Wow, I didn't think that many people would read my story, past 200 reads that's amazing...I would like to give a huge thank you to all the people who have read my story. Also a thank you to the readers that have favourited it, reviewed or added my story: Guest, Guest, Night Owl Fury stewartj246,tat16, Commander Ray, Guest, Booyahkasha, thunder angel13 OnePiece Slayer, Amethyst Kitsune, Kyriea Blackheart, insertamazingusernamehere, DarkShadows1999, LesKitty-Kat, RavenInEmerald, Tala32, , annea101, art chic 99, smurf lover forever, youngjusticefanatic, Obscurum of Aquora, ScarletRaven13, duckreb and NJ 50

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Ezra woke up in cold sweat and gasping for air, he hadn't dreamed about the day his parents left him in years. He remembered the clear crisp image of his parents worried faces before they went missing and left him to grow up on the streets alone. He looked down and saw his hands shaking, his head shaking gently as he pushed the covers off his body and raised his knees to his chin. He put his face down and started taking deep breaths to calm himself down, but in his mind he still saw the image of his parents. Ezra knew it wasn't working so he jumped off the bunk bed and as quietly as he could started walking down the hall to get some fresh air outside. On the way down to the cargo bay he noticed the bay door already open and he carefully took a peek out the side of the ship. Kanan and Hera were talking outside and Hera looked worried.

He knew he shouldn't be trying to listen in on their conversation but after three days of staying on the same planet the crew had started to get restless especially Zeb and his temper. Ezra himself wasn't complaining since Kanan had spent more time on his Jedi training, but he couldn't help himself, information was information after all and he'd take what he could get. He walked forward slowly and squatted down on the ramp to listen in on their conversation.

"When are we going to get the parts Kanan? We got hit pretty bad on the last mission and the shield generator aren't working like they should,"Hera said impatiently

"Will get them soon, we just need to wait a little longer" Kanan said

"For what? Until the next mission? We can't wait too long, if we run into trouble with no shields we are done for. I'd rather not risk the safety of the entire crew to wait, Kanan." Hera said glaring at Kanan

"The parts will be here by tomorrow or a few day after" Kanan said

"I hope so, knowing you trouble always seems to find you" Hera said teasingly losing the glare in her eyes

Kanan smiled slightly "well you know me I love getting us into trouble"

Hera snorted and they walked farther away from the ship, their voices fading into the distance. Ezra felt like he had intruded in a private conversation between the two near the end and he stood up slowly and started walking out into the open. He took a deep breath of air and exhaled slowly. Erza then started climbing up on top of the ship and almost lost his grip. Mumbling insults under his breath he reached the top and laid down. He looked up at the sky and saw the bright sun looking down on him. He smiled remembering the time his dad would hold him up in the sky so he could try to touch the sun with his hand.

He stiffened at the though and tried to move away from the image of his dad and him smiling and laughing. He tried to think about Kanan and Hera's conversation or his Jedi training, nothing was helping and Ezra started panicking. Images flew across his eyes, his parents playing with him, sitting together as a family, his dad giving him his slingshot. Ezra could feel the tears streaming down his face as he saw a new image flutter across his eyes. His parents, their backs turned at the doorway of theor old house.

He could feel his facade fading as he cried out to them "No! Come back! Please, don't leave me all alone again... I can't lose you again". They turned around for a brief moment and stared at him before they started walking further out the door out into the distant desert. Erza started running after them, but the sand seemed to weight him down and he felt himself being pulled down into the sand. He cried out of surprise and started clawing at the sand that pulled him deeper and deeper until all he saw was darkness. He was cold and the lost over his parents a second time was too much for him to bear his sobs deepened. Then all of a sudden he felt hands grab his shoulders and starts shaking him. A small white light appeared in the darkness and Ezra reached out slowly using his hand. He felt the hands gripping him harder and pulling him towards the light and he heard a faint voice calling out to him growing louder as he moved towards the light.

"Ezra! Come on! Dammit kid! If you don't wake up I'll postpone your training for a month!"

Ezra fell into the light, blinking his eyes faintly seeing forms hovering above him. His eyes adjusted to see the worried faces of Sabrina, Kanan and Hera staring at him.

"Hey guyys" Ezra attempted to said, hearing his own voice made him wince, he sounded weak and insecure.

"Don't you hey me mister, what happened Ezra you were crying out for help in your sleep" Hera said

He could see the concern written over her face, over all their faces and sighed internally. "I'm okay, I just had a bad dream, it's probably from the lack of sleep I've been having recently or the fact that I had to deal with Zeb's smell under me that it made me hallucinate" he lied jokingly.

Zeb growled and said "You better watch were you're going with that though kid" Ezra shuffled closer to Kanan knowing what the Lazat was thinking of doing to him if he continued on with his though.

"Ezra that wasn't just a nightmare it looked like it was a panic attack... " Sabine said looking at him through narrowed eyes

Ezra shrugged and looked at Sabine with worried eyes "Now I'm pretty sure your the one having the hallucinations"

"Ezr- "Hera started before she was interrupted by Kanan

"He had a bad dream guys, were making a fuss over nothing, if something was up he knows he can come talk to us", Kanan looked right at Ezra and It seemed he was staring right into him

Hera glared at Kanan before looking back to him " Ezra, you know we can help you right?"

"Ya I know... I think I might go back to my room for a snooze I'm still a little tired" he said yawning a little to prove his point. They all looked back at him with concern as he slowly walked away to his room, he jumped on his bed and rested his arms behind his head. He couldn't let that happen again, he had let them see thought his mask and no one had ever seen through it except for his parents. His facade had kept him safe from the harsh life of growing up on the street with no support or protection. No matter what he couldn't let them see the real him, that part of him was buried deep in his heart and locked away. But he couldn't help himself, they had started unlocking those locks, he didn't know how they did it but cracks had started to appear in his mask.

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I'll try to update whenever I can, a least once or twice a week and I'll try to make the next chapter longer. Reviews are always appreciate.

~LazeBlaZe7