A/N: 55 rvws for one chap? :O OMG! Thank you so much... thnx to all those amazing ppl who appreciated my work. Love u all :* here's an updt... thora late hu.. bt kya karu guys I'm vry bsy! :(
Thoda sad theme hai... plz don't kill me ki maine kevi ko rulaaya... kya karuu majburi hai... ab sacche pyar mei dard bohot hota hai... jaise rabul ko horaha hai Kumkum bhagya mei.. aw mere rabul jaldi ek hojaye.. *sigh*
So yes, saddy chapter bt still I hope u all enjoy... eee mere exams hai iss hafte mei. Wish me some luck guys... aap log ye chap padho.. and main chali mere books padne.. tata :*
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Chapter one
Love is Painful
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Contd. From prev chap-
Person1- "thik ho na tum?"
Purvi nods once again glancing at her saviour.
Purvi- "main thik hu Ishita..."
Kavin gives her (Ishita) a look and walks on only to bump into someone. The guy who bumped into him looks shocked and angry... Kavin too glares at this new guy before completely vanishing out of sight.
The guy walks to where the girls are-
Guy (Dushyant)- "Purvi tum thik ho...?"
Purvi gives him a fake smile...
Purvi- "haan Dushyant. I'm fine. Aur tum... tum gayab hi hogaye. Kaha the tum?"
Dushyant- "wo... uh parents yaha aaye tho chutti leliya. Diwali hai na.. isliye..."
Ishita- "ohh.. fir yaha kaise aaye huh. Mereliye?" ;)
Dushyant- "umm... haan yar woh shopping k liye jaaraha tha, socha tujhe bhi saat lejaau... "
Ishita- "so sweet! Purvi Di bhi chalegi.. hai na Di?"
Purvi- "nhi... nhi guys... tum log jao na... I'll join later. I mean... kabhi aur... abhi mujhe ghar jaana hai..."
Dushyant- "Purvi... are you sure.. tum thik hona? Hum tumhe ghar chod de?"
Purvi- "nhi guys I'm fine... you guys carry on. Main.. main chalti hu..."
Dushyant- "suno Purvi.. arey-"
Purvi ignores him and walks swiftly trying not to break into tears..
Ishita turns to Dushyant holding his hand-
Ishita- "jaane de na usko. Akele rehne dei. Uss Adiyal k waje se mood off hogaya uska. Lekin chinta mat kar. Thik hojayegi. Strong hai Purvi Di."
Dushyant- "arey lekin... wo akdu yaha? Mujhe itna gussa aaya usko dekh k... ki kya bataau main... kya kar raha hai wo yaha?"
Ishita- "ussne CID join ki.."
Dushyant- "kya? Matlub ab woh yaha bhi aagaya? humara jeena haram karne..?"
Ishita- "haan yar lagta hai. yahi hai.. bichari Purvi Di..."
Dushyant- "tu tension mat le. Agar ussne Purvi k saat firse uljhega naa, main uska moo tod dunga... tum.. you relax yar, main hu na..."
Ishu smiles at her caring friend.
Ishita- "haan pata hai ki tum ho. Aur tum ho tho, wo adiyal kuch nhi karpayega. Lekin uska moo dekhna hoga naa roz roz.."
Dushyant- "haan sara mood off kardiya yaha aake... janab ko yahi jaga mila puri duniya mei kaam karne ko..."
Ishita- "haan yar.. khair uski chod.. chal na shopping chalte hai.. uske baad Purvi Di se milte hai..."
Dushyant- "haan good idea..."
Ishita- "waise aaya kaise tu?"
Dushyant- "woh bike se..."
Ishita- "great! Lagta hai baarish honewali hai.. chal.. chal... jaldi.. chal.."
Ishu runs outside and Dushu follows her.
Dushyant- "aaraha hu yar.."
