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Disclaimer: I do not own The Vampire Diaries or its characters (although sometimes I wish I did) but I consider the story to be my own.

"Dear Diary,

Why has this happened to me? I never wanted this. How can I be a vampire? It must have been Meredith she must have slipped me some vampire blood when I was in the hospital before the crash. I thought I was dead, I'm grateful I'm not dead but do I really want to live the rest of eternity as a vampire? I can already feel the urge to kill pulsing through my body, the need for blood constantly plaguing me. This isn't me. Damon and Stefan brought me home and haven't left my side since, they are just looking out for me I know but I can't help but feel like another burden for them. On the plus side I feel stronger, my senses are heightened, feelings intensified. Feelings for Damon that I thought were controlled are thrashing around in my mind as well as my heart, these feelings that I had been fighting are threatening to explode out of me any second, But I can't hurt Stefan I love him I always have but my love for him is different from my love for Damon. With Damon there is just so much passion and heat between us, I catch my breath when I'm around him, as I said to Matt he consumes me. Earlier in the hospital when I woke I called out his name, I felt bad for Stefan afterwards but in that moment my mind had just been so filled with thoughts of Damon it just came out. I will never forget the adorable, worried look that he had as I called out for him. I know I had chosen Stefan and I do love him but deep down I have been fighting my feelings for Damon. I am enticed by the mystery, passion and fun that radiates from him and he has no idea the intensity of what I feel, I just know when I show him there will be no going back.

As much as I hadn't wanted to be a vampire I couldn't help but enjoy the feeling of that first feed. The blood flowed down my throat, igniting the fire within me. How long will this last? Will this constant need ever lessen? In all honesty I have no idea and that kind of scares me, both Damon and Stefan have assured me that they would help me as much as they can to control my urges. They of course have differing opinions on how I should maintain my diet. For my first feed Matt had offered himself up to return the favour as I had made Stefan save him first from the water. It had been a delightful feeling but I had remained completely aware that if I took too much I could kill Matt, so I found it easier than I thought to remain strong and not give in to my blood lust. Damon has brought over a supply of blood bags to help satisfy my hunger, which I knew I needed but I could sense the worry and disappointment in Stefan I could tell he was hurting inside, and he believed this was all his fault but he had only done what I asked of him. I guess this is the first day of my new life as a vampire. How crazy does that sound."

Elena closed her diary feeling slightly better for offloading some of her feelings, but she still couldn't escape this incredible yearning that she was feeling for Damon, this need to be by his side. She decided to have a nap to try and break away from her thoughts if that were even possible.

She had him pinned against the wall ragingly unbuttoning his shirt like her life depended on being as close to him as possible. She kissed down his chiselled chest down to his gorgeously defined abs and hurriedly returned to his luscious lips. He took over now kissing down her neck down to her tender breasts. She couldn't wait any longer; using her vampire speed she raced them both across the room to the sofa. Damon loved seeing the sight of her straddling him, taking control.

"Wow Elena I'm liking this new vampire fire you got going on" he exclaimed with his usual cheeky grin. Elena returned his smirk and continued to unbuckle his belt. The lust she felt for him was like nothing she had ever had before, she just had to have him now. He ripped off her blouse and bra in one swift movement. Elena leaned down kissed along his jaw up to his ear and whispered softly "I'm ready for you" with that he grabbed her by the hips and positioned her over his hardness slowly entering her. Elena let out a moan, she had never felt passion like this. She began to rhythmically grind into him getting faster and faster. Both in the depths of passion were getting closer and closer to the edge. Elena went first trembling as the wave of euphoria passed over her she breathed Damon's name and this was enough to tip him over the edge.

Elena woke suddenly shocked at what she had just dreamt. Her body was on fire, her desire throbbing between her legs. She lay on her bed staring up to the ceiling trying to calm her thoughts. All she could think was that her vampire side had brought out her fiery, flirtatious and playful side. Maybe she could do this, maybe she could handle being a vampire after all it would just take some adjusting. She stood up from her bed with a new sense of willingness to try; there would be no more miserable Elena she had to try after all this was the only thing she could do other than mope around.

Meanwhile downstairs Damon couldn't take the silence from Stefan any longer.

"What the hell were you thinking Stefan?"

"She wanted me to save Matt first, what could I do? She would never have forgiven me if I had let Matt die"

"Seriously Stefan are you kidding me? Now she is the very thing that she never wanted to be you knew that better than anyone else."

"You think I don't know that Damon, you don't need to try and make me feel worse than I already do, I just had to do what Elena wanted. None of us knew she had Vampire blood in her system."

"Oh so that makes it ok does it, if she hadn't have had vampire in her blood she would have died, geez I leave town for one day and this is what happens."

Elena glided down the hallway and breezed downstairs to find Damon and Stefan staring at each other in anger, she had obviously just interrupted a heated discussion.

"What's going on?"

Ok so I have taken some of your comments on board from the previous chapter and hope I came through on some suggestions but of the progression will continue. I hope the dream sequence was a little taster of some things to come. Of course I will continue to delve into how Elena is changing, dealing and accepting being a new vampire and how this affects her relationship with both Damon and Stefan. I hope you enjoyed the chapter please review and let me know what you thought.