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Easier to Run
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
Something has been taken
From deep inside of me
A secret I've kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they've played
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could
Stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I
Would
Sometimes I remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories
I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back
And never moving forward so
There would never be a past
Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
Is so much simpler than change
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
Dee hobbled frantically out the station on his crutches. He had to get away. After Ryo had caught him with the detectives, he quickly grabbed the crutches and made like a bat out of hell out of there…well as close as he could get, what with being on crutches and all. Now, he had a feeling that Ryo was going to follow him, Olivia would hold him off for a short time, but he would eventually get past her and come after him. He needed to get away from him. He would not be some stray Ryo took in, he wouldn't! Dee could feel the tears slowly coming to his eyes already. If Ryo hadn't loved him before this than he never would, it shouldn't take a rape to make him realize his feelings.
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As soon as Dee had rushed out of the room, Ryo had made a move to grab him, but the female detective held him back.
"Detective MacLean…Dee needs time to be alone right now…why don't you and I sit and talk about what just happened here." She said softly to him.
Ryo nodded and sat down across from her and the male detective, in the exact seat that Dee had been sitting in not moments before. The female detective smiled and took the seat across from him, while the male detective stayed standing behind his partner.
"Hi, I'm Olivia and this is my partner Elliot. I knew Dee a long time ago…we went the Academy together." She said quietly.
Ryo cleared his throat loudly. "So can you please tell me what's going on?"
Olivia smiled gently. "Of course, it's your right to know after all. Do you remember the night when Dee was over and J.J. stopped by to give you some files?"
He nodded his head. He was beginning to wonder where all this was leading to. Olivia continued talking.
"Well, that night after you kicked Dee and J.J. out of your house, a serial rapist that Elliot and I have been investigating for some time now was in your neighborhood. As Dee was walking home she got a hold of him and worked him over pretty good. He couldn't fight back because he was upset and he had forgotten his gun at your place." As soon as she said this, Ryo's face when ghostly white and he looked like he was going to faint, but he stayed sitting and nodded at her to continue.
"The next morning a 5 year old girl and her mother were taking out the garbage and found Dee dumped in an alley way and called the police. You're probably wondering why you're just being informed of this now." She raised her eyebrows in brown-haired man's direction. Once again he nodded and she continued on with her story.
"Dee told us everything Randy…about how he's been chasing after you and about how you have a habit of taking in strays, as he put it. He was scared that if you found out about what happened to him, you would confess your love to him and offer him a place, just because you felt sorry for him, that's why he made up that whole story about tripping and falling down a flight of stairs. He wants you to tell him that you love him, because you really do love him, not just because you feel sorry for him…do you see where I'm going with this?" she asked him gently.
Again he nodded, but this time he spoke. "I have to go find him and make sure he's ok." Ryo stood up and started to walk out.
Olivia nodded. "Alright Randy, just don't do anything that you'll regret ok?"
Ryo just barely caught what she was saying; he was already halfway out the door. He ran as fast as he could out of the station, hoping that he could catch Dee before he got too far. He ran out onto the sidewalk and looked down the street both ways, he could just make out a figure to his right waiting for a light to change so he could cross the street.
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