A/N: Welcome back to Chapter Two. I apologize that my updates are slower than usual. A lot going on, but I promise to find time and update when possible. Also keep the votesc& reviews coming.
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Following the first Glee Club practice under his reign, Sam Evans sat in his new office and tried to prepare the next week's theme. He knows he can't rely just on country. That would be as bad as Schue's obsession with Rap, Journey and disco. Also, he was trying to distract himself from thinking of one brunette Diva he has fallen head over heels with...Rachel Barbra Berry.
Rachel...the last girl he ever expected to fall for. But, she has snuck into his heart. He knows that Broadway and New York is where she belonged. As he tried explaining to Blaine, New York is not for him. But is willing to truly say goodbye? And lose her to Jesse St James? Maybe he is better off alone.
Sam grabbed his guitar, and looked at a photo of he & Rachel during their last date at Blaine/Brittana's wedding. *Sigh*
Letting Love Go LYRICS
(The Jokerr
Ft: Masetti )
[Sam]
When will, we ever learn
I've had moments of worry and countless hours of stress
I keep thinking about you not knowing what's coming next
If you keep me inside of your prayers than I'll understand
But know, you are, the one for me and now I fail to see how hard it is
Falling in love, and letting love go
All and all i'm standing tall but if i fall away, if i fall away
Will you remember times we shared or just the lonely nights
We took the world by storm but it's a lonely life
And i feel i'm lost in a path that I'm meant to lead
Bodies come and they go what is mentally so hard, to say goodbye
[Chorus]
Falling in love, letting love go
Am i just a memory a footprint in the snow
Or am I something bigger than i thought would ever grow
A fantasy illusion of something we'll never know
Or maybe love is, something to be gained
I know where I am going, directly to the pain
Cause even though it hurts, it's making me a man
And no one said it's easy or exactly how we planned, exactly how we planned
When will, we ever learn
The moments that we'll miss will come and go
Before we notice and still the candle light will burn
When learning to let go, is so much harder than holding on
Sometimes it's just easier to pretend until it's gone
I know it's a matter of time but i find i'm so impatient
Maybe i just need to take a look in the mirror to double check my motivations
Maybe if i leave it alone if was meant to be than it will come back home
And the torturous pacing of anticipation I won't remain in
Or maybe its only but a matter of time
Maybe it's just something that i'll never define
But i guess in the end it just doesn't matter at all
[Chorus]
Falling in love, letting love go
Am i just a memory a footprint in the snow
Who knocks and knocks incessantly to open up a door
I know to be so painful that I've never wanted more
And maybe love is, something to be gained
Or a compass with the needle that directs me to the pain
That i'm willing to endure if it's making me a man
But no one said it's easy or exactly how we planned, exactly how we planned
Sam took a deep breath after singing final verse, and heard s soft clap. He turned around hoping it were Rachel, but instead it was his ex. The one girl he gave a promise ring to...Quinn.
Quinn: Wow how far we have both have come. There was a time when you sang to me in front of the entire Glee club, confessing your love and a promise ring.
Sam: Hello Quinn, well I was new and thought I knew what forever was. I thought you were who I was meant to be with. Popularity and all. But deep down you were in love with Finn and Puck. We weren't meant to be. Heck I thought Brittany and Mercedes were it. Shameless crush on school nurse Penny. Never did I see Rachel coming.
Quinn: The guys always wanted Rachel. She and I wasted so much time chasing Finn and hating each other, or more like I did. She cares for you, though.
Sam: Clearly not enough. She is off to New York.
Quinn: You told her she's meant to be in New York. Isn't that what the whole redemption thing was about? If you don't want her to go then TELL HER. Or at least give her time to get her degree and her Broadway dreams back on track. If you really love her, then be there for her. If not, let her go.
Sam: I can't let her go...love her too much.
Quinn sighed. " I love Puck, but he has the military and finding himself and I have college but we make it work. You need to decide if Rachel is worth waiting for. And better decide or tell her before she heads back to New York tonight. Good luck, Sam.
Quinn turned to leave, but Sam called out to her.
Sam: Quinn?
Quinn turned. "Yes?"
Sam: Just for the record, you're still my first. And thank you.
Quinn: Go get your Berry, Evans.
Quinn walked out the Choir room, while Sam grabbed his keys rushing to Rachel's apt she shared with her dad. He had to tell her how he felt, willing to make it work even if it were long distance. He reached her place, got out of car and ran to her door knocking hoping she would answer.
Leroy opened the door. " Oh hi Samuel. What can I do for you?! "
Sam: I need to see Rachel, please its important.
Leroy: I would love to tell her, but I can't.
Sam: Please, sir.
Leroy: Sam, she is not home. She is on her way to the airport. Her plane leaves in an hour.
Sam: Thank you, Mr. Berry..
Sam ran back to the car. He rushed for the airport to stop Rachel from
Saving before he could tell her how he felt. Please Rachel, I love you...
A/N: Sorry so short. more to come. I will be working on updates for My Broadway Baby and My Endless Love this weekend.
