Title: I can never let you go Leah
The disclaimer: I don't own none of twilights
Pairing: Rosalie,Leah/ Bella, Kate / Alice, Victoria / Emmitt, Tanya / Jasper, Carman/ Edward, Irish
Summary: Leah has been in Yale University college for 1 years now, she was heartbroken as her girlfriend for 5 years named Carla. Cheating on her with her cousin Emily. Leah shifted into a Lycan 5 years ago. She had a broken heart until she decided to try love again with a girl from a lycan pack, but when Something happens to Seth that is bring her back to the Lu push. that's when she meets the beautiful blonde Rosalie Lillian Hale Collins In her twin Jasper Warlock Hale Collins.
Chapter 1
Leah POV
My name is Leah Elizabeth Marie Clearwater, I was born in Lu Push To to Sue Clearwater and Harry Clearwater I have a brother named Seth Clearwater. I just graduated a year ago I'm 19 years old but I look like I'm Still a freshman in high school, People in my new school says She can't be in college. She's got to be in high school, doing some convincing I have finally made some friends in my new school. I go to Yale University, I'm straight A student and I have all A's right now I'm in the middle of my final exams.
I have a secret, a big secret, a secret that no one knows about, you want to know why I look so young. 5 years ago I have shifted into A Lycan. Not only that I can do some very amazing things, You want to know yes I know you want to know. I have powers Lots of power, Powers That's really strong, Don't get me wrong I don't know how to use them, I never learned how to use them. I don't know where to start, Or who to go to. When did it start I'll tell you. It started my freshman year at high school. It happen when I got angry at a boy name Sam try to talk to me, well flirt with me, he was really bad at it. He not my type and he trys to force me to go out whit him. I got so mad I started to shake, I had to get away from him before i hurt that boy, I ran to the wood that surrounded the 1st beach that when it happened, I shifted It felt like I just grew into a hole new body I didn't understand it at the time but it was the most painful experience I never had once I gotten home I found the book all different creatures it has everything from Lycan to vampires. I just started my freshman year, he was a junior, he followed me around to all my classes, I was hot whit a Capital H, I had long brunette hair, The beautiful face kissable lips, Curvy of what a supermodel would die for, Beautiful copper skin It looks like gold. No wonder he followed me around all day,then I meat her.
My Freshman high school, I met a girl named Carla Davidson She's to go to the same school with me, She was beautiful she had long Black hair, Caramel Skin, Beautiful face, She used to dress Like she wasn't born there, which she wasn't She was born in the city Of California, She found me In the woods singing and dancing With my brother.
She watch in the distance, She came around to try to talk to me. I had trust issues I didn't trust her, Thinking back now I wish I never trusted her. She pursued me for months Actually six Months, I finally said yes.
We dated I mean I gave her my heart, I mean I fall deep in love whit her. she's the one who got me to pursue singing and acting, we had started a singing group together. we did a singing competition in school for talent week. we won I love being on stage and I loved my girlfriend, everything's going good since my freshman year. I kept my grades up, we did more singing competitions, we lost some and we won a lot of them. we dated for 3 years, everything is going great.
Until the last semester of my junior year of high school, that's when my cousin showed up. Her family moved to town in Lu Push, We started hanging out with my cousin, That's when they started getting close. I thought it was good, I mean that my cousin and my girlfriend Accepted Each other Because they are important to me.
I thought she loved me, If I knew this would happen, I would have never, never let her get close to me.
I hate her with all my heart now, her and that Bitch of a Cousin of mine... so when I walked in on them having sex, I beat the shit Out of both of them untill they both was hospitalized. Hold on I didn't kill them I just broken both of Emily's arms and legs, in three place in each Arms and legs. I still remember that day.
Flashback
My Junior year, I just came off a singing competition at school, With my school arrival A girl named Amber. I miss my girlfriend so, I want to her house It wasn't that far I just walked, It was five houses down from mine My cousin Live six houses down from her.
So I hit my block I could smell it, the smell of sex, Coming from the scent of my girlfriend and my cousin. When I smell it, I was just praying that my cousin and my girlfriend wasn't betraying me, after smelling it, I didn't want to go into the house, to push myself forward into the house I had to know. I sneaked Up the stairs Is slowly and quietly push the door open There they were going down on each other. Carla was the first one to realize I was there. See through Emily on the floor. My heart broke, shattered into pieces.
"Leah babe it not what it look like," she said as she get up nake as the day she was born, tears fall from my eyes I to keep my cool. So I won't go Lycan on there asses
"Really Carla becouse what I see you had your tongue all up in her, my cousin really Carla." I hiss " fuck you both," I continued. I started to walk away but Carla grabbed my arm begging me to stay because she loves me and she didn't mean to hurt me. She sob as she try to stop me.
She Cornered me against the wall kissing me Hard and passionately On my lips. I pushed her off, she was telling the truth. A voice awaken on my head freaking meat out but push that a side Fort now.
