He doesn't need me

by RainbowJo

Kaoru loves his brother a bit more than he should and when Haruhi comes along he and his twin grow apart almost to the point where they might as well not know each other. Can the host club help bring the original Kaoru back and more importantly can Kyoya help him see that he doesn't need Hikaru and maybe he could love someone else. Rated T may change if i feel like it needs some M

2. Chapter 2

Hey guys chapter two I hope you enjoy. The same disclaimer applies.

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Chapter one

Huney- sempai's POV

Each day Takashi and I would watch from the window on the top floor of the school as Hikaru and Kaoru arrived at school. When they got out of their limo Hikaru would run off to meet Haruhi while Kaoru was left alone to make his way to class. Fortunately Kaoru had to pass Takashi and I to get to his class so each morning I would brightly greet him and strike up a conversation. As the days passed I could Kaoru's smile become more natural however is was only tiny. When the bell rang each morning we would walk with him and watch as he plopped into his seat next to Haruhi and that fake smile was back in full force and his eyes never looked so sad. Takashi and I would then make our way to our own class and I was happy knowing that we made Kaoru smiled a little bit but that was the problem it was only a little bit. I couldn't stop thinking about this and I found it hard to concentrate in class.

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Kaoru's POV

After that first day of host club when Hikaru went off to hang out with Haruhi I realised that Hikaru and I now needed our own space. So every day when we got to school I'd let him go off to Haruhi and have some time with her and I would head to class. On my way to class I would pass Huney and Mori- sempai, I would return Huney-sempai's jovial greeting and emirs myself in his conversation. As the days went by I found myself enjoying the conversation and they brought a small smile to my face but nothing like my conversations with Hikaru and when class started I was back to the upset, depressed me. School would now pass by uneventfully at break I'd stay seated at my desk and listen to the conversations of others and at lunch I'd sit at the table with the rest of the host club and listen to what they were saying and only talking when I was asked a direct question.

In host club I changed too, Hikaru would lead our little act as normal and I would blush and look away when appropriate and now find myself only talking when I absolutely have and leave everything up to my big brother. I could see that Hikaru noticed but thankfully he didn't question me about it, maybe he thought it was just a faze. As time went on I started to find host club boring and before too long I didn't enjoy host club anymore.

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Hikaru's POV

There's something wrong with Kaoru but I don't know what to do and I don't know how to ask him about it too. He is growing distant , he doesn't talk we Haruhi and I like he use to he just walks off, he is quieter too, at lunch he won't talk unless asked a question and in host he only talks when he has to. I don't understand! What do I do?

"Kaoru is everything okay?" I asked one day when we finished studying.

"Yeah of course, why wouldn't it be?" He replayed with a small smile.

"Just wondering, you sure?" I asked once more just to check. He was about to answer when a ringing filled the room. I pulled my phone out my pocket it was Haruhi! I smiled and picked up the phone.

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Kyoya's POV

Something is wrong with our little twins or just Kaoru. He seems more distant and Hikaru is spending more time with Haruhi. I think I know what's going on here but I can't be sure. I hope it doesn't affect profits, the girls don't seem to have notice and hopefully they won't.

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Kaoru's POV

Tonight when Hikaru asked if everything was okay got me worried what if he realised how I felt everything would break down he would hate me. Thank God Haruhi called him that should take his mind off me.

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Everything from that night on got worse when we woke up in the morning he would shower really quickly then leave breakfast, leave without me, meet Haruhi and then have breakfast before school. When I'd get to school they would already be in class and I would get a quick ohayou and they'd go back to their conversation. It was alright when I'd go into class because it was just before the bell went because of my morning chats with Hunny and Mori- sempai which I have come to enjoy. He has also started hanging out with her after school as well, I have to come home alone and then he returns only when we need to study or do homework before bed. That's really the only time we spend together apart from in host club now. It is weird being this distant with my brother and it hurt, it really hurt.

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My life is boring! I am nothing without Hikaru who am I? I am alone!

It was a Sunday morning and I think you could tell I was bored I wasn't hungry and so wasn't going to eat breakfast and was just flipping through the T.V channels waiting for when Hikaru wanted to study.

"Hey" he said cheerfully when he came downstairs.

"Hey"

"I'm going to spend the day with Haruhi" he said as he gathered his things preparing to leave.

"Oh so when do you want to study?" I asked because that was the only thing I had planned for today so I might as well find out so I can look forward to actually doing something.

"Oh I'm actually going to study with Haruhi because it would just be easier to do it when I am with her, is that alright with you? Since I know we usually study together." He looked up from packing.

"Yeah of course it's fine" I said.

"Cool do you want to come and have breakfast with me?" He asked gesturing to the dining room.

"No I'm not hungry" I explained giving him a small smile. A worried expression crossed his face.

"Are you sure you know I've notices that you haven't been eating a lot lately?" He looked at me expecting a good answer.

