I killed my mother."

Right now I'm sitting in the same room I killed my mother Katherine. Looking out the window, viewing an grassy field covered with flowers; such as roses, daisies, dandelions, you name it and I guarantee it's there. Ponds can be seen around the field placed randomly because of the rainy weather. Clouds colored in gray and wind blowing like it's on a mission to lift someone off their feet. Windows shaking because of the wind rampage.

I'm standing in this old wooded house with creaks and leaks that are scattered around. Just in a daze thinking why am I here? Why would anyone want to come back to the place they killed their own mother? Maybe to apologize, explain why I did it, or maybe because I just don't know why yet. The last sentence that I said is the reason why. I just don't know why I killed her, I don't even know how, but I did. I know I'm the reason for losing my mother and I'm the reason my father hates.

Recently I have received a letter from Canada army force about my father stated that he died in the line of duty for Canada 10 years ago. That means I was only 16 years old when he died, and two years before I was kicked out of the worn down orphanage. The letter was written by my father before his mission for Canada. It was a mission stating of possible never returning. I don't know what motivate him to write to me or to even remember me.

Dear Agnes,

This is your father John William's. I don't know what to expect from writing this to you but here goes. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for never being there for you. I know this won't mean anything, but I have to get this off my chest.

Katherine died giving birth to you. When she left this world I didn't know what to do with you. I was afraid, confused and just simply wasn't in my right mind. When Katherine went through a C section and didn't make it. I couldn't look at you, knowing you're the reason she's not here in my arms. I knew I would harm you even though Katherine wanted to give you love. I can't harm something Katherine love and adore.

Agnes sorry I couldn't be there to give you love and support like Katherine. Please don't be mad at Katherine because of my action. Katherine might have love you more, than what I could give you.

Sincere apologies,

John William

I don't blame him. He has a right to be mad at me. It's my fault mother is died. If he see me now he would really hate me. He would hate me for looking like a nightmare.

I'm this towering giant with mescaline body. Grayish pale skin that looks too unhealthy. Hair that I grew out thinking maybe it would help bring out my feminine side, it did the opposite. Now my hair makes me look like a swamp monster covering half of my face. I'm hideous but I don't care. I never really care for looks because I knew what I look like.

Beside that I have to hurry back to Rosalinda. She must be struggling right now, even though she told me to take a day off.

-Time skip- at Rosalinda flower shop

"Agnes, could you be a dear and bring those flower pots in front of the shop? Please." Rosalinda asked.

"Yes ma'am." I replied. Walking in front of the shop with 4 flower pots total. While placing down the flower pots I spotted some teenagers who look about my age. They seem to be happy laughing and playful.

Boy 1: "Yo did you check out that numbered one hit music single last year, it was so hot."

Boy 2: "Dude you're so late, Lol.( The group around them started to laugh along too.)Check this number one hit music video that came out on YouTube today.

Jamming out to the number one hit music video, one of the boys walking by from the group hit one of the flower pots I placed just a few minutes ago. I didn't get mad,but I know Rosalinda will be upset. Walking up to the flower pot that they just broken. One of boys turn around to see who came to pick up the flower pot.

The boy screamed from the top of his lungs like he seen a murderer kill someone. "What the hell? Mum, mon, Monster!" The boy yelled turning fully around to point at me.

Boy 1: "What the hell are you talking about dude? There is no such things as Mon- Monster!" Now he started pointing too. Making the whole group wonder what they're talking about. Gasps can be heard from the group.

Boy: "There's a monster! Call 911 hurry! Before we're fuck'n dead."

"Please calm down." I nicely said. Moving my hands up to show I mean no harm.

"Run for your life!" One boy said. The group starts running for the hills.

That was the last time I have seen them.

Time skip-

*Banging on door

"Open up! It's the police." Banging continues.

"Yes...Yes! I'm coming, just please stop banging on my door." Rosalinda yelled angrily. I kept a look out in the shadows to make sure Rosalinda is safe and unharmed.

"Okay, how may I help you, officer?" Rosalinda changing her attitude towards the officer, from an annoyed voice to a curious kind old woman voice.

"Yes you can. Today we receive a report about a monstrous murderer around this flower shop. Do you by any chance have any information on this report?" Officer finished reading off a loosely piece of paper.

"Oh, no such a thin happened here? Could you tell me more? Maybe it will bring back some memories." Rosalinda said with widening eyes towards the officer.

