A/N: Characters aren't mine. they all belong to Dick Wolf and NBC.(the kids, except Calvin, came from my imagination). If SVU was mine, it would be very different. Stabler would've never left, they would be together, and this would be reality *sigh* Sadly, they aren't but, a girl can dream can't she? I based Elisse's medical/heart condition on me. i was born with all of the problems i have. I was supposed to die, blah blah blah. I didn't. I promise she won't either. I am trying to make this as realistic as i can. Problems are based on my life. The surgeries etc. are what happened to me. She'll pull through and they won't give up on their little girl.
"Mr and Mrs. Stabler?" asked the doctor walking into the Olivia's hospital room. "Yes?" they answered in unison. "We have good news...and bad news" he replied with a frown. "Which would you like first?" Olivia glanced at Elliot. Elliot could see the worry in Olivia's eyes. Why did things like this always happen to her? She deserved nothing but the best. With just a look Elliot knew what Olivia wanted. "The bad." sighed Elliot. He grabbed Olivia's hand and she squeezed it back. "Well, Elisse is going to need surgery. She was born with a hole in her heart. We need to patch it up to stop any internal bleeding. There is a small chance that she won't make it." the doctor said with a frown. "Screw you! My daughter will pull through anything! Don't tell me that she won't make it! She won't give up and I won't give up on her!" yelled Olivia with tears streaming down her face. Elliot sat down and held her in his arms. "It's okay. I promise you it will be alright." he whispered in her ear. She cried into his arms and buried her head in the crook of her lover's neck.
"You said you had good news?" asked Elliot putting his fingers through Olivia's soft hair. "Yes. She has a chance of surviving. If she does pull through, it would be best if you would leave her here so she would be monitored so, if God-forbid anything happens, we would be right here to be at her help. You would be allowed to stay over-night with her. You would be given a special bracelet so you would be able to get around visiting hours. She would need surgery as soon as possible." he said with a frown. "Whatever it takes." sighed Olivia. "We will process everything later tonight and get the payments going and everything. "Okay." Elliot said. The doctor nodded and left the room. "It will be okay. I promise." he told Olivia. "Why does all of this pain happen to us? If anything, we should be pain-free for everything we do for these people. She doesn't deserve any of this! She is too little to suffer this much!" "I know. Trust me, if I could take all of this pain from all of you and suffer through it myself, I would." he said kissing the top of her head. "I love you." she sighed looking up at him. "I love you too." he replied. Olivia laid down in his arms and fell asleep like that.
*Next Day*
"Mrs. Stabler, you are free to go." a nurse popped her head in and told Olivia."But, i didn't fill any papers out." she answered confusingly. "Your husband took care of that all ready. He just went to retrieve the car. He's waiting for you outside." she smiled. "He has your son downstairs with him also." "Thank you." Olivia said as she got out of her bed and changed into her clothes. As soon as Olivia exited the bathroom, Maureen and Kathleen were sitting in her bed. "Hey, Liv!" called the girls together. "How are you feeling?" asked Maureen. "Hi Maureen! I'm tired but besides that, I'm okay i guess." she responded with a small smile. "It's okay. Dad told us everything." Kathleen said shyly. "She'll pull through. In case you didn't notice, she has the most stubborn parents you will ever find on this planet. She won't give up and you two won't give up on her either!" she smiled. Olivia chuckled softly. "Yeah. That's true." "C'mon. Let's go. Dad and Daniel are waiting for us downstairs." Maureen went to the hallway and got a nurse. The nurse took Olivia down in a wheelchair to the car.
Olivia sat in the back next to Daniel and Kathleen while Maureen and Elliot sat upfront. As soon as they pulled up in their driveway, Alex, Calvin, Britney, and Aliyah came running out of the house. "Mommy! Daddy! Baby! Mo-mo! Kit Kat!" screamed the little girl excitedly. "Hey!" yelled Kathleen back just as excited. "Where's the baby?" Alex asked Olivia. "Elliot's getting him." Olivia sighed. "What's wrong?" "Ah. Nothing. Just tired, stressed out a little." "Let's get you inside then." Everyone followed Olivia and Alex inside. Olivia put her purse down on the island in the kitchen and headed upstairs with Alex, Britney, and Calvin on her tail. When she got upstairs, she found her bed already undone and she plopped down on her bed. "Home sweet home" she sighed. Elliot came upstairs with Maureen and Aliyah in Kathleen's arms and put his sleeping son in the crib they got for him in his yellow room, decorated with animals like lions, giaraffes, zebras and leopards all over the walls. Once Daniel was in his crib, the four of them went into Olivia and Elliot's room.
