To My Dearest

by MyAshestoAshes

Botan and Hiei were never ment to be. To very different worlds that would not mix. Now all that's left of their romance are her letters.Tearful words he'll never know. ((I own nothing))((The quotes are actuall things that have been said to me))

2. Though Heaven

To My Dearest Love,

You have no Idea how much that I miss you. You have no idea how I long to hold you close to me just once more. I have to push the pain down and every single day I see you or hear your name it gets harder not to burst into tears. The truth hurts more knowing that it is of your free will your pushing me away. What am I supposed to do? Forget you loved me? Forget I loved you? Forget the possiblities that I might have been with you? Am I really that confused? I just wish I knew what to do to keep you from pushin me away. Should I dissapear so that you can live? Should I be the one pushing you away? What is worse! These sorrow filled words that I write that I write to you shall never been seen by your soft, beautiful, sweet eyes. Oh dear my love! Oh my love! Pleast my love, don't let this be. I fear this is ending all to soon! Please please please my love! Don't let us fade into nothing. Out love is more than nothgin so please don't let it go! I beg you! This doesn't have to be the end of somethign beautiful if we both try harder. My words have fallen upon deaf eyes and blind eyes cannot see through the stones. My love... Don't leave me....

Though Heaven Forbids

Love Always

Botan