deeper" I opened my mouth to say something. "I know, I know… He didn't realize that yet but I know him well enough and long enough to know that he's gonna see that he has a thing for you sooner or later…"
I couldn't believe nor understand what she was saying. "What you mean, Katy? I'm kinda lost here" she looked at me like she was gathering all her strength to explain her point to me.
"You're an attractive guy, Adam. The kind of guy everyone wants to be with. What I'm saying is: If something happens between you and Kris I'm gonna understand. Here is away from home, for both of you, and you'll need someone to hold on to."
I remember thinking I had heard it wrong. I mean, what kind of wife would do that? Until now she's the only one I'd heard of. I was afraid of asking, but I had to "You're sure?" She looked at me, her eyes showing confidence. "Yeah, I'm sure."
I had no words… I opened and closed my mouth several times. She laughed "You look like a fish out of the water! Kris told me you look funny when you are surprised!" I had to laugh. "Yeah! And you two are, apparently, masters in the art of surprising me! Does Kris know about your idea?" She looked a bit unsure. "I haven't talked to him yet… I had to talk to you before talking to him… You could not accept the idea. The only thing is: when the show and the tour, because I know you're both going on the tour, are over, you two will be over too. That's my only requirement."
Well… It's better to have and lose than never have in the first place. Right? Wrong! But I didn't knew that yet so I agreed. I hugged her so tightly that when Kris came in he had an interesting look on his face. "Dude, are you trying to suffocate my wife? That's not good you know? You can go to jail for that!" And then we were all laughing and he sat next to her.
After a lot of excuses from my part ("I'm fat, can't eat pasta"; "I'm not hungry"; "I'm tired"; "I gotta rehearse 'Ring Of Fire' once again" ) they went to dinner. Katy winked at me when they were going away. I remember thinking "It's now or never"
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"Sir? Sir?" Someone calling dragged me out of my thoughts once again. I looked at the gentleman holding the bag with food. "Your order. Can I get you something else?" "No thanks"
I grab the food and start making my way to the car… As I got into the car I saw a text from Kris.
"Are you trying to kill me making me starve to death?" Always the drama queen!
"No bb… I'm already getting home =)"
"You're bringing food like, real food, right?"
"Yeah, then we can eat ice cream as dessert! =]]" Now I'm just teasing him… Kinda
"OMG I gotta find you an ice cream rehab"
The elevator was taking longer than usual to came down. And that was enough for me to drift back to old memories
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PS: Adam is always talking about how "fat" he was during Idol… I'm still looking for the fat, but who am I to disagree with him?