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Black walls and sheets, red pillow. Surely I'm not home in my all purple room. I know I'm in Eli's room, but why am I here? Did I get drunk last night at the bar and have sex with him? No, this can't be happening. If I had sex with him, I would at least like to remember it!
I hear a soft knock and the door and it slowly creaked open. "Hey, wild night yesterday, eh?" Eli teased. Oh no, I had sex with him! "Oh my god, I am so sorry. You had sex last night with a bad breath drunken girl!" I yanked on the roots of my hair and hid my face away from him in embarrassment. He furrowed his eyebrows and threw back his head and guffawed. "You think..we had sex?" a smile forming on his lips as I nodded. What is so funny? Was I really that bad, damn. "We didn't. Do you even remember? Let's just say you stepped out of your comfort zone last night." So we didn't have sex? Well, that's a relief. Even though it has to happen eventually if he is to help me overcome my shyness.
"Do I want to know?" he closed his eyes and shook his head. "What's today? Can there be no drinking tonight?" I do not want a repeat of last night even though I don't remember anything of what happened. "Actually I have to work today so go brush your teeth so that I can take you home."
I must admit ever since Jake left I've been kind of lonely which is why I let Bianca move in with me. She's been my best friend ever since 3rd grade.
Flashback
"Hey porky pigtails!" Matt Denis, the cutest boy in 3rd grade. Also the biggest bully called out a nickname he's given me the whole school year. He threw sand at my face and kept calling me fat and ugly until Bianca, the most envied girl, also Matt's girlfriend came into the clearing. I swore she came to finish me off like she did with other kids. Her and Matt acted like a team bullying kids everyday to make themselves feel better about themselves because they were superior. "Hey, leave her alone would you?" Bianca hollered at Matt. "Relax, why don't you just finish her off for me?" Matt smiled at her, hoping for her to obey him. Instead she masked her biggest game face on and got in his face, her being 2 inches taller. "Why don't you get lost or meet my fist?" Matt ran away in fear of Bianca and she smiled in satisfaction gearing her way towards me.
"Hey." she sat next to me on the balancing beam in the sandy playground. "What was that for?" she shrugged her shoulders, "Hey was getting annoying. Plus I need more friends so.. sit next to me at lunch today." She ordered me and of course I couldn't object. After all she did save me from the normal beat down I would get every day during recess. She grinned at me and held out her hand for me to shake it. Ever since then we've been inseparable.
"Hey, where have you been and why do you smell like shit?" Bianca sat on the counter top in the kitchen while nibbling on a piece of toast. "Out." She hopped off the counter and blocked my path, "Out where?...Clare..Did you? Oh My God! Clare's getting laid!" the corners of her lips stretched to each end of her face. "No way. Who are you fucking?" that cheeky grin still wouldn't wipe off her face. "Bianca I'm not fucking anyone and you shouldn't use such vulgar terms." I rolled my eyes, "I don't believe you." she challenged me with her eyes to see if she could get me to crack, but couldn't. The truth is, I truly am not having sex with anyone. At least not yet.
"Ok, I'll leave you alone for now. But you have to tell me about this guy sooner or later and he better not be another version of lumberjack." She joked and proceeded her breakfast in the living room. If only she knew. Plaid and emo are very distinct characters. Eli's more of Bianca's type. He's definitely experienced which I why I chose him to coach me, but I would never fall for someone as arrogant as him.
The guy is a total bum. Sure he owns an apartment, but he only has one so that he can take girls to have sex. He mostly sleeps in his car because he feels that a bed is overrated. He would much rather have sex in a car, but most girls fear that a ghost will posses them during sex so he decided to just rent an apartment instead. Sexy, but a pig.
Next Day
I knock on Eli's door. Honestly I don't know what I'm doing here uninvited. It's 10 o'clock in the morning and right now I just seem desperate. Last night Bianca forced me to watch porn with her, a ritual she has before she goes to bed. She claims that she'll dream about the pornography and pleasure herself while sleeping. The point is I'm a little horny. I won't have sex with Eli, but maybe he can pleasure me and maybe teach me to pleasure him. Although, I have a gag reflex I'm up for the challenge.
Knock,Knock Ugh. What's taking this dickhead so long? I know, I know I reprimand Bianca for saying fuck and here I am calling people dickhead. When I'm horny there's no one that can shut me up. Suddenly some blonde bimbo opens the door and makes out with Eli for about 2 minutes before I clear my throat signifying for this bitch to get the fuck out. She cat walks away with Eli's eyes staring at her ass, driven with lust, licking his lips while she walks away.
I pretend like what I just witnessed doesn't bother me, but it clearly does. I'm not jealous, I'm just...I don't know. "So what brings you here?" he faces his attention away from the skank and veers it to me. "She isn't even wearing underwear and she walked out of her with I shirt that only covers her bra-less breast!" He seemed amused and I pushed past him and walked in his apartment without being invited.
"There, there. No need to get jealous, my sexy little saint." Eli was evidently amused and that's when I noticed he lied before me naked. I opened and closed my mouth in shock. I tried veering my eyes away from his very excited erection. "Umm...do you plan on putting some clothes on?" I squeaked. Oh shit, how did I expect to have sex with him or do oral if I couldn't even look at his pulsing dick.
"No. Why?" he smirked. Completely aware that I was very nervous and uncomfortable. "I'm ready to do the deed." I blurt out. What the hell have I done? Might as well get it over with, right? "The deed? I'm not sure I understand that. Can you please elaborate?" That son of a bitch! "I want to fuck you GODAMNIT!" He held his hand back as if in surrender. "Ok, ok. We'll fuck." He will never let me live this down.
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~Blackbowtielily