Here you go all... chapter 2 is up. This chapter is very different. Bella isnt sweet and innocent but remember she is very heartbroken and lost. She weill learn her mistakes soon. Please bare with me. Enjoy!

Disclaimer: I don't own none of the characters!

Bella's POV:

"Bella please let me explain" his smooth voice rang. Ahh i can't believe he's here. "Bella"?

"Why should I Edward"? i cried as i closed my eyes. "You hurt me so why should I forgive you"?

Flashback to Edwards birthday - June:

"Bella, oh my gosh you look stunning" Alice screamed over the loud music. i watched my step as i made my way further into the party looking for my best friend.

"Hey, you seen Edward"? I asked Alice while she pulled me into the kitchen.

"Not since the beginning of the night Bell"

"Oh well i'm gonna find him. I'll catch ya later" i replied while walking away. After thirty minutes of constant heys from random school people i finally found my best friend in a way i never wanted to see him... well except with me. I couldn't help but stare at the sight before my eyes. Edward in a full lip lock with the schools biggest slut and head cheerleader Tanya. She was pressed up against the wall and the only thing holding them back was their clothing.

"Oh my gosh" i whispered hoping they wouldn't hear me but I guess they heard me as they both looked my way in complete and utter shock. I ran before either one could say anything. i guess they didn't try coming after meas i ran home. I threw the freshly wrapped present to the corner of my bed while pulling the blanket over my head and crying my eyes out. How could he? He hated her. Didn't he? I guess it was all a lie.

The weeks following that event were horrible. He didn't talk to me or even look my way. On a cold wet afternoon i found my answer to his strange behaviour. In my locker was a folded piece of paper with his elegant handwriting on the front 'Bella'.

Isabella,

Just because we were best friends does not give you the right to say things insulting about my girlfriend, Tanya. She told me what you said Isabella and i can't believe you of all people would do that. Call her a desperate whore trying to seek attention and the buise on her upper arm thats just low even for you. All i know is that we can't be friends anymore. Don't come near me and my family. You mean nothing to me. Just leave us alone.

Edward.

I couldn't believe it. I would never say that about anyone let alone grab another human being. The tears continued to flow from that day on. Those words haunted me. Isabella, we're best friends and you mean nothing to me were so repeatitive in my mind it was painful.

End of June flashback

"As I recall I mean nothing to you" i screamed while walking out the back door.

"Bella please" I could faintly hear his voice but that didn't matter to me... nothing did.

The memories weren't even faint in my mind anymore. They were constant nightmare living and breathing the same air as me. Day and night. I study my bedroom and realised for the first time the actually changes. The girl i once was had turned bad. The music, the attitude and clothes were nothing like i use to be. I changed because I couldn't be weak and I couldn't let him know of the constant nights i cried over him and the hurt he had caused me. I let the tears slowly fall as i unwrapped the gift meant for Edward. He didn't deserve this gift... but it would always belong to him. This scrapbook contained my heart and everything i felt towards him and the crazy advantures we once shared. Trying to let go is the hardest thing i have ever had to do and i guess this is just the start. The cover was basically declearing my love for him 'Edward and Bella: Two Hearts beat as One - Always and Forever' The pages showed pictures of memories, dances, birthdays and lastly the tear smudged letter that broke my heart. I saw my guitar sitting in the corner of my bedroom. This was my peace maker.

Still falling

Breathless and on again

Inside today

Beside me today

A round broken in two

'til your eyes shed into dust

Like two strangers turning into dust

'til my hand shook the way of fear

I could possibly be fading

Or have something more to gain

I could feel myself growing colder

I could feel myself under your fate

Under...your fate

It was you

breathless and tall

I could feel my eyes turning into dust

And two strangers turning into dust

Turning into dust.

I smiled to myself once i'd finished the song. The constant ringing of my cell phone reminded me of the real world just outside my bedroom. The only thing i was really hiding from.

"What"? i yelled into the phone not really caring about who was on the other line.

"Port Angeles at 11:30 at the usual place. See you there" the familiar husky voice whispered through the phone before the phone line went dead. I glanced at the clock which only read 9:54. Well i guess i better start getting ready. Another night of the same thing. Its been the same way since that miserable night in June.

11:37

"Ahhh come on where are you" i whispered to myself.

"Didn't think you'd show" a voice replied. I spun around waiting for the man to show himself.

"You didn't give me much choice considering you hung up on me".

"Now, now Bella be nice you came to me first remember" he chuckled.

"Whatever. Do you have the stuff or not"? i seriously couldn't wait any longer.

"Are you going to be nicer to me"

"Fuck no. Listen i've had a really bad night and really need a load off" i cried.

"Whatever Bella. So i heard the Cullen's are back from their holiday. This should make things interesting. What's little Eddie going to do when he finds out you've mixed in with the wrong crowd"?

"Who cares. He doesn't give a fuck about me" i replied sharply.

"We'll just see about that. You still love him don't you" i stared at him in complete shock.

"You don't know me. I never loved him and even if i did why should i tell you"?

"You wouldn't have come to me if you didn't. Poor little Bella... Eddie broke your little heart and now you need some comforting. What makes you think i'm going to treat you right"? he smirked.

"If i wanted to be treated right i wouldn't be with you now would I" I glared.

"So its all just a game to get back at Edward. Well this should be fun". He chuckled.

There you are guys next chapter up. I really need you guys to review and let me know if i should keep going. i have some great ideas for this story but i need your opinion if i should continue otherwise i'll just finish up in the next couple of chapters. Anyways have a good one. I'll hopefully update in the next couple of days. xx