April 4th, 2012
Late Morning, During School
I sit in my seat during third period, one of my favorite classes. Why? Because it has him in it! I slunched over my desk, holding my head up with both of my hands and resting my elbows on the desktop. My thoughts were whirling, going one hundred miles an hour inside my head. I can't contain myself! So many scenarios... But, I have to be prepared. Something like this can't go overlooked.
Scenario: I bump into him at the supermarket. What do I do then? Hmmm... Act natural! Play it cool, Gumi, you can do that... "Um, sorry! I didn't see you there." No, no, no... That would make me seem totally uninterested! Um... I'm at a loss... What do I do?
I closed my eyes, frusterated. 'Come on, you can do this...' I thought to myself, getting flustered with my inability to work my way through situations smoothly. Ah! I've got it! I can just say I'm sorry, and keep on walking! Oh, no... That's bad, really bad.
I found myself doing this throughout the rest of the class, and missing all of the important notes I should have been taking during this time. I really need to sort out my priorities... I stood up and grabbed my bag, which I hadn't realized was practically wide open. I took my things and dashed off, hoping not to be late to visit my favorite spot- The spot where he always goes after third period. Wait, what? Don't get me confused with a stalker, or anything! That's weird!
Rushing outside, I rounded the corner rather quickly, causing myself to lose my balance and go sliding forward on my knees, my school bag and all it's contents spilling everywhere onto the freshly trimmed campus grass. Right in front of him.
This is so not good!