"Hikaru I'm fine" I tried to brush it off like it was nothing but he didn't look like he was convinced. "And I'll eat in a little while when I actually am hungry okay? I promise!" I flashed him a grin and then quickly turned back to the TV as if I were really REALLY interested in the program that was on. Hikaru then left without me seeing his sad face. I stayed in the living room waiting for him to leave, I tiered to plan my day out I could: play on my DS or Xbox I still have to finish climax mode on Bayonetta, I actually have to study so that will take up quite a lot of time thank god, I may be having an emotional break down or whatever this is but I still need to keep up my grades.

"Okay Kaoru I'm going now but please eat something soon please." He was almost begging but I didn't even look away from the TV that I was so interested in.

"Sure, see you later" I replayed sounding as if I didn't care. I heard him sigh and then leave. I then let out a sigh of relief that I didn't have to explain anything else and have to lie to my brother. The rest of the day was very uneventful I played on the Xbox for a while which managed to take my mind off Hikaru for a while and I was able to let of some anger through defeating angles. Then toward the end of the day I began to study however it was hard to study see as I usually study with Hikaru and I kind of missed him whining about how "maths is to hard" or that "history it so boring, it's the past why do we have to know about it?" I managed to get some of my homework but when I started to do some algebra (Hikaru's least favourite maths topic) I found it particularly hard to study and my mind started to wonder and I only just managed to finish my homework but I am pretty sure that almost all the answers are wrong. About half way through studying I decided that I should eat something even it was small since I did need food to live. I ended eating about a quarter of what was on the plate of food that the maid brought out for me, I thanked her and then asked her to thank the chef for me, I then went back to me homework. Once I had "finished" my homework it was around half nine so I decided to get ready for bed and wait for Hikaru to come home it shouldn't be too long now. I showered and then brushed my teeth. I was getting skinner now that I had lost my appetite and I felt self conscious around Hikaru so instead of wearing just my boxers to bed I wore a baggy t-shirt too. I decided to read a book while I waited for Hikaru. This was at quarter to ten and then I got wrapped up in a world of fantasy and the next time I checked the clock it was eleven and Hikaru wasn't back yet I then realised how tiered I was and I tried to go back to my book but I feel asleep before I could even finish the chapter I was on.

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Hikaru POV

I've had a great day with Haruhi today we went out to a commoner's supermarket and then to the commoner's mall and had lunch it was really fun. Then when we went back to her house we studied and did our homework. It was good studying with Haruhi because she was really smart but she was always telling me off about my whining Kaoru never told me off he just laughed at me and then continue to force me to do the rest of and then promised that he himself would make me pancakes if I finished the rest of my homework without complaining because he makes the best and I mean best pancakes ever! But Haruhi she would just tell me off and then make me do extra work just for whining *pout*.

When I got back home it was really late but it just seemed that when I was with Haruhi I just lost track of time, it wasn't that bad though because I could have the limo pick me up and mum and dad were always at work so they would never know my only problem was Kaoru but he would be fine without me for a day. When I eventually got home there was a maid waiting for me to come home just to check nothing had happened. She greeted me as usual and I smiled and returned her greeting her back.

"Um, what did my brother eat today?" I asked I'm really worried about Kaoru he isn't eating as much as he use to therefore he's been getting skinner. I don't think he knows that I've noticed but I don't want him to become underweight.

"He ate a small bit of dinner around seven thirty at night and that's it master." She replayed with a small bit of pity on her face. I thanked her and then made my way back upstairs, when I got to our room I was surprised to see that the lamp was on, it wasn't like Kaoru to be up this late on a school night. When I actually look over to my brother I was not surprised to see him asleep with his book still in his hands and his reading glasses still perched on the end of his nose. The little image made me smile because he looked so cute and he was probably was waiting up for me which made me smile even more. I walked over to the bed and carefully took the book out of his hands trying not to wake and slipped his glassed off. I then went off to have a shower and get changed ready for bed. When I got back Kaoru had got hold of pillow and was now hugging it to his chest. I somehow managed to pry my pillow out of my brothers grip and lie down on the bed and a soon as I did Kaoru latched onto me and nuzzled into my chest and a small smile played on his lips. I missed spending time with my brother we had been really distant lately and I felt like I was spending no time at all with him. I loved him so much he's my twin sister we used to spend every minute we could together but in a mouth or so we had managed to ended up spending hardly any time together and it saddened me. I really like spending time with Haruhi and I really like her I think I may like her as more of a friend but then I would have to fight with Tamiki for her and I don't know if I could compete with him. I don't know what to do! Whatever I do I definitely need to spend more time with my younger brother before something terrible happened.

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Hey guys hope you enjoyed it. Please tell me if there is anything I need to improve on and any ways I could improve on it. Reviews always make my day and make me very happy so if you can please please review and tell me what you think Please tell me if you think it's too many POV's although I think they are all important.

Love Rainbow Xx