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The Way It Use To Be


I can't be held responsible
This is all so new to me
Just when I think I'm invincible
You come and happen to me

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BPOV

I woke up Feeling like crap as usual. I showered and got dressed in black skinny jeans and a Red t-shirt and Red converses. I went down stairs. i didn't like the house in the mornings it was quiet because Charlie was at work. I grabbed a cereal bar and got in my truck and drove to school. When i arrived at school i walked to our normal table in the lunch hall. Our table included. Em,Rose,Jazz,Alice,Angela and me. Edward always use to sit next to us. Bella stop thinking about him. I sat down and everyone was already there.

"Morning Bella" Alice sang happily.

"Morning Guys" I said and sat down next to Em.

"So you all want to come to my Party this Saturday?" Rose asked. Everyone nodded but i sat there trying to think of a good enough excuse.

"Bella you coming?" Rose asked and everyone turned there attention to me. I blushed.

"No i have a appointment" I said looking down. i was Hoping that they would believe me but i stink at lying.

"Okay by any chance is that appointment with the Easter bunny?" Em asked laughing.

"Please don't make me go" I said.

"Nope your going and you are going to come to mine early enough and me and Alice will get you ready" Rose said and Alice nodded all the way through her sentence.

"Do you hate me?" I asked Rose and Alice.

"Nope we love you that's why were doing this." Alice said clapping her hands together.

"Where is it?" i asked.

".At our place" Rose said. Alice was still bouncing in her seat mumbling " I get to dress her up". I nodded. Then they all exchanged glances and all nodded and then they turned to face me.

"Bells..Edward is coming to the party" Jasper said looking very sorry.

"Is that why you all shared that look?"

"Yes"Em said then rose smacked him on the back of the head." I mean no of course not".

"It's fine guys honestly just because were not friends doesn't mean you can't be" I said smiling. They had no need to worry. We don't speak to each other anyway.

"You sure you wont feel uncomfortable?" Angela asked

"Nope" I said. They all looked convinced. We continued talking but the bell rang so i made my way to English. I sat down in my seat. I sat next to a girl called Kate. She was pretty. We talked sometimes. Today we were learning about Romeo and Juliet. i didn't pay attention because i already knew it.

"You okay?" I heard Kate ask.

"Yeah I'm fine" I said not looking up but lucky enough she knew to leave me alone.

I was thinking about the party. I really didn't want to go but i didn't want to upset rose. I decided i will go for an hour and say that i didn't feel 'well'. Good plan Bella. English finished soon enough and i made my way to maths. i sat at the back by myself in this class. I didn't mind i just sat there listening to my music anyway. Once the teacher started talking i turned my music on. I listened to secondhand serenade.

After maths i had History with Alice and Jasper. i sat down On the end. The table was big enough for three people to sit on it the order went. Me,Al and Jazz. the teacher wasn't here so we had a free period.

"So i thought about what i was going to wear. I think a dress maybe but i don't know and i know i can't out do Rose because......." I stopped listening to Her. I was just thinking about what they are going to make me wear. Skirt? Dress? Something reveling? I shuddered at the thought. What if...

"Bella? Bella are you listening?" I heard Alice shout in my ear.

"What?" i asked.

"You weren't even listening were you. Isabella Marie Swan what are we going to do with you?" She asked.

"Alice i think she is tired" Jasper said. I mouthed a 'thank you' To him.

"Okay but we will discuss this tomorrow" She said and then got up because of the bell. We made our way to the lunch room. I went and sat down because i didn't want anything to eat. Five minutes later they all came back. It was only the five of us because on Tuesday lunch times Angela had computer classes or something?.

"So have you decided what to wear Alice?" Rose asked.

"Well i was discussing it with Miss. Daydream over here. But no i haven't can you come round after school today and help?"

"Sure. You want to come Bella?" Rose asked.

"No i have a lot of homework" I said lamely. They looked at me like i was crazy but dropped it. I looked over to Em and he had a big cookie.

"Em can i have a bite of your cookie?" I asked.

"I don't know Bells" He said thinking about it. What can i say he loves his food.

"Please" I asked giving him my best pout.

"Okay but i get to hug you" He said.

"Okay but you can hug me anytime you want anyway" i said a took the cookie and ate a bit. then a bit more and before i knew it i ate it all.

"Oops" I said.

"No you didn't just eat my cookie" Em said in a fake girl voice.

"I think i just did." I said doing the same voice. Before i knew what happened he picked me up and slung me over his shoulder.

"Emmett put me down." I said.

"No not until you say 'Emmett is sexy and the best and i loved his cookie" He said running around the lunch room with me.

"Emmett is sexy and the best and i loved his cookie" I said and he put me down. " You are so dead." I said and he made a run for it but i jumped on his back and attempted to put him in a head lock but it didn't work because he just sat there laughing along with the whole of the student body.

After that incident i made my way to Biology. Oh did i mention that i hate this lesson? want to guess why? Yeah Because i sit next to 'IT'. The most annoying,egotistical,jerk,player Edward. I guess the good thing is that we still ignore each other. I walked in and took my seat. He came in after and sat down. he had a smirk on his face. Probably just had a quick fuck. The teacher didn't show up so we all assumed that we had a free period. I was sitting down doodling when i heard 'IT' cleat his throat.

"Hi" He said. He was talking to me? I ignored him and carried on.

"Bella?"

"Hello?"

"Okay now stop being so stupid and answer me" He said. That made me flip.

"Me being stupid? Your the one that doesn't speak to 'Losers'" i said with my fists clenched at my sides.

"Anyway. How have you been?" The nerve of this guy.

"Piss off"

"Now Bella thats not very nice."

"Nor is your face but i ain't complaining" I said i so badly wanted to hit him.

"Ouch"

I decided to ignore him but this miserable bum hole didn't want to give up. He placed his hand on my arm

"So you want to go out?"

"Are you stupid or something? Dont ever Talk to me again." I said and slapped his hand away.

"I never did anything to you"

"Never did anything to me? Well I'm sorry if i ever thought you were rude to me? Must be another Edward i know" I said.

"So want to hang out?"

"N.O I don't want you to ever talk to me again, touch me ever again. Losers don't talk to jocks" I sneered at him. I got up and walked out of the classroom.

That Bum hole has a problem if he doesn't think he did anything wrong. I went straight to my truck and drove home. I got home and there was a note on the table.

Hi Bells
I have gone to Billy's tonight. Be good.
Love Charlie.

I sat on my bed. Why would Edward suddenly start talking to me again? I am so confused. I remember the day that we met.

----Flash back---

I was standing in line to go on the tea cups when i accidentally bumped into a girl. She had black spikey hair.

"Sorry" I said.

"It's okay. I'm Alice"

"Bella"

"Thats a nice name. Would you like to come with us on the tea cups?"

"Yeah. Us?"

"Me and my Brother." Then a guy my age(Which was 10) Turned around.

"Hi" He said waving nervously.

"Hi" i said. We sat down in a cup. i sat in the middle.

"My name is Edward" He said.

"Bella"

"Thats a pretty name for a pretty girl" He said and i blushed.

---End of flash back----

From that day we were best friends. Well until 2 years ago.

If he thinks he can worm his way back in my life Its not going to be be easy.

A/N

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