Home sweet…….. Hell

I walked into my apartment around eight after dropping Twink and Sean off at school, Han was passed out on a few girls and both went able to drive, Sean had been out all night with Neela, while Twink had drank to much. I sighed as I dropped my keys on the counter before walking into my room while taking off my dress. I sat on my bed pulling off my knee high boots then stretched making my way to the bathroom. I stopped as I saw myself in the mirror, my short black hair was messy from sleeping on the couch, while the makeup around my green eyes had smeared.

"Fucking a man." I muttered as I started the water and got in smiling to myself as the warm water hit my back. I closed my eyes and let out a sigh, this was so close to what happened before it was almost scary, my eyes opened again I felt guilty I had left them with out so much as a good bye, I did leave a letter though, but I'm not sure if they found it. I shook away the thoughts as I washed my hair and did everything before heading back out. Just as I exited the shower however my phone went off and I sighed, I walked into the kitchen and picked it off the counter and sighed as DK's number came up.

"Hello." I greeted walking back to my bed room.

"Are you free to talk?" DK asked as I walked over to my closet trying to decide what I wanted to wear today.

"Yes, what's up?" I asked deciding on a pair of blue jeans, I slipped them on then searched for a bra landing on a rainbow one.

"I want you to keep Neela away from that kid." He told me, I held back my laugh as I managed to get into my bra without putting the phone down.

"I see." I told him sighing a little as I looked for a shirt, did I want red button up t shirt or a black t shirt that said devils side kick on it.

"Do you think you can mange that?" He asked almost growled out, I blinked a bit rolling my eyes, I wasn't going to keep the two away from each other but I cant tell him that.

"I'll see what I can do." I told him getting a grunt.

"You better." He told me then hung up, I tossed my phone on the bed rolling my eyes. The black t-shirt it is. I finished getting dressed and threw on my converse then headed back to the kitchen sending a text to Twink to let him know what DK wanted.

"Lets see hot or cold?" I asked myself staring at the fridge then at the cupboard. I looked back at my phone reading the response form Twink saying he would tell Han. I smiled deciding on cereal, I quickly ate then did the needed things around the apartment then paid my bills, after everything was done, I sat down in a chair to watch some TV and take a nap, but was interrupted by a knock on my door.

"What the hell." I muttered getting up and answering the door only to come face to face with Han, and he looked less then happy.

"Um hi." I greeted moving aside to let him in. How in the hell did he know where I lived, then again he could have asked Twink, he would have told him.

"You know I've spent the last six months wondering why you looked familiar." Han stated as I closed the door and looked at him utterly confused. Han looked around my apartment spotting the only picture I had sitting next to my laptop, he walked over to it picking it up, a shiver went down my spine as he turned to face me again.

"Dom had this picture with him when I met him and Letty." He told me and I cringed a bit, walking over to my couch and sitting on in waiting for him to go on, he looked pissed. The picture was one of the only ones were all of us were together, and smiling. We were outside Dom's shop with our cars in the background. Letty was next to Dom with his arm around her, Mia was next to him holding Brian's hand, I was next to Letty with Leon behind me trying to give me bunny ears and Leon standing next to me, while Vince was next to him, that was a few days before things went to hell, also my birthday. That was the last picture Jessie and Letty were in, Jessie died a few days later, while Letty was killed almost five months later, and I left after that.

"You knew Dom?" I asked rubbing my eyes a bit thinking about it all hurt, a hell of a lot to. Han's eyes softened a bit.

"Know, we have been talking for a while now, I never mentioned you until last night, when I heard you say old habits die hard, Dom always said you liked to disappear. That's what made it click, I talked to him this morning, he's been looking for you." Han told me sitting across from me in my chair, for someone I didn't talk to much he knew a lot about me.

"Why would he be looking for me?" I asked, I had to the way I left I thought he would be pissed and never wanna see me again. Han grinned as he shook his head.

"He thought you would say something like that, told me to keep you here until he got here." Han told me and I jumped. He was coming here to see me, I cant face him not after everything that had happened.

"I wound think about going anywhere, I told him I would keep you here that's means I will even if I have to keep you around me 24/7." Han warned me, I blinked at him surprised.

"But I cant face him." I admitted "Not after how I left." Han shook his head at me smiling as of he had come to some conclusion about something.

"I'm sure he has forgiven you, you're a good person." Han told me and I laughed at him.

"You don't know me well enough to say that." I told him, I was far from good.

"Who you choose to be around you lets you know who you are." He told me.

"And you call everyone I hang around good?" I asked raising an eyebrow at him before getting up and walking to my kitchen I was hungry again.

"You hang around Twink, Neela, Sean, and a few other kids, as much as they get on my nerves there all good people." He told me, hell he had a fucking point.