As i returned home everything seemed normal.. but not for me. I walk into the living room and saw my father and mother sleeping i just rolled my eyes and went upstairs to clear things out of my head i went into my small bathroom right across from my bed, i went in there and washed my face as i looked up my stress level has went down and i just let out an huge breath. but.. something seemed off.. Way off, like.. i got an feeling of my stomach being ripped open, i curled into a corner and try to ease the pain off, but i had to stay strong and went downstairs cause i had gotten a feeling i didnt like.
i went downstair's and went into the living room my parents was sleeping in.. i had an glare.. my face went white and it felt like i was gonna be sick. my worst nightmare.. came to life, my mom's neck was slit open with guts hanging out of it.. my dad's stomach was ripped open.. like that feeling i had upstairs. many questions ran thru my head like.. how come i didnt hear them screaming? or why didnt they scream for help? i saw.. smiles carv thru the '' mouth '' which was really wide.. and creepy. what's worse is going thru hell and my only light thru it had been taken away. i cried with no noise.. only thing i could do was stand there, i had no heartbeat racing i felt.. blank with only thing feeling was cold tears rushing down my face all at once. i tilt my head right a little and just began to cry at looking at the sight.
i had no idea who had done this so quickly. i walked to my phone.. there was no use in rushing cause there already dead. i called 9-1-1.. only thing they can hear from me clearly was '' please come''... i tried to make out the address but i kept crying. but finnaly maned up and told them. Half an hour they had came as they rushed in they saw the sight and coverd their nose's. i was in a trance at the sight.
My only good memory turn into an nightmare. as they cleaned up the mess and took them to a hosptial i told them i just wanted to stay home.. ( and drown in my sorrow). i went upstairs horrified.. my only thoughts or flashbacks was just that sight.. and only replaced it.. i singed to myself to make my pain go away .. '' you lie silent there before me your tears may mean noting to me now.. The wind is howling at the window the love you never gave i give you.. really dont deserve it but now there's noting you can do so sleep in your only memory of me my dearest mother ''. Then i stood still untill i heard something deadly.. with an shame-less voice and it sung with me like it knew what i was singing '' here's a lullaby to close your eyes... goodbye.. it was always you that i despised.. i dont feel enough for you to cry.. oh well.. here's a lullaby to close your eyes.. good..bye..goodbye... goodbye...'' his voice got softer after that last goodbye.. i cried again.. and then i heard 3 words that will maybe forever haunt me. ''Go...To...Sleep''.