After two hours, Olivia had started to begin dozing off. Everone said good night and the kids went to their room and Maureen, Kathleen, and Alex all went into a guest room. Elliot changed into his pajama pants and laid down next to Olivia. "You okay?" "I guess." "It will all be okay." "I know. I guess it just scares me." "Olivia Stabler?" Scared? Since when?" Olivia chuckled slightly. "I guess since we started going out." "What do you mean?" "Well, Olivia and relationships don't compliment eachother. At all. And..I've been through alot and that was always the reason guys would leave me. When you told me that you loved me, I was scared that it wasn't gonna last. I never expected to find love and now, it all seems to perfect to be real. You have given me everything that I ever dreamed of and wanted my whole life since i was a little girl. I don't wanna loose this and with everything happening, i'm afraid that it's going to push you away and you won't love me anymore and you'll leave us."
"What do you mean 'everything happening' and your past? I know everything about you and it will never make me stop loving you or love you any less." "Well, I didn't tell you the truth about something..." "What do you mean?" "I kinda lied about me and Britney." "What are saying?" "See, when i was 28, I-I was uh, I was attacked." "Liv. It's okay." "No, it's not. I told Britney not to say anything. She told me that she told Calvin and 'Kit Kat'." "Tell me. You don't have to hide it from me." "After i was raped, I had Britney. When I was released from the hospital, he attacked me again. He didn't rape me but he hit me and threw me to the floor. He took her and I hadn't seen her in 8 years." "It's okay, Liv. It's okay." he sighed as she cried into his chest. "I should've told you. I'm sorry." she sobbed. "Don't apoligize. But. did you ever file a report?" "No." "Why not?" "Because i knew him." "Who?!" he asked with a concerned look on his face. "I-I can't say." "Tell me, Liv. Please."
"It-it was..." she sighed "P-Porter." she said shakily. "Porter? As in Dean Porter?! Son of a bitch! That's why he would always bother you. Little dumbass thinks he can get away with this shit? Not on my watch! He is so gonna pay for what he did! He does not fuck with my wife and daughter and kept away with it!""Mommy?" Britney said from the doorway "What's wrong? Are you okay?" She glanced at Elliot. "What did you do to her?" "Nothing. He didn't do anything. I-I told him about, you know..our secret." Olivia intervined slowly. "He doesn't love us anymore, doesn't he?" the nine-year old questioned with tears streaming down her face. "That's not true, Bumble Bee. Of course, I still love you. Nothing that he would ever do will make me stop loving either one of you two." Elliot asured his daughter. "But, he told me that no one would love the child of another guy so going to my mommy was a bad choice."
"Don't believe him. He lied to you. I will always love you. What he did was extremely wrong. You had no control over it. I'm gonna be the one that will make sure you have food on the table, a roof over your head, a bed to sleep in, blankets to keep you warm, a pillow to rest your head on. i'm the one that's gonna chase away all those boys trying to take away my little girl, hold your hand, give you a shoulder to cry on, walk you down the aisle. Your mine. You always will be. He will never change that." "I love you daddy." she said with a small smile. "Sorry about my reaction earlier." "Ilove you, too! Don't worry about it. I get threats if I hurt your mom that blah blah blah. It happens all the time." The three of the chuckled softly, trying to not wake the others. "Let's go to bed." Olivia suggested. "Okay. I'm beat." Elliot agreed. "Mommy? Daddy? Can i sleep with Calvin tonight?" "Yeah. Come on." Calvin answered from the foot of the bed. They both kissed their parents good night and went to bed.
Calvin layed down in his bed. Britney came to the edge of the bed and climbed in. She cuddled up to her big brother and put her head on his chest. "I love you, Calvin." "I love you too. And so do mommy and daddy. That will never change. Got it?" "Yeah. Thanks." she smiled as she drifted off to sleep in her brothers arms.