John had been in the hospital for almost a week. During that time several of John's friends from the WWE had been by to visit him. He still couldn't remember the things he'd forgotten about. Sarah was still debating whether or not to tell him about the divorce. The way John was acting towards her was killing her. He loved her again. There would have been a time when him expressing his love for her, would've made her the happiest person in the world. Unfortunately that time had come and gone. It made her feel guilty. She didn't have those feelings for him anymore. She wasn't used to being nice to him so it was difficult for her. John had noticed a change in her. She didn't seem like his Sarah. The warm, loving, caring person he knew. This Sarah seemed cold and distant and angry. Although she was trying to hide it. John was being sent home tomorrow. Sarah knew that was when the real difficultly was going to start. Sarah was in a chair sitting next to John's bed. She looked at John.

"I'm gonna go get something to eat." Sarah said. "I won't be gone that long."

"Ok." She got up and turned to leave. "Hey."

"What?" She said turning around.

"Don't I get a kiss?"

"Yeah." She kissed him very quickly. "Bye."

"I love you."

"Huh?" He hadn't said that to her in so long. It caught her off guard.

"I said." "I love you."

"Oh, uh, I love you to." She left.

Sarah came back a half hour later. John was gone. Randy Orton was sitting in a chair.

"Hi Randy." She said.

"Hi Sarah."

"Where's John?" She asked sitting down in a chair next to Randy.

"The nurse said they took him upstairs to run one more EEG." "Just to be on the safe side." "He should be back in about five minutes."

"Does he know you're here?"

"No."

"He'll be glad to see you."

"How's he doing?"

"He's still the same."

"How are you doing?"

"Randy, it's so damn frustrating." "He told me he loved me today."

"He did?"

"Yeah."

"So he doesn't remember the divorce or anything?"

"No." "I feel so guilty because he loves me again and I don't love him." "I have to be nice to him and that's really weird." "I've been thinking all week whether or not to tell him about the divorce." "Everything's confusing." "I don't know what to do." She started to cry.

"Aw Sarah, it's ok come here." They hugged. "It's ok, it's alright." "Shh, it's gonna be fine."

"What am I gonna do?"

"First you gotta calm down." "You can't let John see you like this." He grabbed some paper towels. "Here."

"Thanks." She wiped her eyes.

"There that's better." He smiled. She smiled back. The door opened. John came in. Randy stood up. "Hey man."

"Hey." John said. They hugged.

"How are you?"

"I'll be a lot better once I'm out of here."

"I'm gonna go grab a coffee." Sarah said. She left.

The next morning Sarah and John were driving home. Sarah was driving.

"I'm so glad to be out of there." John said.

"I bet."

"Now I can recover the right way." "With you."

"Yeah."

They were at home. They were in the living room. Sarah was sitting in the recliner. John was sitting on the couch.

"Baby come sit with me." John said.

"Ok." She sat next to him. He put his arm around her.

"I've missed this." He could tell she was uncomfortable. "Sarah what's wrong with you?"

"Nothing." "I have to go do some laundry." She stood up.

"Now?"

"Well John I haven't been here I've been at the hospital with you."

About an hour later the doorbell rang.

"Sarah can you get that?" John asked.

"Yeah." She opened the door. A man was standing there with a big bouquet of blue roses. Sarah's favorite.

"Sarah Cena?" The man asked.

"Yeah."

"Here." Sarah took the roses and went into the kitchen. John came into the kitchen.

"Do you like them?" He asked.

"They're beautiful."

"Whatever I did, I'm sorry." "You're still mad aren't you?" "Sarah talk to me please." "Tell what's wrong I'll fix it."

"You can't fix it John." She said with tears in her eyes. "I'm sorry." She went back into the laundry room.

Later that night they were getting ready for bed. They hadn't slept in the same bed in a long time. Sarah rolled over facing away from him.

"Goodnight Sarah." He said.

"Goodnight John."

The next morning John went up his home office. He started going through the drawers to make sure all of his important papers were still there. He opened his locked drawer. He couldn't believe the first thing he'd pulled out. He found the divorce papers. He went downstairs. He was standing in the living room.

"Sarah we need to talk right now." He said. She came into the living room. "Please tell me these aren't what I think they are." He said holding up the papers.

"They're divorce papers."

"That's what's wrong?" "We're getting a divorce?" He said shocked.

"Yes."

"No." "I love you, baby no."

"If you could remember it would all make sense."

"Right now it doesn't make any sense." "Why would we get divorced?" "I love you."

"No."

"Yes I do."

"No you don't John." "You just think you do." She said with tears in her eyes.

"Do you love me?"

"No."

"Why?"