I forgot to mention that I didn't named it after the book, Fifty shades of Grey because this story will be similar to it; to be honest I didn't read the book and I don't really want to (I found the main line too trite…sorry :D) I just liked the idea of this title :D
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2. What the hell am I going to do?
Elizabeth left the building and with confident steps she walked to the car and sat on the passenger seat. She held her breath for a moment as her brain processed what the hell had just happened. She didn't even know how they ended up in a passionate and rough making out; there was something about a man who had followed them…then suddenly Red had dragged her to the alley where the public toilet was… she still remembered that she had thought how clean that toilet had been, compering the fact that it was at the alley. Liz had asked him what the hell had been wrong with him, then he had just pushed her against the wall with his full body and covered her mouth with his palm as he watched their followers from the semi-closed door who had disappeared within a minute. He had looked at her and realized how close they had been to each other then….then.
She buried her face into her palms; didn't she have enough problems? Did she have to create a new one? A bigger one?
"Oh, god…what the hell am I going to do?" she asked herself loud. Because her soul was tired but in the meantime her body was so relaxed because of the great quickie. Her cheeks blushed as she thought about his reflection in the mirror and the feelings in her in that moment. Red made her wild and immoral; his movements released the beast in her which had been hungry for a while but he fed it very well. "But what if it wants to eat again? Should I starve it until it breaks down or just satisfy its appetite again?" she shook her head.
She couldn't even think about it! There were many reasons against it; the FBI, their partnership, Berlin, and the most important: Red. She knew that they couldn't live in a relationship, not just because of the FBI but because of their personalities. They were like the fire and the water, the two edge of the rope.
As much as she didn't want to Liz noticed her jumping heart as Red came out of the toilet, locked his eyes with hers and got in the car. He rested his hands on the steering wheel and looked the ground in front of them; they didn't dare to speak. Liz stared him constantly with searching gaze but his unreadable face didn't tell anything to her.
She let out a small sigh and spoke softly.
"We should go."
Red turned his head toward her and blinked.
"Yeah, we should." his voice was low and his eyes were almost sad.
They hadn't spoken to each other personally. It had been two days and it seemed somehow Red avoided her and he spoke with her only on phone.
She was sitting on her couch and drinking wine while a silly reality show was in the TV but she didn't pay attention, her thoughts were elsewhere.
"God damn it! We're adults! Why don't we just talk about it and move on? It was a onetime thing and that's it. He's such a drama queen with this childish behavior. I should call him…no, I won't make it easy for him! I'll go and talk to him personally." with a self-satisfied smirk on her face she grabbed her reticule and went to her car. During the way to him she figured out how she would tell him her opinion about it.
Her knuckles hit the wooden door firmly and after a minute the door opened and Liz gulped. It was Red. In a half-opened bathrobe. Probably he had just come out of the shower.
Shit, that definitely wouldn't help, she thought.
"Lizzie, what can I do for you?" he asked her like nothing had happened between them.
"I-I just came here to talk about…" she desperately wanted to not to stare his still wet chest. "May I come in?"
He still didn't know what was in her mind so he just stepped aside and let her in.
"Would you like to drink somethi…" He was on the way to leave the hallway but her voice stopped him.
"We can't pretend that nothing happened two days before."
He stopped then turned around slowly and tilted his head.
"Then what do you suggest?" his voice changed suddenly; it was lower than before.
"You…we…god!" she rubbed temple and shut her eyes for a minute then locked them with his. "We should forget it. It was a mistake and we should continue our partnership."
He didn't speak nor move. He just stared her with that damn unreadable gaze. She took his silence as the sign of agreement so she nodded and turned to leave, her hand was already on the handle when he spoke.
"Is that what you want?" his voice came closer.
"What?" she didn't turn around.
"Is that really what you want, agent Keen? Or your rational mind forces you to tell this?" now his hot breath tickled the back of her neck and she lightly shivered.
