Thank you so much for the reviews, there may not be that many but they were really lovely and they are the reason I'm carrying this on. I have been really busy with revision recently so I wasn't able to update but i had a free day from exams so i used a bit of that to get this done.
I don't really know what I'm doing. Oh well.
Naomi's POV
I spend most of my time with Effy and Katie now, between work and having no social life anyway.
They ring Emily every fucking day, it's not like it's going to make a difference. I can't help but think that the reason she doesn't want to come back is because of me, she doesn't want to see the girl who broke her heart into time pieces does she? Who would want to see a person that actually had the ability to do that to someone.
"Right we're going to get her."
Wait. What have a missed while dwelling on Emily? Shit the phone call. Shit shit shit. they're going to get her? From where? I should really learn to start paying attention.
"What the fuck Katie? We can't just go."
Effy. The voice of reason. Bless her, she's a smart one. Of course we can't just go and get her. That would be a stupid idea.
"Yes we fucking can, look. You want her back so that Naomi will actually cheer up and stop being a miserable arse right?" Oh yes and Katie has to point at me while she says my name, it's not like we don't all know who the miserable arse is.
"Thanks Katie, I love you too." Of course sarcasm, the old Campbell charm is always lurking around the corner of any kind of social interaction.
"Fuck off Naomi. I know you won't admit it cos you're so stubborn, but you want her back as much as all of us do!"
I wish she hadn't said that, it's obvious that I want her back. Fuck I want her back so much.
"Right?" Thank God for Effy again, dragging the attention away from me. I owe her a hug, so instead I'll give her a meaningful nod.
"And I want her back because this is her home, and i need my fucking twin" Yep it's all about her in this situation really.
"and yeah it might cheer her up if her and misery guts were together." oh.
"Katie we're not fucking cupid. If she doesn't want to come back she doesn't have to."
Right enough of them talking about my fucking love life.
"Yeah you're not 'fucking cupid' are you, so why can't you two just leave it yeah? She doesn't want to see me cos i fucking broke her, why would anyone want to fucking see me after that? Just leave her!"
And with that I am done with this conversation. I know I kind of lost my temper quickly but it had to be said, and once i've started I can't stop myself sometimes, I'm just going to sit here quietly and hope that they are going to drop the topic that is Emily Fitch's whereabouts and this present time, and in the future.
"But Effy..."
Yes Katie, you have lost this little argument, we aren't going to get her and I know Effy agrees with me, time for a triumphant smile I think, which of course receives a scowl from Katie.
"She can't stop us from going to her though can she?"
And with that simple question my smile is well and truly gone. Thanks Effy, Thank you so much.
So somehow this pair persuaded me to come on their little trip to Leicester. And God if those train journeys weren't bad enough with Katie keeling over at every 'fit' guy she saw, Effy just sat there with that annoying smirk of her face. She knew i was royally pissed off, I didn't want to be here cos i knew Emily didn't want to see me, I just knew it.
So here we are, Leicester train station, it's quite nice really, apart from the ridiculous amount of taxi's plaguing the car park. I don't even know where we're going now though.
"So where are we going?" I thought it was time that my thoughts were voiced really.
"We are going to...umm, well i know she works at the University library so we could start there?" Oh for fucks sake, considering these two are twins this one obviously didn't get the brains, fucking hell she hasn't thought this through at all.
"Katie we can't just turn up, and aren't there two Universities here?" Again my thoughts needed to be voiced as Effy seems to have taken a vow of silence and is just standing there with a stupid smirk on her face. Still.
"Oh yeah it's the one near the big park." Wow, 'the big park'. Fucking hell I am in a bad mood, usually I'm not so mean about Katie in my head, usually i just say it up front.
"Well that narrows it done, can't we just go and sleep somewhere it's pretty late." Yes Campbell! First sensible suggestion of the day, or night, goes to you.
"Okay fine. We're staying at that big blue thing over there."
And she wasn't joking about the 'big blue thing'. It was just a big blue building with different coloured windows. Whoever designed that must have been on something while designing that.
So as sleep starts to reer it's beautiful head I can't help but feel really scared about seeing Emily. Fucks sake I'm always scared. If I'm going to see her again I'm going to make a fucking impression. Time for the sarcastic, whitty, if not flirty Campbell to come out and play.
So it's shit, it's rushed but i had to do something with my time, while i was supposed to be revising. I hope it's not too awful but I think i'm getting into the swing of things now.
If i do take this any further, i'll try to update more often :) so review?