"Obvious you don't have a clue what I'm talking about, so I'll tell you the whole situation. A couple of teenagers call the police station sometime earlier this morning heading off to school. They called saying they in countered by a creature what was it... Uh.. Swamp monster. Yeah, yeah swamp monster. Saying it was going to eat them, then they switch words calling it a murderer but we spotted no evidence that it happen. We just want to make sure nothing horrible happen in our communities." He Explained from a small notepad.

"Oh dear! Such a thing happened here? I hope you get the bottom of this accident, officer." Rosalinda fake sign, trying to show a worried face for the boys. She knows what really happened this morning.

"Thank you ma'am, but don't worry the situation will be solved soon. Have a nice day ma'am." Officer started walking away. Rosalinda shut the door. Her head bends down looking towards the floor.

"Agnes comeout dear, I know you're there." Rosalinda picks up her head look at me straight to my eyes, with eyes of worry, anger, and confusion.

"Would you like to explain to me why a police officer knocked on my door this late at night? Huh." Rosalinda looking at me with a risen eyebrow, waiting for an explanation.

"Rose some group of boys decided to walk pass the flower shop and knock over one of your flower pots. It was by accident, they were not paying attention to their surroundings. So I just decided to go clean up the mess so no one gets hurt, but one of the boys turn around and started pointing at me and calling me a monster. Then the whole group started saying it and one suggested to call the cops. Hm... That's pretty much it. But Rosalinda I'm not a murderer...please understand." Agnes looked down towards the ground with a sad expression on her face. Getting ready for any yelling Rosalinda was going to do.

"I understand Agnes and I believe you. I seen everything what happened this morning. Those boys are just lucky I didn't feel like getting involved, or I would have been whipping their butts all the way to school." Rosalinda said setting up the fishing equipment for tomorrow's trip.

"Rose, please don't think like that. You would have harm yourself. Remember you're 65 years old, something's you just cannot do." Agnes worried Rosalinda is working to much and should be lay down and let her do everything.

"I'm not too old to whoop somebody butt sweetie and if I do come to that time I will be dead. Now come over here and help me set up for tomorrow's trip. And Agnes you're not a monster, but a huge Teddy bear." Rosalinda laughing and Agnes started too.

"Thank you... Rose." Agnes says quietly still chuckling.

Tomorrow time skip -

"Rosalinda do you need any help you've been up there for quite a while now," Agnes shouted up the stair, hoping she heard her.

"Rose?... Are you okay? I'm getting worried, please say something. Please." Agnes placing one foot on the stair. Ready to head up if need be.

Waiting... Agnes took another step.

"chill girl. I'm almost done. Give me some time to get ready, my beautiful face just doesn't stay beautiful sometimes. So wait your horses." Rosalinda replied irritated by my calls.

"Ok!... Thank goodness your okay." Agnes said it softly to herself.

"What did you say anything, Agnes?" Rosalinda yelled.

"No!" Agnes says. "Oh okay. Almost done." Rosalinda replied quickly.

Time skip car ride over- Inside a boat in the middle the ocean.

*Warning death scene is ahead* you've been warned.

Both Rosalinda and Agnes are in the middle of the ocean with fishing rods.

Rosalinda breaks the silence. "Agnes? I need to tell you some thing." Standing up. Making the boat rock back and forth.

"Yes rose? Please sit down it's not safe to stand in such a small cramped space like this." Agnes suggested to Rosalinda.

"Be quiet and listen Agnes to what I need to say." Both sitting giving each other their undivided attention.

"I love you. I'll always love you, you know that right? No matter what anybody says your like a grandchild I never had. You are a special girl you know that right Agnes? You're kind, giving, loving, sweet, and forgiving. You're an angel that was created differently by God. God created you to be this sweet and a loving person I know and he also created you in his image. Created you to be with me and I'm so grateful he did. I'm thankful you were in my life."Rosalinda said while smiling with close eyes.

Suddenly everything changes Rosalinda leaned forward holding her heart repeatedly saying "it hurts. It hurts." Not knowing what to do Agnes froze.

Rosalinda lead side ways and fell into the ocean. Agnes tried reaching out for Rosalinda, but it was too late she's already sinking down.

Quickly thinking Agnes jumps in after her. Getting close to her Agnes wraps her arms around Rosalinda. Agnes couldn't swim back up because of her weight holding Rosalinda and her down and they were too deep.

"I...love you grandma. Never.. forget that." Agnes slowly close her eyes like Rosalinda did minutes ago.

After Agnes closed her eyes, a bright light came out of nowhere in the middle of the ocean. The bright light starts to surround the both of them and they both disappeared into nothing.

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