"I want it and yes, it includes my rational mind. We couldn't live in a normal relationship."
"So you don't want me to hold your waist again?" his hands sneak up under her blouse and shamelessly circled around her waist. "To kiss your neck?" small kisses peppered her neck and she shut her eyes immediately. She had to encourage herself to leave.
"Red…" she turned around and wanted to warn him but he pushed her back against the door and held her wrists above her head.
"Don't start lying to me; your body betrayed you a second later you came here. You want me…" he inhaled her scent at her neck like a hungry animal and bit it which made her whimper. "And I want you."
"You don't know what I want" she hissed angrily. How dared he tell her such things? And how dared he turn her on again? Liz felt as her blouse dried the water drops from his chest but she had bigger problem; not her blouse was the only one which started getting wet.
"Oh, Lizzie…" he chuckled as he dug his hands into her reticule which had fallen on the drawer and he found what he had searched. "I'm perfectly aware of your…wants." he brought her hands behind her and a cold material closed around her wrists. It was her handcuffs.
"Son of a bitch!" she said loudly and Red chuckled again. If he let her go again…
"Manners, sweetheart. I thought I already know you but how you behaved in the toilet with me was simply…" he looked the door searching the right word and when he found it Red looked back at her. "stunning, mesmerizing and incredibly hot." Red linger the tip of his finger down on her neck and when he reached her blouse he slowly started undoing it slowly while the other kept her by her hips. "Such passion and raw desires are locked behind a door in you and the day before yesterday I had the pleasure to unlock it. I admire you and your…special hunger for pleasures. And for me it was just like the… most delicious chocolate….most valuable wine…" he reached the last button and widened it slowly while Liz never missed the almost sadistic glint in his eyes. Now the tip of his fingers roamed around the bare skin and her stomach muscles tightened immediately then she shut her eyes. He could do anything with her as long as he kept speaking to her; she was trapped but the most scaring thing was that she didn't really want to escape anymore. "You are the perfect cocaine to me, my dear." Red leaned down and kissed her left breast then his lips made their way to the other. "You let me taste you but it was only a slice…" his kisses left hot and wet spots on her neck up to her ear. "But I want the whole cake." he whispered to her ear and bit the helix; Liz couldn't help but a small whimper escaped from her.
"Aren't you a bit insatiable?" she breathed as he undid her jeans and he cupped her through the panties.
"I am. But if I sense right, I'm not the only hungry person here." his voice was hoarse, pupils dilated and hands oh so talented.
As much as she wanted to resist the urge, she pushed herself against his hand. Liz felt his smirking lips against her skin. The sadistic, smug bastard dared to smirk! When she started to speak he shut her up with a searing kiss. And then the familiar beast burst out from her as it recognized the sensation. Red's dominant tongue caught her and they danced a passionate tango. He grabbed her bucking hips and held it tight against his hardening groin while Liz desperately wanted to free her hands; she needed to touch every inch of his body.
"Maybe we're not capable of a normal relationship but we could have a special one with extra benefits. I take everything happily what you give to me and I'll do my best to give you what you really want from a man." he murmured while he kissed every part of her face then returned to her lips.
"Release my hands, please" she begged against his mouth which left hers and wandered down on her torso again. God, she knew if she couldn't touch him right now she would go insane!
"Why would I do that?" he murmured and his left hand searched something in the drawer next to them.
"I want to…" she blushed and couldn't finish her sentence.
"C'mon Lizzie, don't be shy! I don't need the innocent little girl right now; I want the sex goddess. We can play innocent-guilty game later. I want you to feel free to do or say anything as long as you're with me. Don't hold back your fantasies…" his hand came out from the drawer with a scissors and he cut her bra at three different parts when finally the material fell down on the floor then he put back the scissors. "Because I won't hold back mine." he whispered to her ear seductively.
