A/N: Hello! I wrote this last night but stopped so i could watch The Notebook. I cried three times lmao. So i finished it this morning. But first i got cerial because im hungry but there was no milk so. yeah... dry cerial from breakfast. woo hoo.

Also thanks to my reviewers. Thank you so much!


Confessions of Kai


Monday July 17th
sidewalk, waiting for bus
5:00am

Waiting for the goddamn bus at 5:00am in the morning, all i can hear is Tyson bitching and complaining scince he woke up. I'm going to kill him I swear.

The bus finally came and I sat in the back away from the rest of the morons so I could get some time to write. We have to be at the air port by 6:15 so we can get to Moscow by noon. And you can just image how I feel, my stomach is in knots. I think I'm going to be sick.

Rei is in frenzy because I look pale and I keep thinking about how he said i had a pretty face. This couldn't be anymore uncomfortable so I put the glasses on because:

1. I don't want them to see the look in my eyes.

2. I look dead sexy in them and I want to look good in the tabloids for my lover Yuriy.

6:20 A.M

Were on the plane now and I got stuck sitting right beside Rei. He keeps looking over and giving me a smile that makes me want to smack him. So I try watching the movie, some Julia Roberts one that i could care less about.

6:30 A.M

Rei fell asleep so I got up and went to the bathroom for a bit of pre-landing face prep. When I looked in the mirror i nearly shreaked... nearly. The glasses left a mark on my face! I rubbed the spot on the bridge of my nose but it wouldn't come off. What am I going to do! If I leave them on any longer it's just going to get worse. But if I take them of the whole plane is going to see.

I decided to put them at the end of my nose and then take the off when I sit back down and then just face the window.

6:47 A.M

But what if its still there when the plane ride is over? I can't go back to the bathroom to check because then Tyson's going to think I have some kind of sick problem and spread it around to the public..

Maybe ill just wear them until we get to the hotel. Yeah that's good. I'll wear them there and then i'll still be able to look sexy for the newspaper. I'm a genius. Thank you. Good night.

7:00 A.M

I got back to my seat an sat down. Rei was up again. I didn't want to talk to him so I looked like I was intent on watching the movie. They were showing this big sex scene and I almost fell over. Were they allowed to show that? I was going to look to see if Rei was seeing this too but I didn't want him to get any ideas and end up in the mile high club. So I just kept to myself. Sitting completely still.

7:01 A.M

Dear lord, this is getting awkward. The two actors on the screen are still going at it and I know that Rei and I are both watching now. A woman with a cart comes past and asks if we want aything to drink, Rei orders a tea and i quickly order a Black Russian. Rei looked shocked, but nothing else is going to get me through this plane ride.

7:45 A.M

Its not even eight in the morning and I am. so wasted. But I don't dare tell anyone other than the army of little empty cups that sit on my pull out table. Rei gives me a concerned look but I just put my glass of vodka in his hand and patted him on the head. Good Kitty.


A/N: also i decided. short chapters, quick updates. happy? ok. reveiw.