When we landed, I was a little winded because I'd never Apparated before. But that was the least of my worries, I looked around us, trying to see where we were. Then, I finally recognized that we were in Hogsmeade Village (think of a how city's have downtown's; this is pretty much the wizarding world's downtown).

My attention snapped back to reality when I noticed that Snape walked into the legendary Three Broomsticks bar.

I wondered why Snape had brought us here, but I tried not to think to much on it, because apparently, he'd rather go get drunk than ask me what I'd known at the time.

And on the bright side, I was thinking I stood outside of the Three Broomsticks, it was still my birthday (despite everything that had happened that night).

I cleared my mind, told myself to keep calm, and got my heart set on having a good time that night. I looked down at what I was wearing; dingy school robes just weren't going to cut it). So I went to the nearest clothing store that was open and transformed myself; I put the front of my hair in a hump and left the rest of it falling around my face, my nails and my toes were already painted black. I wore this :

When I was done transforming myself, I slipped my brittle stick-like wand in between my clevage, and I marched right into the Three Broomsticks looking for a party.

I was of age (in the wizarding world, you're an adult when you are 17), so no one could say anything to me when I walked straight to the bar, ordered a speciality b-day drink and told the bartender to "Keep 'em comin', mate".

They let me drink free since it was my legal birthday, but the drinks wore off after a while; at the Three Broomsticks, the drinks aren't really that strong :/... unless you drink some Felix Felicious (a potion that makes you radiate so much confindence, that even the people around you feel lucky to be in your presence)...

Once I got bored of drinking the wretched drinks, I decided to go and find me some Felix. I marched right out of the Three Broomsticks, and wandered the streets of Hogsmeade so that I could get that bottle of lucky feeling; then, I got an idea of where to go and decided to Apparate myself to Diagon Alley (also like the wizarding world's downtown part two), so that I could go down Knockturn Alley.

Okay so, before I continue, I'll have to admit that I was a little intoxicated, because nobody in there right mind goes down Knockturn Alley (you'd have to be pretty dark to go down this alley..), when they're sober.

I stumbled down the rumbled path of Knockturn, looking for..my mind trailed off for a moment when I saw the Dark Mark terrorizing the sky. I instantly felt sick to my very core, when groups of (what I assumed to be Death Eaters), skipped by the entrance to Knockturn, chanting Voldemort's name. They must have cast the Mark.. and then my mind showed me images of earlier that evening, when I had...when I had took the life of the Headmaster of Hogwarts. I paused where I was and leaned with my back against the wall; I had a sudden wave of heat wash over me and I felt flushed as my breathing picked up, and tears threatened to spill out of my eye lids.

I need that Felix now, I was thinking as I blinked back the tears, took some deep breaths, and strutted down Knockturn like I was it was my birthday (and it still was).

After strutting around for a bit, I found a store that had all kinds of colorful potions in the store front windows.

I stood up a little straighter, fluffed my hair, put on my poker face, and marched right into that potions store.

I walked right up to the counter and asked the employee behind it: "You got anything special for a birthday girl?" I recall twirling my hair with one hand with the other hand on my hip, while staring the bloke right in the eye.

The bloke behind the counter studied me for a second and I waited patiently for his eyes to come back up and meet my poker faced stare.

When his eyes finally met mine, he looked pleased with what he saw (it honestly took everything in me not to hex him).

"Well, let's see darling, we've got all kinds of potions, but you've got to tell me what you're lookin' for." The smirk he gave me was sickening, but I just bit my lip and acted as if I were thinking about it.

I looked around but I didn't see the liquid, gold substance that was Felix Felicious. So I just played with the birthday thing.

"Well, since it is my 17th.." I started off, still twirling my hair. "I was hoping to get lucky with a bloke by the name of Felix Felicious." I finished that remark by fluttering my eyes.

The bloke chuckled and told me that I was too cute to ignore, and that he would give me a free bottle as a birthday gift.

I watched as he waved his wand, mumbled "Accio Felix Felicious", and then he handed me the small bottle and said "You have a lucky rest of you birthday."

