Now after pondering deeply about her for three days, he came to some conclusions about what happened with her, which were causing him more pain than he had thought.
She didn't love him even though she told him she loved pretended to love him, and completely using him like a disposable, like everyother female in the campus but in a different way is very clever hiding her true feelings of him, and used him till she got what she wanted By comprehending this, he couldn't stop tears flowing down his cheeks,because he truly loved her, and still he love Rory, his ace not his ace anymore and anger followed after that her betrayal by leaving him alone in the restaurant and going away with that jackass remembered that night vividly, who would not embarass him since he is eating his girlfriend with his eyes and she is oblivious to his activities like trying to touch her and now since he understood about her who knows maybe she is enjoying his looks and his attempts to flirt with her since she left with him without saying a word back to him.
At that time when she is outside talking to him, after dinner outside when he is leaving he thought that he should talk to her about him, but she left with him without even saying goodbye.
He waited for her to call later that night, he was sleepless that night just waiting but to no avail.
The next day he sneaked past the elder gilmore to enter rory's room and slowly opened her bedroom door and found Rory and that ass making out,they were so indulged in their activities, they didn't even notice heart broke at the site of that he wanted to get angry and shout at them but he couldn't he shouldn't show weakness again with this girl by feeling jealous and slowly closed the door and quickly left going unnoticed. understood that she broke with him, no she dumped him.
Here he is walking alone on the beach trying to rebuild his defences, so that he won't fall for anyone blindly again. This is one of the biggest mistakes of his life which made him a wreck. He want to do something stupid to blowoff steam, no these stupid things are the main reason girls are falling for him and the only other option is to throw himself to work like his father, no he vowed himself that he won't become his father he should be his own couple of days in the vineyard had brought a new perspective about his life and the things going on around him. He wanted to do something different not just to blowoff of some steam but in his general life as achieving this he wanted to be alone, he can't do what he wanted by living with his friends and is going to swearoff of parties and women for some time till his defences are properly opened his cellphone and dialed a number "dad".