Nick POV

Nick opened up an unlabelled CD case. The CD inside didn't have anything on it. He put it in the CD player.

Something of Greg's. He didn't know why he had it, but it had ended up with his things.

He was about to turn it off when he heard the lyrics. They were just him and Greg in song, really.

there is a game I play
try to make myself okay

I try to pretend I did it for a reason that wasn't selfish.


try so hard to make the pieces all fit
smash it apart
just for the fuck of it

Because I could just watch you carry on without me, I had to stop knowing you.

bye bye oooh
got to get back to the bottom

Where I can forget about what I felt for you.
bye bye oooh
the big come down isn't that what you wanted?

I never knew where I wanted our relationship to go, but I know suddenly it changed. And I was scared of where it would go.


bye bye oooh
find a place with the failed and forgotten

Where I belong for my betrayal.


bye bye oooh
isn't that really what you wanted now?

there is no place I can go there is no way I can hide
it feels like it keeps coming from the inside

Because this is all my fault.

there is a hate that burns within
the most desperate place I have ever been

I don't know how to get out of this depression, this sudden fear I feel, but I know I don't want to be around people.


try to get back to where I'm from
the closer I get the worse it becomes
the closer I get the worse it becomes

I still love you, Greg, and I wish I could tell you, but I can't do this.

there is no place I can go there is no place I can hide
it feels like it keeps coming from the inside