Renessme's POV


a"Can I come get you at eight? Would that be ok? I wouldn't want to be late." The text was from Jacob about the eight is only four hours from now. Instead of complaining I just texted back "sure, that's fine :)" the sooner I get to see him the better!

"Cool, i'll be there! Talk to you then!" I replied to his text with a smiley face and connected it to its charger.

"Rosalie?" I yelled her name from my room even though she could hear me no matter how loud I say it. She walked into my bedroom in a matter of seconds.

"Yes, honey?" She smiled and closed the door. I sighed.

"I need some adivce..." she nodded "...about Jake and me..." She smiled

"Oh, boy. I knew that one was coming. What do you want to know." I loved how she was always here for me. It isn't like my parents aren't...but I can't talk to them about this stuff. They don't really want me with Jake anyway.

"Well..." I couldn't get the words out "I think I might...try to... ya know. But I don't know..." But she cut me off.

"You wanna make a move but you're scared he won't except you? I know. Your dad has ben telling everyone. He is always in your head Nes, remember." Of course she already knows. My dad's a douch like that.

" I think I have feelings for him. But... I don't know if he feels that way about me. He doesn't ever flirt with me or anything like that so i'm scared that if I try it will ruin everything. I don't want to ruin what we have. He's my best friend. I can't loose him, Rose." Confusion just arose in my chest."Stop worrying about it, Nez. Make your move. Trust me...it will be okay. Maybe he is waiting for you to make the move because he doesn't want to ruin your friend ship... Honestly, there is nothing for you to worry about!" She smiled, stood up and walked out of my room. How does she know anyting? Seriously!

After our little convosation I jumped in and out of the shower in a matter of minutes and picked a sun dress out of the closet in Jake's favorite color. Ocean Blue. I paired it with some white flip flops.

I asked Alice if she would do my hair after I realized that I was almost out of time and he would be here any minute. She put it in a side braid and pulled out some of my layers all over my head.

"Alice, it's looks so good, thanks!" I told her when she left the room. She loved doing my hair. WHich i am completely okay with.

"Nessie?" I heard someone shout my name from downstairs. It had to be Jake. How is he already here. I glanced at my bedside clock "7:52" Oh damn.

I grabbed my phone off of it's charger and ran from my room. Jake was standing by the front door talking to my mom. He had on the usual jeans and a v neck t-shirt. Nothing special.

"Hey! You ready?" He smiled as he talked.

"Yeah! Let's go!" I hugged my mom before leaving the house. " Is 12:00 okay? Please?" She nodded her head and told me not to be late. I followed Jake out to his jeep and got in.

"So, we have like an hour to do nothing. So... if you want to we can go watch tv at my house or something." Oh damn. I'm nervous enough. But I can't tell him no he might not understand why.

"Yeah that's fine. But why did you pick me up nowif we have an hour?" I asked

"Well, I wanted to hang out. I feel like you are avoiding me." That is true. So he wants to hang out with me?

"You're so sneaky!" I playfully smacked his arm. "I'm not avoiding you i'm just..." I stoped before I said something I can't take back.

"You're just what?"

"Busy. I'm very busy Jacob." We both laughed because we both knew I was lying.

"Okay,well if you hate me you can just say so. I won't cry. I promise."

"I don't hate you I love you." I sat back in my seat and snorted. Does he really think I hate him.

"Well that's good because I love you too." He pulled the car in the drive way of his small little house. It was a nice house. But everytime I went over to see Jake there were like five other people. I guess that's what happens when you're alpha. I got out and walked to the door which was open. And to my surprise the whole house was empty. I couldn't hear anyone.

"Wow. Your house is empty. That's a first." He chuckled.

"Yeh, I told everyone I was hanging out with you tonight and if they came over, I would kick them out." I smiled. I had complained the last time we hung out about all the people and how we never really got to hang out just us.

'Thank you. That's sweet." I walked into the living room and flew myself down on the couch, pulling my feet under me. Jake followed and started looking for a movie.

"What do you want to watch?" He asked me but I just shrugged my shoulders. "Okay, then, i'll surpise you."

He put in a movie and sat down next to me on the couch. My heart started racing and I started sweating when he wrapped his arm around my shoulders.

A few minutes into the cheesey horror movie he picked out, he asked me if I was okay. "If you don't want to watch this movie I can change it."

"Nah it's okay." I took a chance and leaned my head on his shoulder snuggling up to his side. He didn't say anything about it but I ffelt him tense up. But a few minutes later he loosened up and pulled me closer. His body was hot like mine, but a lot hotter. The heat calmed me down and my heart stopped racing. I suddenly got really tired and couldn't hold my eyes open. So I let them close.

"Nes, are you still awake?" he ran his fingers through my hair as he asked me.

"Yeah, i'm awake..." I sat up "Sorry, i'm kinda tired. I didn't get that much sleep last night."

"Don't apologie, it's fine. If you want to sleep instead of goto the bonfire it's fine." He laughed "I'm sure everyone would understand."

"No, it's fine do you want to go now?" I went to stand up and he pulled me back down by my arm. "I'm serious."

"We don't have to go, I actually don't want to go anyway." Well he's pretty damn determined to keep me here.

"um, why?"

"Can we talk about something?" Oh. My. God. WHat?

"Uh, I guess."

"Do you think that...maybe...well...um." Here we go.

"Mhm?"

"I can't say it. I'm sorry. I just. I'm scared to. So..." I cut him off mid sentence and grabbed his hand. I saw what he was thinking.

"I do. I've been to scared to say anything. I thought maybe you wouldn't feel the same way. But..." then he kissed me. Both hands on either side of my face. Tracing his thumbs on my cheeks. I wraped my hand around his neck and one hand on the back of his head pulling him closer. He moved one hand onto my waist pulled me close to his chest. I pulled back to gasp for air and he let go. He watched me as I sat down how I was just looked at each other for a moment. I've known this guy my whole life, and I've never touched him this way. Our lips have never touched like that.

"Sorry, I just couldn't stop. I've been wanting to do that for months now." He said it while he watched me.

"No. Thankyou. I've been waiting for you to do that for months. I was kind of angry that you were ignoring me." His smile dropped.

"I wasn't ignoring you. I was trying not to attack you. These past few months you've just became extremely attractive to me I guess. And plus, because of the imprinting thing your dad told me that you had to make the first move. You had to tell me that you wanted to be with me. I wasn't allowed." My dad, trying to control everything. That's so typical.

"So...what are we? Are we still friends?" i asked.

"Renessme. I want to be more than friends, eventually. But I don't want to push it." His reply was sincere.

"You want to date?"

"Can we not label it...can we just let it happen as it goes?"

I smiled. " I would like that, Jacob."