A/N: OK here is chapter one. Please be nice I have never written a story about abuse before. Criticism is welcome but constructive criticism is better. Disclaimer I don't own Twilight or new moon I only own Alex, Sirena, and Allia
Chapter one: This pain is too much I want it all to end
"You know what to do Isabella now do it I don't care how sick you are!" Alex demanded as I was trying to push him off of me with all my strength but I had none. This was the third time this week when I was supposed to be resting that he forced himself on me. "Alex please the doctor said that I had to get rest or the cuts wont heal right." I said in my attempt but he pulled out the same knife he used last time. "Isabella if you don't I will do it again only this time I will make sure you die now do it." He said as I opened my mouth and he forced me one again to give him head. After he was satisfied he left the room and left me there crying again. And in my crying I though out loud. "What if I didn't take any of there abuse any more what if I killed myself?" "No I couldn't what about everyone I try to be friends with." I said and stopped Alex was right outside my door no doubt not wanting to wait any longer to finally take my virginity and I know I couldn't fight him off because if I did he would get what he wanted. "Alright Bella it's time to give me what I want. I knew the drill I just couldn't find the energy to stand up and he saw that so he ripped me from the bead and stood me on the bead over him. He ripped my pants off and put his head in between my legs and I whimpered in pain. When he finished that he pulled his pants down to reveal his erection and slammed me down and thrust himself inside of me I screamed in pain and him thinking it was in pleasure thrust himself again going harder and faster and I screamed louder and louder in pain until he came inside of me and left me there crying myself to sleep.
The next morning as we left for school I couldn't stop thinking about last night and how much pain I was in write now so when I was in class I just wrote.
All this pain and all these scares mean nothing now
All this pain that flourishes inside now comes out
This one cut becomes two
This blood comes out in a rush
My head begins to spin
My vision becomes dark
The end never felt so right and so sweet.
By the time I was finished it was lunch and I noticed that Alex wasn't there and I heard my friends talking about a boy and then Jessica nudged my arm. "Bella he is coming over to you don't look so dead." She said and my head snapped up to see a beautiful boy with bronze hare and extra pale skin walking over and looking right at me. "Hello my name is Edward Cullen it's nice to meet you." He said holding out his hand and I shied away from it if Alex should walk in I would never be able to live it down. "I'm so sorry about the Bella is acting she is just really shy that's all." Jessica said and I got up I didn't want to be here any more Alex was sure to find out about this and so were Charlie and Rene I couldn't deal with getting beat again. "I'm very sorry about what has happened to you my father is a doctor and if you would like I can take you to see him and he can check you out." Edward said. I hadn't heard him come out but I looked at him and started to cry. "Oh Isabella," That made me cry harder and I fell to the cold we cement beneath me. "P-lease d-don't call me that." I said through my sobs and his eyes looked pained "So would you like me to take you to my father… Bella?" He asked and I'm not sure if I was meant to here the pause before my name. I just shook my head unable to find my voice through my sobs. "Please hold on one moment." He said and he ran back into the cafeteria. He came back out with five other people and the big one whispered something to Edward and then picked me up. "It's alright now Bella you are safe." Edward said and we walk towards his car.
A/N: Ok I hope you like it. The poem was a poem I wrote a few months ago and I felt it fit my story. R&R