Liz didn't know what to do; she couldn't think anymore. She had wanted to yell at him for destroying her favourite bra but his last sentence shut her up. She always felt that something was missing from her sexual life; before she had met Tom she had had a boyfriend who had taken her virginity and he was a really gentle and careful lover so Liz didn't regret that he was her first one. The sex with Tom was really good however he had always been in control she could never push him over the edge as he couldn't do it with her either. But Red…he had been teasing her for only five minutes and she already wanted to luxuriate every little fantasy on him.
Red played with her nipples until they hardened almost painfully under his thumbs then he licked and bit both which made Liz moan again.
"I could blindfold you but right now I want you to see what I'm doing so keep your eyes on me, understood?" Red asked with his incredibly low voice and Lizzie nodded.
He slowly roamed down on her torso and when he was on his knees he looked up at her to make sure that she was watching him then he took off her boots and freed Liz from her jeans and panties. Red lifted her right leg to his shoulder and peppered her inner-thigh with open mouthed kisses with smacks and when he reached her heated wetness Red locked his eyes with hers and positioned his tongue against her throbbing nerves of bud.
She hissed as she felt Red's teeth closing around her clit but this almost painful movement pushed her closer to the edge. She couldn't divert her eyes away from him; the predatory gaze, the way his mouth moved meanwhile little satisfied hums left it. She clearly saw and felt his building desire as he cupped her ass with both hands and drag her closer to his mouth.
He could watch her forever like this; the messy hair, the parted lips, her rising and falling breasts underneath the blouse and not least the glint of her eyes which tell him that Liz hadn't found a man for her who could indulge her secret wishes. Red knew he wasn't the man who could make all of her wishes come true but definitely he was the one who would accomplish her special ones which made him more eager to let her come again and again until she couldn't think.
Liz reached nirvana fast but he barely let her recover from the first one; he picked up the keys from her reticule and released her wrists. Lizzie immediately pushed the bathrobe down on his shoulder and kissed him forcefully. His erect groin tickled her belly and she wanted to take care of it but Red had another plans; he grabbed her thighs and lifted her. She felt his tightened arm muscles under her palms as he held her and dig her nails in them painfully as he thrust into her hard.
His thrusts were slow but steady at first but as the heat drove him, Red quickened the pace.
"God, don't stop!" she moaned loudly. If people were outside they probably heard it but right now she didn't care as long as she felt him in her hot and hard.
He sucked her neck and accidently a small purple hickey appeared on her skin however he didn't mind it; at least if other men saw it, this thing let them know that she was his.
"Lizzie…" he murmured to her ear and with the last thrust they reached the orgasm together.
After a minute when she opened her eyes and met with his, she smirked devilishly.
"Why did you…avoid me if you…wanted to continue what we started?" she asked him still breathlessly.
"I wanted you to make the first step…to come here and confront me."
"Why?"
"Because I knew that even if your lips lie to me, your body will tell the truth." he grinned and gave a quick kiss to her lips.
"Ass." she rolled her eyes.
"I am." he said proudly and took her down to her feet.
"You ruined my favourite bra by the way."
"I'll buy you a new one." he shrugged and pulled her close by her waist as his eyes watched her breasts. "But if I want to be honest you look much more beautiful without them." he chuckled and kissed her bosom gently. She wondered for a moment how could he be such a gentle man in a minute and demanding lover in the other. She dressed up as Red put on the bathrobe again then she looked at him with playful gaze.
"I should go."
"As you wish." he shrugged. He desperately wanted her to stay but, again, she had to fight this battle with herself first. Until then he had to be patient with her.
She stepped closer and kissed him quickly, sucking his lower lip then she looked into his eyes.
"Good night, Red."
"Good night, Lizzie."
With that she left and went to her car. Like two days before a same sentence played in the car;
"Oh god…what the hell am I going to do?" but this time she shook her head as she laughed quietly.
From the shadow of the window Red didn't miss her happy face and he smiled as well.
To be continued…
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