Decision of a pure heart
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Last time
I can't believe I fell in love with him. I'm so sick of him chasing after that dead baka of a clay-pot. Well he can have her. I hear leaves rustling and sigh. "I said don't follow me you asshole. If you don't leave I will purify your ass." I growl. "Well it seems the half breed has pissed you off young miko." Someone says. I turn and gasp. "Sess-sesshomaru?" he smirks. "Surprised to see me miko?" Why did I wander off?
Kagome POV
"What are you doing here?" I ask. I stand up and look at him. "This Sesshoumaru doesn't answer to anyone especially a mere human." He replies. "Okay then if you're too great to answer a 'mere human' then this Kagome will be on her way." I mock and start to move past him. "This Sesshoumaru has not dismissed you yet." He growled. I stare at him in disbelief. You have to be kidding me. "ex-excuse me?" I rasp out. "This Sesshoumaru doesn't repeat himself." I roll my eyes. "Oh will you stop with all that this Sesshoumaru bullshit." I huff out. He just looks at me. What in kami's name was I thinking going out here alone. I groan. "Look I'm sure you have somewhere to be so I'm going to go." I walk away but feel his cold gaze boring into my back. I roll my eyes thinking over what happened. I must've been thinking to hard I looked up and to my left and he was following me. "Gahhh!" I jump. "Hush miko keep your voice down." He growls out. My hand shot up to my chest as if trying to calm my rapidly beating heart. "What the hell are you following me for?" I ask shocked. "I can go wherever I please." I see he's dropped the whole third person act. Even though, it was kind of hot. Get a grip Kagome. "Then go wherever you please somewhere far from me." I rolled my eyes. "Miko I really don't have to." He smirked. Ugh. "Leave me alone!" I shout. He kept walking ahead of me as if I hadn't just Spoke. How I wish I could sit him. I sigh. "What in kami's name do you want from me?" I groan. "This Sesshoumaru requires your assistance with my ward Rin." He kept a steady pace but I still had to jog to catch up. "What do you need my help for." I ask. "Rin is 'sick' and I'm not equipped in this type of department." I look up to see him look away. "Well what's wrong with her and why can't you help her?" I ask. "Rin has become a woman…" he trails off not looking at me. I gasp. "Oh! Gomen Sesshoumaru. I didn't mean to pry." I apologize. I'm pretty sure my face is redder than a strawberry. "It's ok. Miko Now will you help Rin or not?" he looks over at me now and I look down. "Of course I'll help but I want to know why you want my help. I mean you don't particularly like me." I stare at my shoes. "I don't but Rin does and she trusts you." He starts walking again. "Umm how exactly is all of this supposed to happen when I'm traveling with Inuyasha?" I ask. "I will come tomorrow to travel with your group for a couple of days and then I'll take my leave." He stated. "But you and Inuyasha can't even get along for five minutes." I rolled my eyes I forgot about that baka. "I'm not going to waste my time on some baka half-breed that can't make up his mind." I winced. "Okay well I'll tell the others about it. So they won't be surprised and attack you tomorrow." I turn and head back towards the camp. "Until then miko." I smile. "Ja-ne Sesshoumaru-Sama." I walk into the clearing and see Sango sitting up. She looks over at me as I approach. "Kagome-Chan I need to talk to you." She stands up and walks up to me. "Sure Sango-Chan what's the matter?" I ask. She grabs my arm and pulls me with her. "Sango?" I ask once we've stopped. "What did he do to you?" she looks at me awaiting my answer. I knew I couldn't keep anything from her. She saw right through me. I tried to play it off like it didn't matter all. "Nothing, Sango. I don't know what you're talking about." I smile or at least I think I do."Kagome I know he hurt you what did he do?" she pressed. "I SAID NOTHING!" I shout and finally let the tears fall. "He took her as his mate didn't He." It wasn't even a question she already knew. "Sango…why-why can't he pick me? I know he knows I love him. I try and try but it's never enough. He doesn't love me. And he let me believe he cared. All of those hugs and kisses. He led me along. I can't believe he did this to me. I gave up my fucking education for his dumb ass. I hate him. I HATE HIM!" I cry out and fall to the ground. "Oh Kagome…" Sango sobs and pulls me into a hug. "Why won't he pick me why can't he love me Sango?" I ask/sob. "Oh sweetheart the only thing I can say is he's an ass he doesn't know what he's giving up. And soon he will realize what he had and that he can't have it anymore." She rocks at a soothing pace. I cry for a while longer. Maybe Sango's right. I can't keep chasing after him and he doesn't return my feelings. I look up at the stars. I'm done with being pushed around no more will he or any man (or clay-pot slut) get in my way and treat me like I don't matter. I look at Sango. "Come on lets go back to the camp." I shift and pull myself up. "Are you going to be okay?" she asks. I smile and nod. "I'm just fine now, don't worry." I grab her hand and pull her up. We walk back to the campsite. I look up and feel like the weights have been lifted off my chest. I smile. I'm over you Inuyasha. "You coming, Kagome?" Sango asks. "yeah." I run up behind her and take her hand.
So this is the next chapter I hope you all enjoy it. I promise if you give me more reviews ill upload the next chapter as soon as I can. I guess that's all so
Ja-ne, lilyboo1