(Ishu, Dushyant, Purvi are old buddies. Dushvi r just friends. Focus is on Kevi. So no worries ;) )
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That night, Kavin's home-
After dinner Kavin is restless and is sitting on his bed... in his room that's situated in the first floor... he's alone in the home as he's new to city.
Kavin- "woh teeno k teen dhokebaaz yaha? Kaise jhelunga main un sabko... aur Purvi... kaise bhulaapaunga usey? Woh meri nazron k saamne nhi thi... tabhi main usey apne dil se nhi nikaalpaaya. Aur ab jab woh har waqt mere saamne hogi tho... tho kaise usko bhulaapaunga... kaise?"
Just then he hears sound of thunder and it begins to rain...
He looks out through his open window and thinks back to how they met in the same rain... ages ago-
Flashback...
Its evening time... Busy roads of Bhopal have sported a deserted look owing to weather alert. A girl is seen trying to walk on a wet road... it's raining heavily, wind blowing swiftly knocks her petite figure... she stumbles few steps. The umbrella in her hand goes flying in the wind...
Girl- "arey... ruko..."
Someone walking at a distance catches the umbrella and walks back to her...
She gets fully drenched... that person walks closer. He too is drenched...
Girl (Purvi)- "thanks..."
The guy hands her the umbrella and stares at her pretty face... she looks at him... he's wearing a simple green tee, faded jeans, his leather jacket gave him a look, that of biker. The girl is wearing a simple lime green chudidar, her hair that has been flying haphazardly in the wind is gone damp... the girl smiles a bit and he too can't help but smile at her...
"itni toofan mei jaa kaha rahi thi aap..." he asks.
"uh.. wo... dawaai.. dawaai leni thi..."
"shops khule nhi honge iss waqt... toofan hai na..."
"ji lekin taayi ji ki tabiyat thik nhi hai... aur..."
She trails away as another gale knocks her... she stumbles again but he holds her shoulders supporting her...
"chaliye mere saat... main sheher mei naya hu. Lekin ek jaga hai jaha aapki madad ho sakti hai... paas mei hi hai woh..."
She sighs. She's not the girl who talks to strangers or takes someone's help but... there's no other option. So she follows him as he holds her hand... within minutes they reach their destination.
She thanks him-
"Doctor Rajesh ki clinic? Oh ye tho strike hua hi nhi mujhe... ab aap jaa sakte hai.. rajesh meri madad kardega... mujhe ghar bhi chod dega... thanks..."
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Kavin remembers that smile she gave him, how thankful she was for helping her out... how desperate he was to know more about her... he remembers that moment when he reluctantly walks away leaving her at Doctor Rajesh's clinic.
He remembers how he chided himself...
Flashback contd.
The guy in green tee, aka our Kavin thinks- "kya kar raha hai Kavin... kyu rehna chahta hai tu yaha, jab ki tujhe jaana kahi aur hai... isko tu jaanta bhi nhi hai... aur iska..."
The girl, Purvi interrupts his thoughts.
"aap abhi tak yahi hai...?"
"haan wo.."
She looks at him expectantly while he stands thinking...
"socha toofan hai tho madad karduu aapki..."
"that's so sweet! Main aapko jaanti tak nhi... lekin fir bhi aapne meri madad ki... ab aapko taqlif uthane ki zarurat nhi. Ye Rajesh bhai mujhe ghar chod denge... kyu bhai.."
The doctor guy nods... Kavin is glad. Rajesh bhai...
Rajesh- "haan bhai saab aap jayiye. Thank you..."
Kavin- "lekin... aap... itni baarish mei... are you sure?"
Purvi smiles... this guy seems sweet, but her mom taught her not to mess with strangers... however this guy seems an exception.
Purvi- "aap jaayiye..."
Kavin- "khayal rakhiye aap.. baarish mei zyada bheegna mat... I mean thik nhi hai na... aisa meri mom kehti hai..."
She looks on amused by his talks...
Kavin thinks- "moo kya dekh raha hai uska.. issey pehle woh tujhe paagal samjhe bhaag..."
