Chapter 2

Italics - thoughts/feelings

Bold - Diary

Underline - Song/Lyrics

"I hate that I love you"

(Catch Up)

Kimberly had her eyes set on Josh, and was wanting to get together with him at the party. But, her best friend Laura also had a crush on Josh. Even though she knew her best friend liked him, she went ahead and told him how she felt, and they ended up kissing in a silent room. Everything was going good for Kimberly and Josh, but when Laura walked in the room to see her best friend and her crush kissing, Laura wasn't too happy, and fell out with Kimberly.

Kimberly was getting ready for her date with Josh. They were going out to the "Blue Shell", a 4 star resturaunt, which she had never been too. Whilst she was putting on her golden high heels, and was shwing off her gorgeous Black dress, she was also thinking about her ex-best friend, Laura. Even though she really liked Josh, she made a promise to Laura that no guy would ever come between them. Kimberly thought it would be a good time to call Laura and apologize. She dialled Laura's number, and presed the phone up to her ear. Even though it rang onto voicemail, she still had to let her know how she felt.

"Hey Laura, Its me, Kimberly. Im so sorry about last night, and I know we both said that no matter what no guy will ever come between us. And I dont want Josh to come in between us. I still want to be your best friend. whe you get this can you give me a call back? Okay, Bye"

"Hey hunny!" shouted Josh from across the street.

"Oh, Hey!" said Kimberly, waving and crossing the street.

As he kissed her gently, he gave her a single red rose, and took her by the hand to lead her into the resturaunt.

"WOW! This place is amazing!" said Kimberly covering her mouth with her hand.

"Well, over there is our table...so, lets sit down, eh?" said Josh, walking towards the table.

Kimberly thought of this as the most important date of her life. She wanted it to go perfect, and nothing bad to happen. But dreams dont always come true for Kimberly. As they sat down and ordered there drinks, Laura walked in the resturaunt with her two friends Rachel and Stephanie. At first she didn't see Josh and Kimberly sitting over at the other table, but when Josh walked past her to go to the mens room, she stared over towards Kimberly and gave her an evil look. Kimberly wanted this night to end so quickly, but for her it went as if every second was a long hour, and wanted to go home.

When Josh came back over to the table, she kept glancing over at Laura, who was always looking at her and Josh. The worst thing was that Kimberly couldn't do anything about it. Nothing seemed to be going right, and just as things weren't looking too good, Laura started to walk towards there table.

My heart was pumping, and as much as I wanted to leave the table, I couldn't leave Josh all alone, having to face my ex-best friend. I felt dizzy, and stood up. I was going to walk up to her, at see what she had to say. I walked up nervously, my spine tingling and my throat hurting. I was shaking, and couldn't control my legs. I felt a sudden clap, and I passed out, and fell to the ground. I felt nothing. How could I? I could hear laughing noises coming from in front of me. I could feel footsteps on the ground, lying next to me. Nothing. No, movement in my body, I just lay there, helplessly.

Dear Diary,

Last night had to be the worst night of my life. It was all going so good, untill Laura showed up. I got so nervous, and ended up in hospital, and when I woke up, there was no one conforting me, or there to see how I was. I felt so lonely. I felt like no-one cared anymore. I just wanted to go back to normal. I just wanted my friends back, even if it meant giving up the best thing that had ever happened to me..

Love Kimberly x

When it came to Monday, Kimberly had to face going to school, and seeing Josh and Laura. She wanted to stay off sick, but her mum forced her to go, and told her to work things out between them all. Kimberly felt like crap, never wanted to go to school again. She knew that she was going to get laughed at, off of Josh, Laura, EVERYONE.

It will all get better in time

Even though I really love you

Im gonna smile because I deserve too

Itll all get better in time

Since theres no more you and me.

I say you let me go, so I can be free.

I lived my life and wanna be free

No matter how hard it get

Ill be fine without you

Everyone was staring at Kimberly as she walked into the school building. It was so silent, and everyone was looking at her, in shock. She walked down the corridor, looking at everyone staring at her. She turned to her right, and she saw Josh. Josh immitated her fall, and all his friends laughed. She felt hopeless, and started walking faster and faster down the corridor. She bumped into Laura, and she immitated her fall aswell, and all her friends laughed, and moved on, leaving Kimberly just to stare. She didn't mean it to go this far, but it did, and everything seemed to be gradually slipping away from her. Nothing was going right, and in classes, people flung paper balls at her head, and stuck notes on her back. Everything seemed so, unreal. As if the past week had all been a dream, but it wasn't

Dear Diary,

This is it for me, the end. It's over. I'm going...