A/N: Okay, It's back to normal.
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Jasper POV
Edward was trying to remember Bella again. I could feel the pain and love from his room.
His pain was always too much for me sometimes. I needed to leave to prevent myself from feeling his emotions.
It had been 30 years since Bella's death.
It had been 30 years since Edward took care of Renesmee.
It had been 30 years since we left Forks. It has been 30 years since Edward was happy and blissful.
He was not really happy during Renemsee's seventh birthday, even her wedding. Rosaile didn't like him being like this when it came to the important events of Nessie's life, but she let it go, because even she couldn't bear the hidden, underlining sorrow beneath Edward's well-practiced expression of contentment. He tried to bury his grief, but I could pick it up no matter what.
He was not the same Edward anymore.
He seldom smiled; he just spent all his time looking over photos and videos. The photos and videos which had Bella on them. We sometimes could hear the voice of Bella from his television. The whole family had been wanting to alter his miserable state of mind for a while now. We had even taken him to Isle Esme, which just made him worse. He didn't leave the island for five or six years. He came home after 10 years.
We were that family again. We kept going to high schools, universities, changing homes. We kept up this routine without Edward.
He was the moping Edward, the moping Edward before meeting Bella. He had once tasted love, which made him more bitter when he saw there were four couples in the house.
Either he stayed silent in his room, or he hunted.
We were that sort of family before meeting Bella. Although, there was Renesmee, Edward loved Renesmee. And he especially loved her eyes. Her chocolate brown eyes. He loved staring into them. That made him feel like Bella was right there in front of him. Edward had been distant toward her when she finally grew up. Maybe because of Jacob. Maybe he thought his little girl didn't need him anymore. I didn't understand.
Edward had gone back to Forks after Charlie's death; he wanted to live in the house Bella had lived in. He came back after a few months, and his state of mind was even worse than before. His pain was still too evident. He'd still continue to go back to Charlie's house every few months.
We all knew there could be no good out of just grieving. We wanted to help him move on, but since he didn't even want to change anything in his room, we had no way of helping. Carlisle told us to leave him alone.
After Bella died, maybe Aro wasn't threatened by our family anymore, or maybe he believed Renesmee was harmless, or maybe he thought he had done enough harm to our family. They left and never bothered us again.
But it was too late, the harm had already been done.
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