He gives her an awkward smile before dashing off in the rain.
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Kavin- "uss waqt mujhe nhi pata tha... ki main jisse door bhagne ki koshish kar raha tha... uss sey... uss sey main kabhi door nhi reh paunga... lekin fir bhi... rehna pad raha hai... kya karuu main... kya karuuu..."
He closes his eyes takes a deep breath and looks down from the window and that's when he catches a glimpse of a figure standing in the rain... right outside the main gate of his house...
Kavin- "iss waqt kon ho sakta hai..."
It then strikes him... the figure is a girl, wearing casual pants, under the lamp's illumination he could make out her features and she is...
Kavin- "Purvi... Purvi yaha? Aise baarish mei?"
He almost runs out of his room grabbing an umbrella... but stops himself...
Kavin- "main kyu jaau? Mujhe nhi jaana chahiye... mujhe tho ussey duur rehna hai... main... main nhi jaunga. Kuch nhi lagti ab wo meri... mujhe koi fark nhi padta wo... wo baarish mei bheege ya... ya kuch bhi karei"
He returns to the window and looks at her.. she's shivering badly and his heart leaps to her...
Kavin thinks- "sach ye hai ki mujhe fark padta hai... lekin kyu... fark kyu padta hai mujhe... kyu main usko aise nhi dekh sakta.. ussne mujhe jhoota kaha, selfish insaan kaha, meri insult ki, ussne ye bhi kaha ki woh mujhse pyar nhi karti... mujhse rishta bhi tod diya aur... aur itne din baad... aaj achanak itna pyar kaisa aagaya mere uuper... natak hai... jhoot hai sab... zarur mujheullu banaane ka plan hoga usska aur uske doston ka..."
He keeps pacing his room... he tries to sleep but fails... half an hour passes.. he chides himself pulling his hair...
Kavin- "mat dekh window se bahar... mat dekh... ugh! Ok sirf ek baar..."
He peeps out of the window.. and finds her standing there... shivering badly...
Kavin- "abhi tak yahi hai... kahii... kahii main usko galat tho nhi samajh raha? Kya woh sach mei mujse pyar karti hai?"
He takes a deep breath ruffles his hair... a small smile creeps up on to his face...
Kavin- "agar karti tho... itne din kaha thi? Ugh! itna confused kyu hai yar.. jobhi hai ussey jaake baat karle Kavin... ek baar baat karle. Ye uljhan nhi rahega. lagta hai akeli aayi hai... uske dost bhi saat nhi hai.. tho baat ho sakti hai.. aur kab tak aise baarish mei khadi rahegi woh. beemar padjayegi.. aur... aur insaaniyat k naate hi sahi yar... jaake ussey baat kar... haan yahi thik rahega... chal..."
He makes up his mind and decides to meet her.
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Outside his home-
Meanwhile two ppl rush to Purvi who's shivering in the rain while waiting outside the gate-
Dushyant- "jaanta tha tum yahi milogi..."
Ishita- "Purvi Di.. ye kya paagalpan hai.. don't tell me ki aap uss paagal k liye yaha aayi hai..."
Purvi- "I love him Ishita... main pyar karti hu ussey..."
Ishita- "Di yeh kaisa pyar hai... iss pyar se na.. aapko sirf taqlif hogi..."
Dushyant- "aur woh adiyal... uss adiyal se tum pyar kaise kar sakti ho huh? Tum kab se yaha bheegti rahi aur ussne ek nazar tumhe dekha tak nhi... Purvi just stop this... I can't take this anymore! Kab tak uske peeche bhagti rahogi... woh tumhara care nhi karta yar.."
Purvi- "guys plz.. woh aisa nhi hai.. Dushyant! Ishi... woh aayega.. usko naa... usko mera baarish mei bheegna pasand nhi... isliye.. isliye woh zarur aayega, mujhe pata hai.. ab wo sirf naraz hai... aur fir.. galti humari hai na... maine uska dil toda hai.. ab.. ab zakm bharne mei time lagega na.. huh?"
