Disclaimer: I only own my Shia Walsh

After Gat left Shia felt confused, she didn't know if she had fallen into his bullshit or if he really felt that way about her. She had never let anyone get close to her like Gat was. Gat could read her mind, make her laugh, and could possibly take care of her. Shia Walsh was the strongest person in Stillwater and no man could live up to that except for Johnny Gat who kept her grounded. The only thing that scared Shia Walsh was love; she could never let anyone know that, no one knew her only fear not even Gat, she didn't even know herself until Carlos died. When Carlos was alive, Shia could feel him growing on her like a little brother. She knew she loved him since the time he fucked up, if he was anyone else she would've killed him but she saw something in him, something that reminded her of herself. Carlos was only 18, the same age Shia was during the boat explosion, when he was murdered by the Brotherhood. Even though she killed Maero and Jessica she was still pissed off that Carlos was gone, falling in love with Gat and then losing him, she'd never survive. The beautiful woman collected her stressful thoughts before slipping out of her clothes and into the bath room. She took a quick twenty minute shower and then changed into a strapless club dress and heels and called Shaundi, the night wasn't over and the 23 year-old was too young to stay home on a Saturday night.

"Hey boss what's up?" Shaundi answered.

"Hey what're you doing?" Shia asked

"Nothing just the usual, getting high," she answered "you?"

"Let's go out," she said "I'll pick you up."

"Alright, give me like ten minutes."

"Ok I'll be there soon," Shia said before hanging up. The leader of the Saints quickly applied a little make up that made her beautiful olive skin glow more. She slipped on one of her many pairs of heels and grabbed her cell and some things before heading out. Shia drove over to Shaundi's place in the suburbs. She parked the Saint's purple raycaster in front of her 'girl' best friend's house and knocked on the rusty old door a couple of times. Shaundi had been a lieutenant for some time now, yet she still lived in this crappy piece-of-shit "house" she could do better but knowing Shaundi she probably spent all that money on drugs and shoes. The boss heard a few bangs here and there as Shaundi tried to open the ancient door, the less goddess-like but more inviting beauty appeared as the door finally opened. As usual Shaundi was wearing the latest slutty dress, a short red one that showed every single curve and everything else.

"Wow boss, you look hot, trying to get over someone?" Shaundi asked meticulously

"Mind your business Shaundi," Shia said rolling her eyes as they walked towards her car, there was no use in trying to lie or hide things from Shaundi because she knew everything but being the boss Shia could just tell her to fuck off. Shia knew in her mind that Shaundi was right but she'd never admit it.

"Alright, fuck it let's go get wasted," Shaundi said as they started towards the newest club in Stillwater. Being the leader of the Saints and defeating the Sons of Samedi and The Brotherhood had gained the boss and her lieutenants a lot of respect, this respect meant free access to clubs, immediate seating in restaurants, and the list goes on. They got out of the car and walked straight towards the door despite the colossal line running for miles from the club. The bouncer stopped whatever he was doing to let them in, the people of Stillwater always showed ultimate respect and sucked to the boss and Shaundi as well as Gat and sometimes Pierce. (1) They were smart people and kept their mouth shut or (2) they wanted to get that one chance to fuck either Shaundi or Shia or even better both. Anyone who disrespected the Saints was stupid and had death wish.

"Hey…." Started some random guy as they walked inside

"Fuck off," said Shia cutting him off as they continued towards the bar.

"Damn boss loosen up, whoever this guy is, Gat, not that I'm saying it's Gat, isn't worth not having a good time," Sahundi said carelessly

"Shaundi, shut the fuck up," Shia snapped ignoring her

"Come on I know it's Gat, I haven't seen you like this since Carlos died." Shaundi said "forget him for now, lets get wasted and laid tonight." Shia thought for a few seconds before smiling and saying

"You had me at wasted." They started their night with a bunch of shots of patron which was followed by dancing with a bunch of guys that wanted to screw the sexiest girls in Stillwater and snorted rounds of coke before going home with two lucky guys. The next morning Shia woke up in only covers in her penthouse with the worst hangover. There was a decent looking guy next to her as well as a bottle of Absolute and two glasses on her night able. She groaned as she slipped out of her bed and into the bathroom to take a shower to help with the hangover. She slipped on a long tee before walking into the living room to check if Shaundi was still there.

"Hey you," Shaundi said when she saw Shia walk in "how're you feeling?"

"Like shit."

"Well you are a fucking lightweight," Shaundi laughed "I'm surprised you held those drinks down last night while you were with that guy."

"Hmmm…how do you know I didn't?" she said

"Aren't you going to sit?" Shaundi asked

"Nah, Gat came all over that couch yesterday," she joked

"No way you fucked him?"

"No."

"Blow him?" Shaundi asked

"Maybe," she said joining Shaundi on the couch

"Why do you always leave me out of it?" Shaundi asked

"Can you tell that guy to leave?" Shia said ignoring her question

"Come on tell me," Shaundi argued

"Tell you what?" Shia said annoyed

"What's going on between you and Gat and did you blow him or fuck him yesterday and If you did why were you all depressed and shit."

"There's nothing going on with Gat despite that I blowed him, that's it." Shia said

"You want Gat," Shaundi chuckled "so why didn't you fuck him?"

"Aisha."

"What she called or something?"

"No he's with Aisha right now."

"Since when did you care about going after taken men?" Shaundi said

"Since, Gat is my best friend I don't want to just fuck around with him, I want him to make love to me without having to leave after to go love Aisha."

"He has to leave her before I start fucking him."

"Fuck it Gat's hot fuck him anyway and then make it serious after Aisha leaves," Shaundi said.

"Aisha's not going to leave," Shia said.

"Make her," Shaundi said "if she finds out Gat's two timing her I'm sure she'll kick him out."

"I don't know…"

"Come on you're Shia Walsh you get whatever the fuck you want, take her out of the picture yourself and have Gat for yourself," she started "put on a fucking hot dress go to Purgatory and fuck Gat so good that he'll be begging for Aisha to leave."

"Sorry Aisha, he's mine now," Shia smirked before going into her closet.