Wow, this one really sucks. I didn't even really get into the pairing much. Oh well, hope you like it anyway. : )
Pairing: Sheamus/Drew, some Matt/Drew
Song: Unfaithful - Rihanna
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
Drew was in love with Stephen. He loved him more than he loved himself. More than he loved anything in this world. The problem? He's dating Matt. When he and Matt first started dating Drew's whole heart was in it. He wasn't the type of guy to half ass things. He went all in. He knew that made it pretty easy to get hurt but he didn't care. But over time, the love just lost it's spark. Every kiss, every touch used to make his heart skip a beat but now the only man who has that effect on him is Stephen.
He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
Drew didn't want to cheat. He'd never been that type of man. But he couldn't keep himself away from the Celtic Warrior. Something about him… He was everything to Drew. Drew's whole world revolved around him now.
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true
It was getting difficult seeing Stephen behind Matt's back. He knew Matt knew already. He'd tried. He'd really tried. But he just couldn't stay away from Stephen. And truth be told, he didn't want to.
And I know that he knows
I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy
With some other guy
I can see him dying
Drew wished he could leave Stephen. But it wasn't possible. They'd grown too attached.
Drew hated hurting Matt like this. He didn't want to do this anymore. He may not love Matt the same way he used to but he still deserved a faithful lover. One who wasn't fucking some other man behind his back… would it even be behind his back if Matt was aware of it?
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be…
A murderer
It was killing Drew inside but no matter how much he tried he couldn't stop. He wasn't sure which was worse. Letting Matt keep thinking that Drew was cheating or telling him and confirming it, taking away what little bit of hope he might have had.
I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
Drew was getting ready to go out with Stephen. He pulled his hair up into it's usual tight, shoulder length ponytail.
"Hey baby." Matt smiles, walking over. "Where you goin?"
"Just out with the guys." Drew lies.
Matt nods and tries not to think about what he knows.
"You gonna be out late?"
"Not too late."
Drew's heart aches as he watches the pain in Matt's eyes.
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well
Cause I know that he knows
I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy
With some other guy
I can see him dying
"Love you." Drew says with a grin, kissing his lips softly.
"Love you too." Matt sighs and kisses back. When he pulls back he has on a half hearted smile.
Drew wants to apologize but then he'd have to really admit what he's been doing. And he can't do that. Not yet.
With one final hug, kiss and goodbye, Drew walks out the door.
Matt's smile immediately fades and he wonders what he did wrong. What did he do that drove Drew to some other guy?
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be…
A murderer
All Drew's sorrow disappears the moment he walks into Stephen's arm.
"I missed you." He murmurs into Stephen's shoulder.
"Missed ya too." Stephen smiles, taking Drew's hand and leading him back to his hotel room.
He showered Drew's face with kisses.
It wasn't what you think. They didn't just fuck each other. They were in love. But they wanted to make love whenever they could. They just laid beside each other in the bed for a while, talking. Fingers intertwined the whole time. Drew sighed, contently. Matt could never make him feel this good.
Our love, his trust
I don't want to hurt him anymore
I don't want to take away his life
I don't want to be…
A murderer
Eventually they did end up making love. Drew dressed himself and stood.
"I gotta get back. Matt will be worried."
Stephen sighed.
"I know."
He walked Drew to the door. They stepped out into the hallway and hugged.
Stephen gave him a small peck on the lips. When he pulled away Drew saw an unbelieving Matt over Stephen's shoulder.
"Matt." Drew gasped. The secret was finally out.
"Save it Drew." Matt mumbled and turned walking down the hallway. His fears had just been confirmed.
Maybe it was for the best.