I don't own bleach.

Sorry for the mistakes.

Why is it that when you're in love you suddenly turn into a different creature? It's as if you mutate into a monster that is always urging and craving for the love of the one you love.

True, I know a monster.

She's out of her mind, like a monster that cannot recognize anyone except for his master, the one whom she obeys, the one that she wants to protect and the one whom she always wants to see smiling.

For this monster, everything is worthless including herself, her master is the only thing that's important, because for her, her master is the only reason why she's still existing in this world.

All of them left the monster, including her one and only relative.

Friends?

Yes the monster has friends but the monster thinks she's just a burden to them.

She always feels so helpless whenever she is with them; she feels that she can't do anything good.

But her master?

Her master always makes her feel comfortable. Makes her feel that she's not worthless and makes her feel happy.

But then the sad part about this monster is that one day she learned a bitter truth.

Her master is also a monster like her, a monster with a different master.

And just like her, her master's master is the one whose making him happy. This made the monster cry, she thought that her master would always be the source of her happiness but why did it all turned out like this? Now, her master is the source of the pain that she's feeling, the pain is even worse than the pain that she felt when she was alone. The monster continued to cry until one day she decided to forget her master. She decided to let her master be happy with his master.

But, when she and her master met one fine afternoon, her mind suddenly changed.

"That's not the way to the bookstore" he repeated.

I was so damn speechless; I cannot think what excuse I should say. But his hand, ohh, and his grip it's making me so fucking high.

"Orihime, are you alright?" he asked still holding my hand. He stared at me with concern.

Ooh I must be in heaven! No! No Orihime! You should forget about him! It's not time for this cheesiness of yours!

"I-chi-go, I'm...," I was going to utter something when a familiar voice suddenly broke the dull atmosphere that's surrounding us.

"Oi, Ichigo!" It was Rukia running towards us. I immediately withdrew my hand from his grip. I can say that Ichigo was quite shocked of what I have just acted.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to."

"No, no, it's nothing." I said while pretending to smile. "Ohh it's already 5." I looked at my watch. "Tatsuki will be so mad, geez I'm late," again I got my best friend involved to this insanity. I ran to the same wrong direction but he didn't stop me like what he did before. Why am I hoping that he would stop me again? Rukia is there, I'll just come between the two of them.

I was not that far when my feet suddenly stopped moving. My feet moved by itself, well that's what I want to believe but then in reality and I also know (I just deny it) that it is me who really want to go back there, to where he held my hand, my paradise. I then find myself hiding behind a truck near my paradise. I take a look at what they're doing,

My paradise, it's now my master and his master's paradise.

I'm out of the picture.

It's time to face the truth, I will never be with you.

I wrote this chapter while listening to James Blunt's You're Beautiful. Please review.