BG pov
10 years later
"Wait! Wait up Jake! God what's wrong with you? You act like I've done something wrong!"I say
"You did BG now leave me alone!" Jacob yelled.
"But Jake Embry's the one who told me that he likes me I never said I like him back! Jeez Jake really? I don't even want to deal with that kind of stuff, I just wanted to hang out not attract anybody to me!"
It was raining as usual and we were walking through the woods. It always rains here in Forks Washington, sometimes I hate it and sometimes I love it because it hides my tears. I don't understand this place I never feel like I belong here but of course I know I don't belong here. I'm from a different world called Titania or something like that. Billy told me my mother took me to this world to protect me and that this was the only choice she had. Billy is awesome he always makes me laugh; he says I have that tomboy spirit. I'm so happy he decided to take me in he always tells me the story of the day when my mother showed up at his door. I love to hear that story. Billy is very kind to me; he tells me stories of my dad and their adventures. To me my dad sounds like a hero he always was saving Billy from something. I would always think about what Titania looks like. I always have dreams of the most beautiful woman, she is running through the fields of flowers, a little boy is chasing her but then the boy stops and points to her and his smile fades. She turns to the forest to see what the little boy was pointing at but she sees nothing then she turns back to the little boy but this time instead of seeing a little boy she sees a tall man with red eyes and blonde hair and pale looking skin with fangs hanging from his mouth. That is when I wake up, I'm always crying after that but I don't understand im more frightened than sad when I wake up. Billy would have to come and calm me down in the middle of the night. I would tell him about my dream and he would tell me its nothing and to not think anything of it. But I sure damn well know there's something behind that dream and that it has a meaning. There are things that are unexpected about me like how the weather changes with whatever emotion im showing. That doesn't happen all the time though. I don't know why guys love to hang around me. Maybe its my tomboy attitude and mentality. Maybe it's the way I love the rush of doing something dangerous or the fact that I love to eat but I have a fast matabilizim. It could be that I'm caring and understanding and that im super athletic and I love sports. Maybe that's the reason why Embry likes me. I meen it isn't my fault the boy like me!i cant blame me for being me! I mean come awn im only 10 years old for goodness sake and have a birthday coming up I don't need this! My bestfriend is Leah Clearwater. She is like the only person who understands me besides Jacob Black. Now that is a person to talk about. He is billys son and sometimes he can have an attitude but he makes me laugh so much. Jacob loves to take me on adventures in the woods, we have so much fun with eachother. We always get in trouble with eachother. He is very protective over me though. The thing I like about Jacob is that he will always be him there is no changing Jacob Black. He can be a real grouch at sometimes and so I leave him alone. But then he gets over it and is my same old Jacob. He will always be my Jake just as he promised, he will never leave me or forget about me not ever. Leah has a crush on him as usual she has a crush on everybody. Man that girl always makes me laugh. She is always there when I need her. She said she accepts me for who am no matter what world I came from. She is always cursing at the world. But I don't seem to mind it I find it quite amusing. I always hang with Quil, Embry, Jared, Paul, and Sam. They take me on some wild rides. They are always funny and they piss eachother off. Ha ha o so funny. Today we went to the club house. Its were we meet everybody. Billy and Embry's dad built it for us and bought all the furniture. We have lots of memories in that clubhouse. Ok so today we met up with everybody to talk about my birthday party that they are throwing in the clubhouse. It was Billy's idea he said I should have my first birthday party with a couple of friends. I will be turning 11 on Halloween. Everybody is fighting on who should be my date to this little shindig. Everybody is insisting that I should go with Embry as my date but Jacob,Quil and Leah are arguing that I don't need a date. I totally agree with them whose has dates to a party at 10 years old! But of course it ended up with me taking Embry as my date and I agreed to it and now Jacob is mad and now I have to calm him down before he does something stupid.
"well BG congratulation now you have Embry all gongho over you!"says Jacob
"Really Jake I don't understand why you are so mad at me, this wasn't my decision. Why don't you go to the party with leah? She would love to go with somebody."I say
"Are you kidding me! That girl is like walking misery!"
"Jacob now thats unfair! Thats only because you guys pick on her all the time Jacob Black!"
"Stop using my last name like you know me BG!"
"Ok you know what your being dumb and acting like a stupid boy! When your done whining then ill talk to you again ok bye!"says BG
"Sure Sure"says Jacob
He runs off into the woods again probably to blow off some steam I hope he comes back with a better attitude. I turn to go back to the clubhouse, even though its raining out its not so cold it actually feels quite humid. When I reached the clubhouse Leah is there to open the door for me.
"So?"says Leah
"He's still mad but he'll get over it soon enough. You know Leah I think this whole thing is stupid. You know the whole dating thing, so I'm not going to go with Embry anymore, I just want to go by myself."
"Yea I understand. I just don't understand why Jacob is so mad at you."
"Its prabaly because I agreed to go with Embry when I said I didn't want to take anybody." I say
"Yea maybe but that just stupid that he would get mad over that. I think its because he doesn't have a date.
"Naw its not because I asked him to go with you and he…umm… he just…yea…"
"BG! Why would you do that, now im gonna be so scared to even be in the same room with him. Does he think that I like him, will he be ever to look at me, DOES HE THINK IM A CRAZY STUPID GIRL!BG why would you do that! Uggggggggg im gonna die!"
"Calm down Leah! Jeaz!"
"Ok I'm calm I'm calm. Ok well I think you should go tell Embry now." says Leah
"Ok then were's Embry?
"Hes in the common room with the other guys looking at neckade woman in magazines." says Leah
"Those perverts! They act like they can get a girl like that!" I say
"I know! I meen first they need to remember what age they are, and act like a kid other than a grown perverted man!" Leah says.
