Dear Dimitri,
Really? Thats how you choose to leave?
I wake up to find a letter on the floor by my door, signed from you... what kind of bullcrap is that?
You couldnt even say goodbye?
I ran all the way to the front gate in barefeet, only to be told that you had left last night.
Im sure the guardians stationed there thought I was crazy, I stood there for ages just staring. My mind wouldnt believe that you could do that to me, that you would just up and leave like that... I thought you were better than that.
If it wasnt for Lissa getting worried Im pretty sure I would have stood there all day. Thankfully she didnt actually come looking for me, I made it back to my room and locked myself inside before she could see me.
I dont want anyone to see me like this.
You said our time in the cabin shoudnt have happened? You said it was a mistake?
It would be less painful if you had just staked me in the heart. You used me, I was nothing to you, nothing but a free score. And I fell for it, I fell for you. I should have known it would never work out, but I was naive and stupid, I thought you were different, I thought you loved me like I love you...
I guess not...
Well, you know what? screw you Dimitri. I hope youre happy in Russia. Stupid arctic wasteland.
-R