Last time, I forgot to post a disclaimer. Needless to say I do not own iCarly
A/N: so okay Las t time i forgot to mention what a review whore I am. so please review. also this is my first foray into iCarly, I really like this show, and I am a seddie because of the show and I have to say that I never really thought of any kind of pairing until the show decided to make Freddie date Sam. I mean the brief moment Carly decided Freddie was her man, I always figured that would be who would end up together. Now I am so glad they put Sam and Freddie together. As old as I am, I didn't like to see the way they just decided to break up and then act like nothing ever happened.
I am really rusty, I haven't taken the time to write for fun in about a year and a half, so My chapters are bound to be really short I am sorry. If you like the story, I have to tell you, I may write a lot this next week. but there are going to times when I just won't get to it I am a single mom who is a graduate student so between school work and child rearing, this is my only pleasure but it takes a back seat. I hope you enjoy my chapters, and totally review. Good or bad they help me think.
Ch. 2 Guess she gave you those things
I heard that your dreams came true
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you…
She walked out to the hallway, she didn't really have anything to do, She just couldn't be there anymore. She paused just outside the door for a beat and as she started for the elevator she heard her name.
"Sam," She turned and saw Freddie coming towards her. "I…"
"You what Benson?" She turned to face him squarely. "That experience was special for me. And you trivialized it."
"It was special for me too."
Sam rolled her eyes, "Weak." Sam turned and walked back towards the elevator. "Toodles Fredwierdo, see you tomorrow."
As the elevator doors closed, her mind went back to their Junior year…
-Nothing was ever the same again. Sex had ruined everything. Stubbornly though, they were both determined to make it work for the sake of iCarly. For about a month, they avoided being in a room alone. Though one night, there was a big storm. And they were in the middle of a taping when all the lights went out.
Carly went to the kitchen to get a spare flashlight, and left them both in the loft. "Sam, where you at?" Freddy asked his hand extended in front of his face. He couldn't see anything.
"Why Fred you still afraid of the dark? Need to come cuddle with mama."
"I told you that in confidence." He said following the sound of her voice.
"We are the only ones here."
"Stop teasing me will you and help me."
"I am in the back seat." Sam said just as Freddie stubbed his toe on the car mount.
"Ow…" Sam reached out for his arm and copped a feel of his nicely cut chest. She shivered remembering the last time she had felt his body.
"You okay?" Sam whispered.
"Yeah." Freddie whispered back.
They sit silently for a few minutes, not knowing what to say next. Sam reached into her pocket an pulled out a piece of beef jerky, at least she thought it was. "Jerkey?" she offers Freddie.
He takes a moment to think about it. "Sure, why not." He reached for her hand and his hands landed on her thigh.
Sam sucked in a breath then chuckled. "Woah, over here cowboy." She slipped the Jerkey into his hand.
Freddie took a bite, then spit it out. "Ugh… that is not Jerkey."
"lemme see." She leans over him trying to find the item in question. As she did so, Freddie's lips brushed her neck. This made her stop. Sam turned her head and pressed her lips on his. He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her up on his lap. The word unresolved was the word that played over and over again in Sam's mind. The only thing was that she didn't know exactly what to do about it.
And then the lights came back on. They pulled away from each other. Freddie opened his mouth as if he were about to say something. Then he changed his mind. Sam started, but then she was at a loss. Thank God for Carly.
"Hey, I guess we didn't need the extra…" she looked at them, "should I come back?"
"No… we're done here." Sam answered straightening her shirt and running a hand through her curly blond hair. She stood up, "I guess I'll go crash on the couch in your room Carls, there is no way I am going out in that rain tonight.
"Okay," Carly said her eyes following her best friend to the studio door.
"Hey Sam," Freddie said halting her progression out of the room for a moment. She turned. "thank you."
Sam smiled, and nodded still trying to sort out her unresolved feelings.
The door to the elevator opened revealing a sunny San Diego afternoon. She took a deep breath and felt the sun on her fac then stepped into the Limo. "Hey Geeves, Take me to the hotel, but first lets stop at Phills BBQ. Mamma wants her some ribs."
"Yes Maam." The driver said
Sam looked down at her phone, she wanted to text him. Make him notice her and forget 'new girl' She looked to the wet bar in the Limo and grabbed the bottle of champagne that sat there and popped open. She chugged the champagne from the bottle, as she did this she got a text.
Fred: we need to tlk
Sam: y?
Fred: Resolution, if u haven't noticed, I'm gtng married. I want things 2 b cool between us.
Sam: We're cool.
Fred: r u sure?
Sam: yeah, yeah sure, ur dreams have come true, she is everything that I'm not, blah blah blah…. (BTW she looks a lot like me… Just saying)
Fred: Sam b serious.
Sam: r u asking me for my blessing so that u can marry her? We haven't spoken to each other in 6 yrs! Marry her.
Her phone began to ring. She looked down it was Freddie. She didn't want to talk, she turned off her phone and put it away. "Hey Geeves, you know where I can get some good booze?"
A/N: I know hardly satisfying... I just want to say though even though the song is sad and stuff. I promise some Seddie satisfaction. The song part of the fic only covers the past. not the future. Ok kiddos have to work on my final for my current class, and a novel I got paid for almost a year ago and my kiddies, but I will try to spend some time on this story because if I don't it will drive me crazy I will try to post again on Monday or something. Later