Dushyant and Ishita watch her getting teary... tears form in their eyes as well...
Ishita- "woh nhi aayega di...'
Purvi- "aayega Ishi..."
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Meanwhile... Kavin rushes downstairs almost reaches out to the main gate but notices she's not alone... and is shocked...
Kavin- "kya soch raha tha... kya soch raha tha main.. mereliye kaise aasakti hai ye... ye mere liye nhi aayi hai... ye tho apne doston k liye aayi hai.. agar main waha isse milne gaya tho... tho... ye aur iske dost mujhe.. mujhe neecha dikhayenge.. yahi chahti hai ye.. ki usske dost mujhe bezzat karei! Kitni galat thi meri soch... ek bar fise galat! Main ab bhi kyu vishwas karta hu ki, Purvi.. mujhse pyar karti hai... kyu lagta hai aisa? Ye sab... sab mere dil ki waje se... kitnaa bhi samjhau usey... fir bhi bas usski or kheecha chala jaata hai... iss kambhaqt dil ki waje se... ek baar khud bewakuf bangaya main... ek baar fir.."
He sighs heavily... wipes his tears that somehow escaped his eyes and walks back to his room...
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Outside,,
Ishita- "dekha aapne? nhi aaya na woh Dii... maine kaha na. kaise aata woh? uske paas dil hi nhi hai. woh aapse pyar hi nhi karta Di..."
Dushyant- "agar pyar karta tho tujhe uss waqt waha chod ke nhi jaata... aur yaha aaj aise khada nhi hone deta tujhe..."
Ishyant try to pull her away but she stops breaking into tears...
Purvi- "but main... main ussey pyar karti hu.. main.. main kya karuu Dushyant.. Ishi.. kya woh.. woh mujhse kabhi baat nhi karega.. kabhi maaf nhi karega... kyu hua aisa mere saat... kyu hua.." *sobs*
Dushyant- "Purvi sambhaalo apne aap ko.. tum meri strong friend ho na... hmm.."
Dushyant and Ishita hold her by her shoulders and convince her to walk back home..
Ishita- "Di ghar chalo... di.. iss adiyal ki parwa mat karo.. isey jaane do di... aapko tho rajkumar milega... rajkumar di.. jo aapko khub pyar karega... dekhna..."
Purvi wipes her tears... and grabs the umbrella that Dushyant is holding for her...
Dushyant- "sab thik hojayega yar. Ishi is right. You deserve someone better..."
Ishita- "lets go.."
Purvi nods... and the three of them walk away holding their respective umbrellas...
Purvi looks at Kavin's home while leaving... and she's sure she can see a faint picture of him by his window, picture of him staring down at her...
Purvi thinks- "shayad mujhe koi aur milega... lekin jobhi milega.. woh.. woh tum jaisa nhi hosakta... I hope ki tum mujhe maaf kardo... aur sab.. sab pehle jaisa hojaye!"
Meanwhile kavin who's staring at the trio thinks the same...
Kavin thinks- "najaane humari kismat mei kya likha hai jo hum fir milgaye... kaash tumhe bhulaana aasan hota mereliye Purvi.. asaan hota tho ye dard.. ye dard sehna nhi padta mujhe..."
Fresh tears escape his eyes and he brushes them off swiftly...
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Nxt chapter-
More flashbacks and some bonding!
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A/N: I knw thodi late hogayi... but you know na guys, FF k alaawa bhi life hai mera. And uss life mei clg hai, exams hai, tension bhi hai... but fir bhi I updated this... I will updt all my stories bt I'm afraid they will arrive a bit late. Sorry guys...
Anyways... this chapter was sad... saddy theme hai but end mei sab thik hoga.. so keep reading and rvwing! Thanks :* Tc love you all :*