Well hello there! thanks to everyone who read the first chapter, i wrote it at one in the morning so I'm not sure how good it turned out but thanks! i plan on making my chapters longer, but that was just a small introduction to the story, and that was why it was so short. After writing this chapter im not going to put any more chapters up until i get reviews, sooooooooo review y'all! :) shmanks!


Chapter two: Spilling my guts...


BPOV "I refuse. No way. Not now, Not ever."
"But Bella, it would look so pretty!"
"Heck no mom! that looks like something i wore when I was five, and I'm not going to be wearing that ever so why even buy it? and if im not going to buy it, then whats the point in trying it on?"
I was at the store with my mom where she happened to find the most horrible dress that was in this whole store, and suggested that i go try it on. Usually i go to the store with Alice, my best friend, but my mom wanted me to tag along with her and Esme, so i did, and Esme being the amazing person that she is found the perfect summer dress for me in that store and my mother immedietly put her selection down, and had me try on the dress that Esme chose. it was a peachy color that had speghetti straps and went to right above my knee and had a thich band to tie it around my waist. it didn't look horrible, so i showed them, and they bought it for me, and thats how the rest of the day went. Finally when we got home i layed down my 4 full bags of clothes and put them in my closet and flung myself onto my bed and turned on my raido where they were playing Tonight Tonight by Hot Chelle Rae (A/N if you don't know who they are i suggest you go and see because they are one amazing band!) and i just layed there and lisened to all of the songs that came after and eventually heard my door open.
"Hey Bella!"
"Hey Edward, whats up?"
"Not much," he then moved to sit on the foot of my bed, "What about you?"
"Not much, just got back from shopping, and thats it."
"Fun..."
After Emmett and Edward both turned tweleve they started hanging out with other people besides each other, and at the moment Emmett was with a girl that he's had the biggest crush on for 2 years now, and he just decided to start asking her out. I'm only fifteen at the moment, and Edward and Emmett are seventeen and Emmetts love intrest at the moment is sixteen, just a few months older than me. I was going to be turning sixteen in two months, and I was very excited, but i didn't let anyone see how much i couldn't wait till i turned the big one-six!
"Whats going on in that pretty little head of yours Bella?" Edward had always been asking me and asking me about what was on my mind at the moment, or what was bothering me, but i didn't want to plauge him with my problems, so i just kept telling him that nothing was wrong, or i would just shrug my shoulders and walk, or turn away, just like i did in this case,
"One of these days Bella, im going to know what your thinking about and you wont even know what hit you." Just then i saw a small sparkle in his grean-teal eyes, and i couldn't stop looking at him, and all the while, he just flashed my a smile that made me roll my eyes, and he walked our of my room and i finally fell asleep on the couch while watching the Office series that was currently on tbs.
The next morning i woke up to the sound of loud laughter, and made my way to my room to ignore whatever was going on. I was very shy and quiet around situations that i didn't know what was taking place, so i advoid them if at all possible. I started to read one of the books that clustered my bookshelf and opened the paperback novel to see that i was reading a walk to remember. Why couldn't love be just like a romance novel? where there was the perfect guy out there, and he's so easy to find. i know I'm only fifteen, soon to be sixteen, but it doesn't mean that i don't want to find love. i even think the younger you find your true love the better, because then you don't have to waste you time with stupid boys who mean nothing to you.
These are the kinds of things that people don't know that i think about. I have never told anyone my perspective of anything on life, or anything unrelated to school for that matter, but i know when i meet the right person he'll be the one i can tell anything and everything to. Now i just have to find someone who cute, tall, nice, and who i can spill my guts out to...


Well theres the second chapter! hope you all enjoy! please review though because im not going to update until i get reviews! :) thanks
-Em