I clucthed the bottled luck in one hand and kept on twirling my hair with the other, when I said: "You have been greatly appreciated."

And the I winked at him and strutted out of that store. I didn't stop strutting or twirling my hair until I was back at the entrance to Three Broomsticks.

(And now that I think about it, I don't know how I made it out of Knockturn Alley alive.)...

I examined the small bottle that contained what looked like liquid gold, and if it wasn't, then I don't think anything could have messed me up more than I already was.

I took the cork out of the small bottle and chugged it; I instantly felt the liquid gold spread through me, as I tossed the bottle at nearby bloke who yelled out cat calls at me (the bottle hit a bloke in the head perfectly, and he ran off clutching his bloody head).

I laughed as he ran away, and I didn't even feel guilty about it..must have been the Felix.

It felt like I floated into the Three Broomsticks (with a little bit too much confidence) and went up to stand on a table in the middle of the bar. I took my wand, tapped my throat with it, and started singing a song that, (thanks to Felix) I sung like I had sung it a million times before. My wand made my voice sound like I was singing on a mike; the music to the song came out of nowhere and filled the bar, along with my voice.

I, well, Felix made up a song that I rocked out to. And oh, did everyone fancy it! I'd never had people dance around to my singing before. I'd been writing songs forever, but I'd never sung them out loud..

A lucky 17yr old, who could have sworn up and down that she was just high on life, rockin' out on a table, surfin' the crowd of, and dancing with total strange witches and wizards...

As I sung "It's my birthday, so I've gotta have you. I've gotta have YOU!", I pointed out exactly who I-I mean- Felix wanted. I walked right up to him, pulled him out of his chair, and danced around him while I sang. The crowd caught on to some of the song (some of the lucky, I should say), and danced around the bar.

The man Felix chose looked startled at first, but then he seemed to have caught some of the lucky that radiated off of me, because we danced like we weren't strangers.

As I continued to sing the song, I felt like I was having an outer body experience and that Felix was really singing, while I was experiencing deja-vu.

I felt his soft, pale skin with the tips of my hands. I felt his ice, cold breath blowing on my neck. It felt so good that it burned, I couldn't help but gasp out loud and grip onto him, wanting more, while the words flowed from my mouth into the tip of my wand.

His scent was so captivating and minty; I almost thought that I was in mint heaven.

When Felix decided to stop the words from coming out of my mouth, and to stop the music that came from nowhere, the guy that Felix chose and I snogged so hard and passionately, that my lips were raw: I felt so utterly right in that moment that I knew who ever this beautiful creature was, I wanted him to be mine forever.

This was it, I thought, I think I love him...whoa, Felix is strong, I thought. Then, the next thing I know..

We both were in a gothic type room, it was dark but he was so pale that I could point him out in the Forbidden Forest at midnight. Nonetheless, we had our hands wrapped around each other, like we were never going to let go. I was staring at him like I was hungry, and to tell the truth, I was..hungry for his body, anyway.

It was obvious that we were both in a terrible state of mind after everything that had happened that night; and on top of that I was struggling to fight of the strong force of the Felix potion (I shouldn't have drunk the whole bottle!)

I felt like I had blacked out for a while, and I had just woken up, so it was hard to stay focused.

But then, it just happened: He slowly reached his hand to stroke my cheek, and then he pulled me closer to his chest, and leaned down into a kiss; letting his other hand go through my hair.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and returned the favor...and then, he did something that really got my full attention.. he smirked at me like he had won a prize, and I knew that I had seen that somewhere; but where? I had seen that guy and his smirk before..it felt too weird and so right at the same time.

I felt like a flightless bird, the way I melted into him; our bodies fit perfectly in all the right places, it was like we were made for each other and this was supposed to happen, I was thinking as our clothes hit the floor.

No, this was to much, too weird...it was like I was under some love spell..I was in a trance as we made love. I came in and out of the scene unfolding in front of me. I kept trying to fight off the commands of the liquid luck; I wanted to feel this and make sure it was real.

It was honestly like deja vu, and little did I know...

And then, when it felt like I had won against Felix, I went under as the love spell took full control of me.