Christiana moder
1/25/08
Van Alen legacy spoiler fake
Chapter 2
Mimi was feeling confused one moment Jack was kissing her with every ounce of love he had next he was combing the repository apparently reading
"Bond a history, bond official ruling and, bond a balance" Mimi was furious she waked up to him and slammed him into a private reading nook.
"Why not me, why can't you just love me?" She sat their broken and unsure what he would say back.
"I don't know and im sorry if it were that simple it would be I would love you as much as I love her. Its not always like that, you don't always win Mimi and, im not saying I don't love you because I do! In a way im don't understand but not the way I love Schuyler!"
And then she said something she thought she would never have to. The girl with everything, the girl fairytales were about said, "Well then I hope the silver bloods take me because if I don't have you then I have nothing. I maybe the Angel of Death but I have learned something from the red bloods its if you don't have love you don't have anything, and I may win everything in the material sense but if I don't have you I am the poorest person in this universe. Then you, you get the happily ever after with the girl of you're dreams and, where does that leave me? Having to kill the only one I love. Having nothing to live for. I love you Jack and, I hate you so so much but god damn it I love you, more than anyone can love another. Do you understand that?"
Jack sat their unable to think straight, unable to understand his own feelings after hearing her announce her feelings. Azrael his Azrael he realized they were in the same position trying so hard to get the ones they love, fighting harder each moment to try to make them understand that they love them. Then he hugged her not a kiss, no rage just a hug because he did understand, he understood it all he was supposed to be with Mimi she was his other half, his true love. Then he thought about the truth in her words him and Schuyler were not meant to be nor could they ever be. Schuyler would find her love and his was right in front of him the entire time his beautiful Azrael. So then he went to kiss her but Mimi stopped him.
"Don't you dare. don't you dare kiss me unless you finally get it, not until you never love her again can you love me, not until you stop blaming me for you're unhappiness and ruining you're true love with her because, you know it can never be you knew before you kissed her so stop pretending its my fault and recognize the facts Jack"
"I understand and you must understand I do love you, I'm not sure how yet but I do and, I do love her and I always will from this life to the next life and on. I am willing to try to be with you, to remake our bond because I know its their."
"No, no I can't do that not now just because you can't be with her you see the lesser alternative to true love me! No you have to know you love me, me and only me before we can ever be again goodbye Jack"
Thank you fans of my writing I will try to keep up on my chapter's thanks for reading what I have for you all my love and more to come!
