Quinn opened her eyes, the sunlight from her window shining on hers. She'd been so tired she forgot to put down the blinds. She always had a fear of someone watching her. But she didn't care. A smile went up on her face, she felt good today. It was a Saturday, of course she felt good…
She felt free, like nothing was holding her back-nothing to worry about in the meantime. No plans of getting her daughter back, that was over. She had no one to love or trust.
Quinn took her foot out of the bed and slid sideways, and finally stood up. She reached for her laptop, looked at her facebook notifications, and stalked Finn Hudon's profile. "In a relationship"
She sighed, Finn was in a relationship. Quinn was already aware of that but she didn't like seeing it, oh she was so weak facebook made her miserable. She exited the tab, and just tapped on her keyboard, wondering which site to visit next. She opened her itunes and played some depressing songs, to remind her "You're lonely, very lonely and friendless."
She had nothing to do that day.
She then got an text from Ms. Rachel Berry, it was an invitation, to come over.
As much as Quinn hated to, she drove over to her house, and had a few drinks and a chat.
Both Rachel and Quinn are sitting down on their knees, on Rachel's carpet.
"Why are you doing this?" Quinn asked.
"I don't know! I guess it's a Saturday and i want to be productive." Rachel shrugged.
The rest of the conversation was boring, sure, Rachel mentioned a few of "Finn" and so did Quinn.
At around 2 hours, Quinn left to her car, wanting to leave. She had a great time alright.
For the first ten minutes, Ms. Fabray remained on her car seat frozen. Not knowing what to do. She turned on the music, inserted Freddie Mercury's " Guy" album in. She started singing along to "Living on my own"
Sometimes I feel I'm gonna break down and cry (so lonely) Sometimes I feel I'm always walking too fast Dee do de de dee do de de
Nowhere to go nothing to do with my time
I get lonely so lonely living on my own
And everything is coming down on me down on me
I go crazy oh so crazy living on my own
I don't have no time for no monkey business
Dee do de de dee do de de
I get so lonely lonely lonely lonely yeah
Got to be some good times ahead
The song finished in silence.
When she arrived at her house, she saw Finn Hudson waiting by the door, holding a flower attached to a picture.
Quinn stared and raised her eyebrow at Finn, and whispered "the fuck?" as she closed her car door.
"Finn? What the fuck are you doing here?" She said in a soft tone.
"What's with the language?" Finn shouted back.
"I don't know, i just drank a few, not enough for me to get drunk, but enough for me to be honest, you know?" She said.
"Can i come in?"
"No…"
Finn shrugged. "Well, that's okay. Can i atleast kiss you to see if you're a good kisser?"
She then backed up with her lips covered, and open "Why! Finn! Haha."
He took the risk and went closer to kiss her, but she stopped him.
"You really can't take a hint? Can you?" Quinn whispered to his ear.
He paused, she continued talking. "You think you can just go on and kiss me? And i'll be all: Oh i love you Finn love me forever! And then you'll leave me again? Snap, i did some stupid mistake and you overreact. I know you want me, clearly i can see that, but then once you get me. You don't want me. You've already experienced the new Quinn express! You get tired of me, and then splat, another girl comes along. So you know what Finn? ." Quinn hissed at him.
There was another pause, and another one. Unexpectedly, Quinn just grabbed his neck and kissed him, for 2 seconds. After that she immediately got off of him and wiped her lips.
"Now, is that what you want? A kiss from the 'prettiest' girl you've ever seen!" She yelled.
"You are too attractive, i like you." Finn smirked.
"Please, go."
That was the last thing Quinn did that day, the rest she just took a long nap, ate dinner, and slept. She was looking forward to Sunday, she had a schedule. Quinn wasn't herself with Finn, not at all. She was angry, she didn't want Finn. Or did she?