Heyy guys sorry for the delay on the story, but that is no more! Here is the second chapter to Forbidden Love. I really hope you enjoy it!
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB
WARNING: THIS IS RATED M FOR SEXUAL CONTENT AND LANGUAGE
THIS IS ALSO YAOI AND INSEST IF YOU DO NOT LIKE PLEASE DONT READ
PLEASE ENJOY! :)
The diver knew something really wrong was going on with the twins, and he loved them like his own sons, so because of that Hikaru and him got home in record time. They could not say that Hikaru was relaxed or looked the best he has ever had after getting out of the car. His hair looked like he just woke up, his clothes were wrinkled, and his hands were all sweaty and red from gripping on to the handle. Although he looked terrible, Hikaru could not help but be proud of the driver.
With Hikaru giving the driver a one thank thanks, he ran up to the floor that his and his brother's room was on. He stood at the front of the door to his room and wondered if his brother would be in there. Slowly he took the risk and looked inside and to his dismay, his brother was not in there.
Hikaru left his room and went to the room next to his and slowly opened the door and walked in. He noticed his brother laying with his back towards him and what looked like he was asleep. Hikaru walked up to the bed that Karou was supposedly sleeping on and sat down, the bed dipping under his weight. Hikaru put his hand on his brother's shoulder and sighed.
"Karou wake up... Or not it will probably be easier if you stay asleep." Hikaru took another breath and continued talking. "I am sorry if I had done something wrong. For a while now I have had something on my mind and I really needed to ask Kyoya about it seeing as he always knows a little something about everything and everyone -"
Meanwhile while Hikaru was giving his speech Karou had opened his eyes. He was facing the wall so his brother would not have noticed if his eyes were open or not anyway. He was listening to everything his brother was saying; he was just waiting for his brother to drop the bomb on him: they would be doing a solo act... but Hikaru had not said anything like that and it was getting Karou nervous. 'Why did you have to speak to Kyoya-Senpai alone? What did you have to talk about that was so private that even your own brother could not hear?'
Hikaru still not knowing that Karou is awake just continued his speech pretending that Karou was awake. "I know you are probably wondering why I had asked you to leave the room? You would probably ask what was so important, huh?"
Karou was a little shocked at how accurate his brother was on his thoughts. He felt like Hikaru had some kind of mind reading abilities. Kaoru would believe it too if it were not for the fact that his brother still thought he was asleep, and a person who was asleep would not be able to be talking in there head. Anyway so Karou just sat there, well laid there waiting for his brother to hopefully answer his unasked questions. Karou was relieved when Hikaru did.
"I understand that it must have been strange that I had asked you to leave, because in a normal situation I would have never done that, but you have to understand that this was not a normal situation Karou. I had to speak to Kyoya-Senpai about us..." Hikaru paused to think about what he just said, and how he just said it. 'That did not come out right... When I tell him all this when he is awake I really am going to have to reword that... but how 'Hey Brother I had to talk to Kyoya about my feelings for you?' No that would not work... 'Brother I love you and wanted to ask Kyoya about my feelings before confronting you.' Yeah that one works.'
While Hikaru was pondering what to say, Karou was trying this best not to make a sound while the tears came tumbling down his face. 'Does brother really want to get away from me that badly? Did he really go to Kyoya-Senpai for a solo act?'
"Listen Karou I had to talk to Kyoya-Senpai about us because I have been feeling different feelings than I used to feel. All our acts we do at the club feel different that how they used to, and now that I know the reason why I decided to do something about it. I want to make our relationship change. Kyoya said you feel the same way and I really hope you do so when I say this it does not go downhill but I-"
Just when Hikaru was about to confess, Karou jumped up from the bed, he stared straight into his brothers eyes "NO NO I do not feel the same Kyoya was lying. How could you think that!" Karou screamed out thinking that Hikaru was about to tell him that he did not want to be partners anymore.
Hikaru was shocked. At first it was because he did not know Karou was awake and secondly from what Karou said. 'Kyoya was wrong? Karou does not love me back. Damn it I knew I should not have tried to confess.' "You really do not feel the same?"
"NO! How could you ask me that? I just want everything to be the same!"
After Hikaru came down from his comatose state he looked over to his brother and nodded. "Okay then, we can do that if that is what you really want. I-I understand" Hikaru stood up and turned around to leave. Tears were coming down from his eyes and he did not want Karou to see him crying.
Karou was at first happy that Hikaru decided to keep everything the same, however his happy disappeared when Hikaru got up and started to leave. 'If everything was supposed to stay the same then Hikaru would be in the bed with me...' "Hey where are you going? I thought everything was going to stay the same?"
"It is Karou."
"No it is not. If everything was the same, then you would be sleeping with me instead of leaving the bedroom."
This time Hikaru did turn around and Karou gasped from the tear stained marks running down his brother's face. Karou got up and started to walk to his brother. He only stopped moving because of his brothers words.
"How can you suspect to lay in the same room after being rejected!"
Karou was confused to say the least. 'Rejected? I did not reject him...' Now all of a sudden Karou was not too sure really want Hikaru has been thinking. "B-brother when | cut you off what where you planning on saying?" Karou had to hear it. If Hikaru actually says what Karou is thinking then Karou will have a lot to apologize for.
"It does not matter anymore do not worry about it."
"Yes it does matter! Now tell me what you were going to say!" Every time Karou talked he kept getting closer to his brother he was about arm's length away now.
"Why, so I can get rejected again?"
"What are you talking about I never rejected you!"