"Well im am gonna go tell them Leah"
I walked through the kitchen which is a total disaster, because nobody likes to clean. I could hear the boys laughter and it make me smile, because I love their laughter. I could hear them talking about their dirty magazine. Their so ridiculous.
"The girl on the left looks pretty hot says Paul she looks good in red"
"Naw fool the blonde one looks the best out of all of them." says Jared
"Are you guys blind the black girl obviously has the better body." says Quil
"That's only because she has a big ass Embry says."
They all burst out laughing.
"Hey Perverts!"I say
"BG!"They all at once.
"Hey Misquito Bites!"says Jared
They all bust out laughing. I grasp my chest remembering that im all wet from the rain and now my chest is exposed,and im wearing a white shirt. Nice one BG, you just had to go wearing that boobs are barely coming in and so they look like big ass misquito bites on my chest and Jared always has to tease me about them like a retard. I hate it when he does that I just wish they would stop growing so he wouldn't tease me about them.
" O shutup Jared! And you guys better stop reading perverted magazines before I tell your parent!"I say
"O look im scared" says Quil
" Well you should be!"
They start laughing again.
"Embry get your girlfriend before she rats on us" says Jared
"I am not his girlfriend! And in fact I decided not to go to my party with Embry you turd!" I say to Embry
They all burst out laughing
"Hey Embry your girlfriend just broke up with you." says paul.
"Shutup! All of you! Says Sam
"Ya shutup you guys" says Embry
"Now BG why don't you wanna go with Embry anymore? Is Jacob too butthurt that he didn't get his way." says Sam.
"No that is not the reason, it is because I think the whole taking a date thing is stupid and I didn't want to have a date in the first place." I say to Sam
"But BG it's a boy/girl party meaning you have to bring a date"says Paul.
"Um no it meens that both boys and girls are invited so don't try to pull that on me Paul!"
"Ok well you're the b-day girl so do what you want, but weir gonna bring date right guys?"says Sam
"Right" they all say.
"Go ahead, and um who are you expecting to take?"I say
"You will see"says Sam
"ok so when cant I know whose coming to my party"I ask
"Since you put us in charge" says Paul
"Ok whatever do what you want but remember this is my party so don't get all carried away and try to make this your party." I say
"Wow BG I cant believe you wont go to the party with Embry anymore." Says Paul
"Well paul im only 10 years old. I have a lifetime to worry about all that dating stuff."
"Right? You know you want to go with me your just scared to admit it."says Embry
"Ok keep dreaming loser it wasn't my decision to go with you in the first place."I say
Just then Jacob walks in looking calmer than before.
"Ya it wasn't her decision" Jacob says
"Nice of you to join us" says Sam.
"Ya did you cry your eyes out?"says Jared
"im gonna puch your face in Jared if you don't shutup!"
"hey hey guys weir all friends here"I say.
"Yea we need to get back to planning the party"says Leah
"Nope sorry guys we all need to start goin home. We will plan more tomorrow."says Sam
Just because Sam is older than the rest of us doesn't meen he could start being the leader of us. That really bugs me about him but then I get over it because its not worth it getting into a fight with him.
"Ok that's cool. Ill bring you guys more things that I want at my party." I say
We all say our goodbyes and head our separate ways. It was still raining outside which was quite annoying, it really needs to stop raining. I walked home with Jacob as usual. Jacob stopped me and told me that he wanted to show me something before we went home. I wondered what it was that he wanted to show me so bad. I followed because I was curious I was excited to see whatever Jacob had to show me,and I was happy that he was sharing it with walked about a mile from the clubhouse until we reached our destination.
"Close your eyes" says Jacob.
"ok"I say
"are you ready?"he says
"Yes"I say
He took my hand and led me through the trees. The rain had stopped and I could now feel the sun on my cheeks, it felt amazing. He finally stopped and let go of my hand. There was a soft breeze and smelled heavenly and it seemed that I hit patches of grass other than tripping over tree branches.
"Ok you can open your eyes"
Before me was the most beautiful meadow I have ever seen. There were flowers everywere and so much green grass I couldn't believe my eyes. There were lots of insects and chirping birds. I swear I saw a deer run back in the trees but maybe I was imagining it. It was so beautiful I didn't want to leave.
"Jake its beautiful were did you find this place?"
"I was running one day and ran into this place and ive been coming here ever since. This is were I come when I get mad BG, and I wanted to share it with you."
"wow Jake thank you for bringing me here im happy you brought me here."
"This could be our place you know"
When he said that it took me by surprised. Me and Jacob have always wanted a place together and now we have finally found it. I was shocked and excited at the same time.
"I would love for this to be our place Jake!"
He starts to laugh
"Ok then well then lets make it official"
He takes my hand again and leads me to one of the nearby tree stumps. He pulls out his pocket knife(billy gave it to him one Christmas)and hands it to me.
"Here carve your name and then I will do so after"
I took the knife and carved my name he carved his right after and then carved our place on the trunk. I will never forget this day. This made me open up my eyes to a different Jacob. A sweet Jacob that showed me my happy place somewere I can run to whenever I got scare, angry or sad or just when I needed to escape. Jake showed me all of that and I appreciated him dearly for that.
"There now it official. You know BG your very special to me and you know I wont ever let anything happen to you right?"
"of course I know that Jake you're my knight and shiningg armor whenever I need you."I say
"thats right! Thats my girl! Come on we should start heading home before Billy wonders were we are"he says
"Ok lets go"I say
I didn't know what it was about Jacob that made him so special to me but I knew this place of ours was gonna make us closer than we already are. Nobody understands him the way I do. That is why he will always be my Jacob. I will never forget this day he showed me the beautiful meadow. Our meadow.