I had insisted on going to the hospital with Tamao and it was strongly protested but after absolutely refusing to accept no for an answer they finally aloud me to go given my position and history. I wanted Tamao to wake up to a friendly face because I didn't know when her parents would be able to fly in if they could that night at all. So after a long ride to the hospital and after the head mistress filled out the necessary paper work, the doctors put a few stitches in and gave her blood I was finally allowed in the room. It hurt me to see her all hooked up and looking so small in the hospital bed that I almost cried. The head mistress now started asking questions gain but there weren't many I could answer. I pulled up a seat next to the bed and just sat there for a long time thinking. Why had I insisted on coming here? Why am I so upset over all this? I barely know her. We barely talk. Is it really just because I don't want to see her go threw the same thing as Shizuma or is there another reason? I just don't know anymore. I lay my head down on the edge of the bed suddenly tired. I wouldn't be leaving until the sister leaves and she cant leave until her parents arrive for legal reasons. It doesn't take long for me to get lost in my thoughts and fall asleep.

I don't know how or why my dreams wandered towards Tamao but they did. It was a gentle dream where she was sitting in a beautiful garden with me in a nice sun dress and laughing beautifully. I looked at her smile and felt warmth in her laugh. She was happy and that made me happy. It went like that for a long time before the sky seemed to darken and turn grey. It started to storm and thunder boomed in the clouds while lighting danced between them. In the sudden darkness Tamao vanishes and I search for her desperately calling out her name. A flash of lighting lights the dream for a long moment as I find her body in a pool of blood laying lifelessly in a patch of flowers. I scream and jerk out of my dream into the sunlight of the hospital room. Much to my relief it was just a dream and even though she was hurt Tamao was still very much alive. After looking out the window for a long moment I turn to face the sister who had just walked back in from the hall to inform me her parents couldn't get a plane out here. I knew that excuse. They were just too tied up in their work to come just like Shizumas. That angers me greatly and I feel like getting up and lashing out on something but Tamao shifting on the bed draws all my attaching back to the bed. I sit back down, havening not realizing I had stood, and wait while her eyes flutter, blink then finally open and focus. I take her hand as the sister goes to inform a nurse. Tamao just looks at me with a blank and broken stair that makes me want to cry. The nurse comes back and gives Tamao some water and tries asking questions. Non of which Tamao answers. I had been expecting in but I saw it clearly frustrate the nurse and the sister as they try to press her for answers. After a few tries they decide to just wait for the doctor and stop asking. The sister leaves to call her parents again and the nurse leaves to do her rounds.

I look at Tamao for only a few moments before my composure slips and I start to cry. I take my hand from hers and use it to cove my face as tears slip down my cheeks. She doesn't say anything but by the time I'm done and can look at her again I can tell I surprised her with my actions. I excuse myself to go clean up and I feel her eyes on me as I get up. However just as make to move away she grabs the sleeve of my uniform. I look back at her curiously. She looks away but doesn't let go, "Don't leave me alone," She whispers just loud enough for me to hear. I no and sit back down trying to clean my face as best I can with my sleeve. I finish just as the sister comes back in and starts explaining about her parents. They couldn't gat a plane until tomorrow morning and that they would be hear as soon they could. So after the doctor came and she was sure Tamao was fine we would return to the school. I didn't like the idea of leaving Tamao but I knew I couldn't argue at this point. It was Sunday and even though I was graduating next week I still had this up coming week of school for final exams and studying. I just couldn't stay. About an hour or so later after lunch the doctor comes in with a social worker and they also try to get Tamao to talk. The sister and I were asked to leave the room so I don't know if she did but after the sister went to talk to them both and I was aloud back into the room. I sit down besides the bed again. She surprises me by speaking, "Why Miyuki?" I regard her question cautiously, "Why what? If your asking why I saved you that's simply because I couldn't let you die." She shakes her head, "No why are you here?"