"Right when I was about to tell you I loved you more than a brother you told me you did not feel the same way. That is called rejecting. You know what never mind I am out of here!"
Karou snapped out of shock faster than normal after being told his brother was in love with him. Before Hikaru could even take a step, Karou grabbed his arm to stop him.
Hikaru not thinking clearing turns around and accidentally slaps his brother in the face, hard. Feeling the weight come off his arm and watching his brother grab his face and fall to the ground brought him back to reality.
"Karou! Karou! Oh shit, I am so sorry, Karou!" Hikaru kneeled down next to his brother and tried to touch him, but stopped when Karou flinched. Over and over again Hikaru kept apologizing. He never tried to touch his brother again, but he never left his side and all he would say is "I am sorry."
After a while Karou looked up to see his brother still sitting next to his him with his face in his hands and he was shaking. It was like he was crying. Although Karou was the one that got hit, he felt guilty for seeing that his brother was crying. He never wanted any of this to happen and he knew Hikaru did not mean to him. Barely above a whisper, Karou managed to speak, but it was loud enough for his brother to hear him. "Hikaru I am sorry."
Hikaru looked up and saw Karou looking at him. His hand still holding where Hikaru hit him. "Why are you apologizing?"
"Because I have caused you so much emotional pain. I feel horrible. I really did deserve to be hit-"
"Shut up! No you did not! I am so sorry. I really did not mean to hit you. How could I mean to hit you I love you!" Hikaru realizing what he just said caused himself to blush.
Blushing himself, Karou smiled and pulled his brother into his arms, giving him a huge bear hug. "I love you too."
"Really? You mean it? I mean more than a brother?"
"Yes why do you think I never want to leave your side?"
Both started laughing... that is until Hikaru pulled away and noticed red liquid dripping down from his brother's face, right under his eye.
Karou noticed the self-disgust running through his brother's eye and realized that his face was covered up. Again Karou put his hand on his face to cover up the blood. "Hey do not worry about it. Just cut your nails for once and we can call it even."
"Stop joking! It is not funny, I really did hurt you."
"Yeah but you did not mean it."
"Still does not mean it did not happen."
"Hear how about this... you clean my face, give me a kiss, and we both go to bed, in the same bed, and we call it even."
Hikaru smiled. He was glad that he had such a loving and forgiving brother. Although he still could not forgive himself for hurting his brother, Hikaru agreed to his brother's terms. He stood up and reached his hand down, offering it to Karou. Karou grabbed it and they walked into the bathroom. Hikaru got the peroxide and started to clean Karou's face. After it was clean, Hikaru put a Band-Aid on the cut and they both got dressed and ready for bed.
Both all ready for bed, Hikaru tried to get in only to be stopped by Karou.
"I believe you are forgetting part of the deal." Karou said while walking up to Hikaru
Hikaru stood there for a moment then realized what his brother meant. The kiss. Hikaru nodded and grabbed his brother's shoulders and leaned in to give Karou a kiss. He was planning on only giving his brother a peck on the lips, but as soon as their lips connected Hikaru knew it was not going to be a chaste kiss. After all those times at the club, where they teased the girls pretending they were about to kiss, made this kiss all the more magical. Neither wanted to stop. Plus this was both of theirs first 'real' kiss. Both however had seen plenty of kisses in movies and both have also had sneaked watching porn when they were alone.
Hikaru took the annotative and slipped his tongue out of his mouth and slipped it along his brother's lips.
Karou knowing exactly what his brother was asking, granted him entrance and let his brother's tongue play around in his mouth. Seeing that his brother was enjoying, but still hesitant probably do to what happened a few moments back Karou slowly walked back, not breaking the kiss and laid on the bed. Karou wanted to make his brother forget about the mishap they had and make different memories of today. Thinking back to the porn he had watched during his adolescent years, Karou raised his hips to press his groin on to his brothers, and just like he thought, Hikaru was just as aroused as he was.
Hikaru let out a loud groan, but stopped when he came back to reality. He broke the kiss and looked into his brothers eyes. "Karou we can't."
"Why not!"
"Because... uh who would be top and who would be bottom." Right now Hikaru did not really care who did what role. The only thing on his mind right now was the fact that having sex with another male hurt and there was no way he was going to hurt his brother again.
"I don't care who is top and who is bottom. That is the best thing about being twins and guys, we can switch roles whenever... but if you want you can be top this time."
"No! I looked it up and it is said that the one receiving feels a lot of pain and I do not want to hurt you again."
"Well brother I want you. Doesn't that change anything?!" Karou was determined to get his way. He wasn't the one to fake cry at the club for nothing. He looked up at his brother and had tears filling his eyes. He knew Hikaru could not say no to the puppy dog look.
"Ah do not give me that look."
"But why, brother? I love you and want you so badly." After saying this Karou grabbed the back of his brother's head with one hand and brought their lips together, instantly starting a tongue war. Karou instead of raising his hips slip his other hand down and grabbed his brother's crotch and was happy when he felt his brother thrust into it.
"Okay you will... Just stop being so damn cute!" And with that all Hikaru's restraint broke.
Yahoo this chapter is up! I worked hard on it and I really hope you guys enjoy...
**As you see there is a cliffhanger leading to a sex scene... if you want that sex scene I suggest you review and let me know... I was very sad on how few review that the first chapter got... so depending how many review I get will determine if there is a sex scene and how long the sex scene is! I know it sounds mean, but I love reviews and they make me happy to get them and with how few I got I feel that people don't like the story... :(
Well anyways...
I love you guys... See you next time!
Naomi
