(DAY)
Time is something that I do not have. I am dying. I think about all the things that I done that I regret. I feel a rush of guilt. About what I said to June. How I could I have just left her like that? I am selfish. After, everything that she has sacrificed for me I still left her. She is like me. She also has lost her family like me. At least I have Eden she has no one. Maybe it is for the better without me there she will be able to have a luxurious life filled with parties, money and food with Anden now she will be his Princeps later as his wife. It's not like she loves me, yeah, she didn't even say it back! I enjoy Eden with me he makes me forget everything that has happened. At least he is with. Whenever I go for my 'job' the republic take extra special care of him just to please me. At least they give me that much after all they have taken away from me.
June has moved on. Each day when I see her she just glances at me and then a slight smile. She doesn't come over to me to talk to me. I guess she doesn't need to anyway. It's not like we ended on good terms. Each day she comes out of her flat and then goes back in. Never have I seen her outside. June is standing there lifeless. Engaging in politics, a serious face never have I seen a smile not even the slightest? I see her standing in there with her black republic uniform and her hair is in a tight pony tail as usual. Suddenly, all hell breaks loose … A shot is fired its going towards Anden. I start to run but it's no use there is no way I am not going to reach him in time. Soldiers crowd around the lifeless body. I rush towards it. JUNE she is lying on the ground surrounded in a pool of blood. She took the bullet for Anden. My June she is just lying there lifeless and not moving. No it was not supposed to end like this. She wasn't supposed to die. It was me. It was always me.