~* Kankri Vantas *~

I had never really been one for quick judgement, but meeting Cronus last night seemed to... Arouse... my intrests.

He was a rather courious charater and I tried not to judge him on appearence, but my old habits seem to catch me when I don't want them too. I was babbling because I suppose I liked him. A little dumb of me, but I found I didn't mind. He reminded me of someone...

Oh my! CA!

He reminds me of CA!

I practically jump out of my skin and run upstairs into my room, throwing myself onto my bed. I just met him so I don't know why I'm panicing like I am. I feel my breath running in hitches and gasps.

I don't know what I'm gonna say to him! Oh, God! What if he is CA? He'll hate me I'm sure of it!

I start to relax, slowly allowing myself to feel as calm as I wanted to be. Eventually making my way down to deep breaths and ratinal thought.

I had hardly spoken to Cronus. Therefor, no assumptions should be made based of one meeting. If he was CA, I'm sure he would tell me...

I off of my bed and went imeaddiatly to my phone.

TW: If I meet y9u in pers9n, y9u w9uld tell me right?
CA: yeah
CA: id be pretty excited
TW: 9kay...
CA: i met someone today vwho reminds me of you

I stare a moment dazed by couriousity.

TW: Wh9?
CA: his name is Kankri
CA: he just moved here and is good friends with porrim

I felt my breath hitch. This is bad... This is very bad...

TW: Cr9nus?
CA: hovw...

triggerWatcher has ceased pestering

I was really hyperventalating now. He was... They were...

Oh my god...

I can't beleive it. I sit down on my bed and listen to my heart pound in my ears. All of the things I told him finally catching me offgaurd and for once... I admit to myself I'm just like everyone else. I hate it. Being human is something to me that seems trivial and now I feel trapped because Cronus will know me as two people. TW and Kankri.

Oh god. Oh god. Oh god. Oh god. Oh god. Oh god. I need to talk to someone. Like now...

Snatching up my phone, I scrolled hurridly through my contacts and found whom I was looking for. Dialing her number I waited... and waited... then panicked.

"Oh... no. No. No. No. No," I groaned, dialing for a second time.

"Hello?"

"Oh thank god! Porrim! Cron-"

"Oh! Hey Kanny! I was just talking about you!"

"That's great," I rush, "My love life needs you."

She is suddenly back on track where I want her, "What happened? Was it CA? I'll find him and kill him if it's necissary."

I sigh, "CA is Cronus."

There is silence on the other end and I concider asking if she's there. Then I figure she just needed time to prosses what I said. I was about to say something when Porrim spoke up, "Really? That romantic guy is Cronus? I can't beleive that big romantic is actually a huge flirt."

"What do you mean?" I asked, suddenly worried about what was going to happen if I told him the truth. What if...

"Well, Cronus is a hot shot. Ya know? One of those big dudes that gets everybody? That's him," I feel my eyes water, "I don't want you to think that he's playing you. You should expect it if he is though."

"I don't... I don't want to get hurt Porrim," I whisper into the phone feeling my cheeks get wet.

"Oh... Kanny... I'm coming back over."

"Okay," I said, sniffling, "I'll go wait for you."

"Okay. See you in a few."

"Bye."

I hung up the phone and made my way down stairs to sit on the step and wait on Porrim. My fater was still looking around at the rooms and Karkat locked himself up in his own room. He seemed to like being left to himself. Texting some friend of his constantly. I think his name was John. I don't remember. As much as I hate to admit it, I was never very niice on the inside. In fact, I was reather ugly.

I never cared to listen to other people. I never really cared about what oter people thought or needed to think. The only thing I ever worried about was offending people. As mean as I truly am, I still care about them.

The cold air greeted me as I stepped outside to wait on my friend. She greets me with a sad smile and I invite her inside.

"Are you alright?" She asked, placing a caring hand on my shoulder.

I sniffle again, "I suppose so. I mean, the only person I've ever come to romantically like is a player in real life. I guess it's normal for someone to be upset about it. I never really liked this subject so I don't know much about it."

She smiles at me, "You are so ridiculous. Reseach on love won't tell you how you experience it. It won't tell you how your going to react. Only you know that, Kanny."

I smile a little smile and nod at her. She decides to stay the night because my father was arlready asleep and I only knew as a friend and never anything more than that. So we hide in my room and waste away most of the night on comfort, jokes and romance stories.

o0o0o0o

I awaken next to Porrim who is snoring with her mouth open and drool spilling out. Gross. I shift out of her grip and go to take a shower. After that I go to get her up. I have to sign up for school today and she said she'd love to go with us to show me around.

"Porrim?" I asked quietly, gently pushing her shoulder to shake her.

"Hmm?" She asks, raising her eyebrows, but not opening her eyes.

"It's almost 10:30. Are you going to get up?"

She stretches and nods, "Yeah. How are you feeling?"

"Better," I say with a smile. My face feeling slightly warm as I give her a small smile again as she sits up.

"Good," She smiles. It's kind at first, but then it turns to mischeif, "You are so cuddlely."

I flush a pale pink color, "I am not!"

"Oh, you are. Trust me. I know things," she says, wraggling her eyebrows and I roll my eyes even though I smile.

She grins.

I decide to leave her to get ready for the day by going and getting Karkat.

I tap my knuckles lightly on the door, "Karkat?"

He looks up from his computer, "Yeah?"

"We're going to leave soon," I tell him a soft smile in place.

He smiles back after a moment, "Okay..."

"Okay."

I close the door and get ready for my first day of school.

~* Me *~

So this chapter is clearly shorter than the first. I wanted this to be ALL OF THE KANKRI AND PORRIM MOIRIALSHIPSS! In other words, no Cronus this chapter as noticed, I'm sure. BTDubs, For those who have never read my stuff before, I'm Olivia Gold. I know my name is weird, but you live with whatcha got. Also, I understand Kankri is not this... Emotinal in the comic but different circumstances cause different reactions. He was raised differently as well. Please take notice in this fact.

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