Description: Song inspiration again.It connects to my last songfic Bittersweet.
Now it's Cascada's song Everytime we touch.
I hope you like it…
Special thanks: I must say thanks to Amz again. She's my angel.
Everytime we touch
…
Marguerite didn't have to run far. She supposed that he was at their favorite place; under the old tree next to the brilliant water. She slowed down waiting for his sight.
"You shouldn't run around the Plateau on your own" said Roxton without any move. He was still comfortably sitting and staring at the water line.
"Fine" stated Marguerite bravely,
"John, be all ears, ok? You wanted to know what's wrong; why I was crying there… so… I will tell…"
"Oh" Roxton interrupted her,
"You needn't. It doesn't matter."
"No, it matters to me" she said and kept continuing:
"I must admit I often behave madly when I am alone… only with my thoughts. They are dangerous for me."
"And what thoughts were you crying for?" asked Roxton and at last he turned his eyes to her.
I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me
I still feel your touch in my dreams
Forgive me my weakness but I don't know why
Without you it's hard to survive…
Marguerite took a deep breath and willingly sat down against Roxton.
"I think my biggest problem is... feelings…? I tell you something… Where to begin… Well, I've had plenty of men before, but without any feelings. I've never felt love… never before. I always had someone next to me; but only because that was rather natural… or normal? I mean for others; they awaited it from me. So I underwent unreal kisses and touches… but now… you and me… I'm so disorientated. I said yet; I've never felt anything like this. I've never had these kinds of feelings… I'm lost in all this and I can't explain what I'm feeling right now; in these moments. That's why I was crying. And I'm afraid I lose you more and more each minute but I don't know if I want it or not…"
Cause everytime we touch I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly
Can't you feel my heart beast fast?
I want this to last
I need you by my side
Cause everytime we touch I feel this static
And everytime we kiss I reach for the sky
Can't you hear my heart beat so?
I can't let you go
Want you in my life…
There was a deadly silence. But impatient Marguerite had to say something else:
"What an embarrassing while, isn't it? ... You're looking at me like I'm crazy."
"Oh, come on my little fool" calming her down pleased Roxton:
"I'm glad… you opened your mind to me, and I must say thanks to you. Don't be afraid of anything"
"But I can't; I won't make it out" she protested.
"Marguerite, everything gets better. Even both of us… we only have to be very tolerant."
"I know… we… both" completed Marguerite and accepted his opened arms to hide in them. He was holding her tight and she fortunately felt safety.
Lastly Roxton pressed her more and whispered to her soft hair:
"You are the best what have ever met me, Marguerite. And I promise you'll never lose me."
"Never," she repeated falling deeper and deeper to her thoughts… the sweetest thoughts.
You arms are my castle; your heart is my sky
They wipe away tears that I cry
The good and the bad times
We've been through them all
You make me rise when I fall
(The end)