" no she don't! she wants me, she was fucking me for Three weeks now," Emily said smile I could tell she was lying everything she said was a lie.
" No I wasn't you're the one who came to me, throwing yourself at me. It wasn't no three weeks it was only 3 days. Don't remember pushing me down on the bed and kissing me, yeah I fell for I was stupid I'm in love with Leah. I could tell there was truth in that but I can't trust her.
Suddenly my face slam to the side pain shoot thow my face, and yelling " why her why everybody love this bitch, why can't it be me I batter then he...," Emily was cut off my me slaming my fist over and over in her face she cry in pain Carla tryed to stop me but whit my Anger going off I hit her to over and over but I didn't beat her so bad Emily tryed to run but I got that bitch. I slam that bitch into the floor slaming her face over and over into the floor I started beating her but I know my limits.
I hear scream and irony as I broken her arms and legs, I didn't mean to. I was just so mad I loved her like she was my sister, I protected her when she was bullied. Carla is the one who got me to stop, telling that me she loved me and pleading with me forgiveness and to stop.
Once I stop she told me to go home she'll take care of it, I was scared I cryed once I gotten home I never been so violent in my life called me from the hospital.
She told me the story, She told them, she threatened Emily. I don't know what she told Emily and I didn't care. The last thing she said in that call was.
" I'm sorry that I hurt you, I do love you, I'm in love whit you, please forgive me." She pleaded, but unfortunately for her, I close my heart for good.
" It to late Carla, I could never ever trusting you with my heart again." I said lifeless
"It was only, three times babe," she sob
" I don't care if it was one time or 3 times you cheated on me, I will never forgive you or that bitch, you let her touch what's mine. Didn't you say that you belong to me and I belong to you, and you let somebody else touch you. that's unforgivable," I snap angrily with cold hard venom in my voice.
I hear sobing on the other end of the phone, hang up on her, I Threw my phone against the wall It shatters onto my floor. I stayed home for a week, Sam Keeps coming by. I would just ignore him, My mom came to me worried One night.
" Leah honey what's wrong, did you and that girl break up, did you find out she cheating on you with your stinking cousin.
I looked at her shocked that she would know it didn't tell me, when I asked her she just said.
" because you wouldn't believe me if I would, you have to see it on your own." She said softly as she held me as I Cried, In her arms.
She made me go to school the very next day.
I walked into school for 'week long sickness' if you don't know I lied but my heart was broken, I couldn't face her Emily came back to school on my senior year, I just focus on my schooling and singing and acting I didn't care about anything else. Emily was so afraid of me, she was bullied everyday, they called her every name in the book. I didn't care I just kept going on with my life, she tries to apologize but I knew she was lying. I just walk away, I don't have nothing to say to her. I didn't even want to look at her face, after I graduated with honors, had my one last singing competition. I just left, to Yale University, not even looking back. Carla went to Stanford University.
Once I got into Yale University, I'm a double major one in web design, the other in performance.
Carla went to Stanford University majored in producing and directing. Yeah I know she double majored to, we talked about that when we were together.
Flashback end
Now I onto my dorm room with my roommate Ashley. we become close friends, she's very funny she has blonde hair long down her back, blue eye, small lips, she has no shape but who cares she still my best friend.
" Leah what wrong in class, you was all spaced out, did you even finish your test." She asked worried
A force to smile on my face, trying to look happy so she wouldn't be concerned. " I fine I was already finished with my test before I spaced out, besides I know my Web Design stuff like the back of my hand. " I said with a smile
Me and my white girl roommate, separated down the hall she went right I went left I'm going to my performance class.
Once I was done with school I went out for a walk, it was night time, I needed to let my Lycan out of his cage, oh and another thing my clothes don't rip. hell yeah that's awesome.
I'm deep in the woods, I started hunting ripping and tearing apart a doe. sinking my teeth in his flesh, my Lycan, Howl at the moon in victory once his prey is dead.
I begin to eat my pray, I'm off Like a predator in the night Looking for my next kill. This time it's a giant black bear, I jump Tackling him on his back, Seeking my teeth in his neck. I jerk my head to the side ripping his flesh apart, It take its last breath. After I'm done phased back and headed back to school, not before wiping and cleaning my face off. After getting to my dorm I'm watch as Ashley lay limp in her bed, Deep in sleep.
I toke my shower,brush my teeth, Braid my long hair behind my shoulder blade, I climb in my not so comfortable bed, In try to fall a sleep. I'm almost there I can feel my eyes are heavy, Until the ring of my phone, Reawaken me. Softly growl Snatch my phone off the charger on my desk.
" Hello This better be important, I was just about to go to sleep," I said Answering It roughly
A sob breaks through the phones into my ears,"Leah it me your mom and dad It, Sath..."
"Wha..," and the world want black.
Hey there it me Nikkie MaShay Please review what do you think happened to Seth... What do you want to happen to Seth... I'm thinking coma you choose out of 3.
1. coma
2. Death
3. Missing
Please vote.