She woke up the next morning and had three new texts and four missed calls. She yawned as she turned over to look at the clock it was 9:50 AM and forgot that she hadn't turned off the buzzer. She couldn't be bothered to read the texts as she knew exactly what they where gonna say. Probably saying "It was a mistake, me and Maria are back together!" whatever blah blah. She felt like she had betrayed Maria one of her best friends, it's like her making John cheat on Kelly. She felt terrible and didn't know what to do. These where the times she missed being back living with Kelly. They would always talk through things and help eachother and she knew Kelly wouldn't tell a single sole. She dialled Cody's number as she went into the living room.

'Hey,' Mickie yawned.

'Oh hey darling,' He smiled 'Did you get my texts?'

'Yeah, it's fine, I was drunk I didn't know what I was doing.'

'Oh,' Cody said dissapointed 'Yeah... uh... me too.'

Mickie's heart dropped she'd hoped that he would just say no, I loved it, I knew exactly what I was doing. And oh did she. That's why she felt so upset about this comment. She hadn't even heard the tone of sadness in his voice, maybe she didn't know him aswell as she thought.

'Alright well bye!' Cody said and hung up.

Mickie sighed and put the phone onto her counter, she tried to make herself an Espresso, she couldn't do it again. She pressed the red button, and again and again and again. She couldn't do it. She cried as she remembered when Randy made fun out of her for it only moments later did she find out that he was cheating. It was just two seconds, two seconds. How can somebody turn from being so happy with someone to just knowing that he wasn't happy with her, that he wasn't satisfied with her but had a little somebody on the side. She shook her head and put her hands in her head. The buzzer rang, she didn't notice the time. She quickly rushed to the window thinking it was Cody, hoping it was Cody expressing his true love for her, and she would too. She looked down and it was Randy.

'Oh shit,' She shouted 'Go away Randy.'

'No, I want to apologise,' He shouted back up.

He was holding a box of chocolates and a bunch of flowers.

'Stop while you're ahead, I'm never getting back with you... move on with your life... I have,' She cried 'Stop showing yourselfs up infront of all these people - THEY know EXACTLY what you did with that little bitch.'

She was lying that she'd moved on. She wished she had with Cody. But she'd probably blown that already. She slammed down the window and watched him walk away still holding the chocolates and flowers. She felt a breath of anger. She opened the window once more.

'Hey,' She shouted at him 'Hold up.'

Randy turned around his eyebrows raising up, he seemed pleased she'd achnowledged his precense, maybe this was a turn over - maybe she'd changed her mind about moving on. Maybe she wanted him to move back in.

'Don't worry you can give the Chocolates & Flowers to Marissa.'

He turned around once more then turned back as she shut the window still watching him. He threw the Chocolate box and flowers into the neighbors bin and lifted up his hands prooving he wasn't going back to her. That didn't proove anything. He was probably going back to her right now to tell her there was no progress in breaking her heart once more. She turned on her laptop and opened up a document. She write a couple of things, saved, and sent it off in an e-mail. She sighed and looked up to the sky nodding, pleased with herself. Her phone started to ring and she quickly rushed to get it. It was Kelly.

'Hey honey,' Mickie said.

'Baby,' Kelly sniffed 'Are you OK?'

'Yeah, I'm good hon...' She sighed 'Kinda.'

'Oh honey, don't worry about him he's a bitch.'

Mickie laughed, Kelly always made her laugh when she swore. She didn't know why, maybe it was because normally she was so innocent and basically a soccer mum without the kid... yet. With the blonde hair and great car and big apartment in LA.

'Oh I love you,' Mickie giggled.

'So tell me,' Kelly asked 'What's goiiiing onnnn!'

'Uh are you alone?'

'Yeah, John's out getting stuff for the baba.'

'Aww,' Mickie started 'So Cody came over last night.....'

She was interupted by Kelly coo'ing. Mickie giggled.

'And we had a Chinese and watched our film that we used to, and in the end... we kissed.'

'Oh my god,' Kelly screamed 'Are you serious!? But isn't he with Maria.'

'Apparently no, they broke up.'

'Oh god look what this baby is doing to me, making me loose out on all the goss.'

Mickie laughed.

'Yeah but I messed up this morning, I called him and said that I was drunk and it was a mistake but it wasn't I wanted to kiss him,' She said.

'Oh babe,' Kelly said 'I wish I could hug you right now but one) I aint getting on no plane to NY and two the baby is getting too big for me to even get near to you.'

Mickie laughed again and sniffed. She missed the times with Kelly always messing about. Look how much they'd grown? moving out of their hometowns having babys, getting married. So much.

'So what are you gonna do?'

What was she going to do?

'I dunno,' Mickie sighed.

'How about I set you up with somebody?' Kelly smiled.

'Really? Sure.'

Kelly smiled to herself she had a plan 'Alright - well I call you later for the details... it'll be tonight. Don't worry'

Wow, so soon? she knew somebody in New York? Pfft. She'd never told Mickie. Mickie sighed as she looked at herself in the mirror, hell she'd let hersef go since Randy. Her hair was scraped back into a pony tail and she wasn't wearing make up. She looked into the mirror once more. Randy was behind her, he came up behind her and cuddled her kissing her neck. She shook her head and he wasn't there. Why was she thinking about him so much? Mickie looked once more, one more time with Randy. It didn't come, but he'd come back tomorrow so they could talk. She slumped onto the sofa and fell asleep, she slept through all the calls from Kelly telling her she'd set up the date. She didn't want to go on this date anyway, all she wanted was Randy. Or maybe it was just this morning, she hadn't seen him days and then all of a sudden she'd seen him. Her emoticons where all over the road. She woke up it was 8:40 PM she looked out of the window the lights made the street shine so brightly, she closed her eyes once more. A tear fell down and onto her hand.

She was walking up those stairs with Randy holding her hand, she squeezed it she was so excited they where starting a hole new life together. They got to the third floor where they met the estate agent. Randy smiled at Mickie as the walked into the apartment, it was just what Mickie wanted. Just like the ones she'd always dreamt of as a little girl. It had a great view from the living room and it was a decent price. Randy looked down at her.

'Want it?'

Mickie giggled and looked up at him as he nodded at the Estate Agent. They where taken into the kitchen where Mickie signed a contract and Randy stating that they would take care of the apartment, and if anything happened between the two Mickie would get the apartment. As the Estate Agent left Mickie jumped up and down with excitement and Randy picked her up. They hugged for ages, they left with Mickie looking into the apartment smiling. Finally, they found the apartment for them.

She opened her eyes, she looked around the apartment. She wasn't as happy as she thought she would be. Maybe she should move out of here, back to LA so she was away from everyone that ever hurt her.