Jake

Another day waking up to my lousy husband. I do love Jake but like I said, he's lousy. He's a lazy inconsiderate jerk. But I'm lucky to have him. He's not like my best friend, Rosalie Hale's, ex.

He came home drunk one night and raped her, as well as the abusing that occurred the months before. I felt guilty that I never knew. I got a call from Jasper saying that he found her almost dead on the floor next to an unconscious Royce. He was sent to jail and Rosalie was out of the hospital in a matter of weeks. Jasper was always a great brother to her. He protected and loved her like a brother should. He was unconditionally happy when she fell for his best friend, Emmett McCarty. He's great and very funny. He may look intimidating on the outside if you didn't know him, but he's just a giant teddy bear when you know him.

Jasper Whitlock is married to my other best friend, Alice Brandon. The little pixie ball. They are perfect for each other because Jasper is very calming and Alice is just plain hyper. You'd think she was on drugs. Alice was 7 months pregnant with a little girl. She is very organised and had the nursery set out since they passed the first trimester. She has decided to name the baby after her sister, who died when she was 3 of leukaemia. Cynthia, such a beautiful name. Poor girl, her mother is going to dress her up, big time.

Jasper and Rosalie have different surnames because their parents split when they were three. So Rosalie got her mother's last name and Jasper got their father's.

Jake and I hadn't been intimate since...our honeymoon. We had been married for 4 years already. We married straight out of school at the age of 18, much to Charlie's dislike. But he got over it quickly. If it had been any other guy Charlie wouldn't have let me but it was a good thing Jake was his best friend's son.

I sat at my computer, with writers block. I had written 3 novels already and I was half way through my 4th. I knew my boss wouldn't kill me because he knew I would get it done and plus he was a nice guy. His name was Carlisle Cullen. He was married to Esme. She was a friend of Charlie's so I knew them very well.

All my books were about love and adventure, but they always ended up with a tragic ending like, in my first one the guy got shot. In the second one, they decided their love was too risky. And the third ended with them hating each other. I know it sounds depressing but they were best sellers, but this one was so hard to write. I had run out of ideas of a tragic ending. Carlisle suggested that I got away from reality for a while, hoping that it would refresh my brain. But there was one problem...

Jake.

I felt bad about leaving and he refused to come on the plane. He had claustrophobia problems. So I remained here with writers block and bored out of my mind.

'Bells?'

'In here!' I mumbled loudly.

'Wow, what's wrong with you? Get up on the wrong side of the bed this morning.' He smirked. I turned around and at him. 'Oh, come on Bells. You know I was joking.' He pouted and I rolled my eyes, turning back to the blank page on the screen. He wrapped his arms around my waist and nuzzled his face in my neck. I put my hands on his.

'Sorry, I'm just frustrated with having writers block.'

'Yeah. Bells, why don't you just go away without me?'

'And leave you to starve yourself. I don't think so.'

'You really think I'm that useless without you. I can fend for myself you know Bells.' He stood up straight and put his hands on his hips. I swivelled my chair around, with my arms crossed and up the phone and order a take-away...' I frowned. 'Or I can go to Sam's house for dinner or something. But this is your career Bells. Please just take a trip somewhere. Just get over your writers block. Please.'

'You'd think you were trying to get me out of the house.'

'Ha ha. Very funny Bells.'

'I know I am.' I smirked.

'Why don't you go to Italy? I hear it's very inspirational this time of year.' He started nibbling my ear.

'yeah, I think I might.'


wooo soz its quite short but its something. the nxt chapter is gonna be in italy.