My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I...
got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window...
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be gray,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..
Kagome sat on the couch of the house she shared with her boyfriend/baby's daddy Sesshomaru, she'd watch as he'd go down to the basement for hours at a time. Come out and head straight out to do some "errands" he said. Kagome thought he was cheating on her. She'd stare out the window till he was out of sight. With a heavy sigh she went to get started on dinner, because if it wasn't done, he'd go awol.
Sesshomaru P.O.V
Sesshomaru looked raptly at the TV, as his hero, Eminem began rapping. He'd come down to the basement, his sanctuary, where everything is about him and Eminem together. Pictures of Eminem and Sesshomaru pasted together, cutouts, and even go to dress just like him, brands and all. If he had the funds he would follow Eminem around on tour. Quickly jotting down his house phone, cell, pager, and the address, he went out to mail the letter.
Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't calling
I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got him
There probably was a problem at the post office or something
Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot him
but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter?
My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father
If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her?
I'ma name her Bonnie
I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him
I know you probably hear this every day, but I'm your biggest fan
I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam
I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
I like the shit you did with Ruckus too, that shit was phat
Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back,
just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan
This is Stan (Sesshomaru)
Today Sesshomaru got lucky he had heard the Eminem was having a concert, he'd quickly bought two tickets so he could bring Inuyasha because his little brother also wanted to go. Sesshomaru quickly got dressed and picked up Inuyasha and headed to the concert. After the concert Sesshomaru and Inuyasha where waiting for Eminem to come do his autograph session. Sesshomaru was so awed by the presence of his hero, he didn't notice him get tackled by some chick so when Eminem was ushered onto his bus, Sesshomaru thought he was getting dissed.
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans
If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
you didn't have to, but you could a signed an autograph for Matthew
That's my little brother man, he's only six years old
We waited in the blistering cold for you,
four hours and you just said, "No."
That's pretty shitty man - you're like his fucking idol
He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do
I ain't that mad though, I just don't like being lied to
Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you
you would write back - see I'm just like you in a way
I never knew my father neither;
he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
I can relate to what you're saying in your songs
so when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on
cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed
I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it
My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7
But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does
She don't know what it was like for people like us growin up
You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
Sincerely yours, Stan - P.S.
We should be together too
Sesshomaru sat, his mind was being plagued with memories that wouldn't leave, his father coming home drunk and angrier than a bull, his mother begging his father to calm down, the shrill screams and smacks rang throughout the house as a kid Sesshomaru hid from the noise. The days his father would walk in with someone other than his mother, and take the unknown woman into his bed. The accusations, the lies told, lies believed. The days of it always being like this, till one day he was old enough to defend his mother, and got rid of his father. Days later discovering rap music, and Eminem.
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
Got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window...
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be gray,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..
Kagome's P.O.V
She'd watched as Sesshomaru grew more violent with the lack of response. He'd fly into a terrible rage and horrible fights ensued. Kagome didn't know what to do. So she waited till he fell asleep, snuck out of bed. And down to the basement, what she saw there freaked her out. Sesshomaru had taken pictures of them together, cut her out them pasted it one of the pictures, with the person she recognized as Eminem. She was looking around the room horrified at his obsession.
"What the Fuck are you doing down here!" she whirled around in terror; there stood her boyfriend in a rage. He stalked towards her backing her into the table, "I told you not to fucking come down here!" he was practically vibrating with anger, he'd finally reached his breaking point. He'd grabbed Kagome none to gently and dragged her up the stairs and outside and threw her in the trunk of his car.
Sesshomaru P.O.V
First Eminem, now Kagome? That's fucking it. Sesshomaru opened his fifth of vodka, and his sleeping pills, then grabbed his tape recorder and keys and went to his car. Downing half of the fifth, and like twenty sleeping pills he turned on the recorder and began driving to the bridge.
Dear Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,
this'll be the last package I ever send your ass
It's been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it?
I know you got my last two letters;
I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it
I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway
Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?
You know the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night"
about that guy who could a saved that other guy from drowning
but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a show he found him?
That's kinda how this is, you could a rescued me from drowning
Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy
and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
I hope you know I ripped ALL of your pictures off the wall
I love you Slim, we could a been together, think about it
You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it
I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me
See Slim; {*Kagome screaming*}
Shut up bitch! I'm trying to talk!
Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the trunk
but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you
cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too
Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now
Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this shit out?
Random P.O.V
The car was swerving and headed toward the out of order bridge, he swerved like something crossed his mind, but I guess he didn't notice the rain, cause he slid right off the bridge. You could hear muffled screams. The cops came and sealed off the area, and excavated the car. They found the body of one Sesshomaru Taisho, and in the trunk his pregnant girlfriend Kagome Higarashi. It was a murder suicide, drugs and alcohol where a determined factor. The talk was of the tape recorder found in the car, but they never said who it was for.
[Eminem]
Dear Stan, (Sesshomaru) I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
you said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
and here's an autograph for your brother,
I wrote it on the Starter cap
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you
Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
I say that shit just clowning dog,
c'mon - how fucked up is you?
You got some issues Stan, (Sesshomaru) I think you need some counseling
to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
and what's this shit about us meant to be together?
That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
or maybe you just need to treat her better
I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time
before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine
if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan (Sesshomaru)
why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
I just don't want you to do some crazy shit
I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid
and in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to
Come to think about, his name was.. It was you
Damn!
A:N/ So here it is part two. Probably not super awesome but hey it'll do. And no it's not wrong to enjoy any of my fics. So feel free to laugh, and do whatever you feel you should