Sometimes I feel like I spend to much time trying to work for the village. I guess all shinobi feel this way eventually. I should've spent my younger years starting a family.
In a way I guess I did.
These orphans were about as close as I could possibly get. Especially considering I'm not the fatherly type. Sure a few of my subordinates were closer to me then they should've been, but not many people ever got close enough to be considered special.
That is mainly my own fault. I could've atleast tried to make some form of connection with someone.
Oh well, it's too late now.
Another reason I'm envious of Hiruzen. I doubt anyone would actually mourn my passing. Sure the ROOT members would be a bit lost, but without emotions they would accept my fate.
I should've acknowledged Hiruzen's philosophy, and spent time producing a worthy heir to continue my legacy. Sure a biological heir would be nice, but there is still time for one of the ROOT members to take my place.
There are several that could fill my spot easily.
This is an issue I've struggled with for awhile. I don't know who could fill this position, especially since these kids are easily swayed.
I will admit one thing though, Hiruzen's 'king' philosophy was accurate.