Z: I appreciate the review. I'm glad someone likes something I wrote a long time ago. I don't really watch this show, and hardly know the characters so if I'm out of touch with the character please let me know. ~Zandra

Chapter 2: parents

Kowalski's pov

I don't really know what happened to my parents. I have a secret picture of what they look like, but I never really got to know my parents. I grew up cold, alone, and afraid in this world. no one showed sympathy or compassion toward me. I was completely alone in this dark abyss that I call my life. Many things happened to me during this time of growing up which I am writing about now. I am really just writing about what I'm thinking about right now.

Whenever I dream about something or think about something in my life I'll write it here for it's remembrance. Today happened to be a dream about my parents. My father was named dale. I never knew his personality, likes, or disinterests since I didn't know them very well. My father was tall like me, and had his feathers pulled into a 90's hair style. My mother was short, thin, and wore a sun hat she had found on the beach when I was still inside of her.

My mother was named Gracie. Her and dad's eyes were completely the shade of a dark purple. I'm not really sure how they got me with ocean blue eyes. I am the only one in my family who has ocean blue eyes. I have heard rumors from the other kids that my father and mother adopted me. My real parents didn't want someone like me. So I lived with my adopted parents. My father was suppose to be short, and have deep blue eyes.

My real mother was suppose to have green eyes, and be tall like me. My mother's name has been revealed to me. Her name was ferry. My father's name is still a surrounded mystery. I'm not sure why my parents didn't want me, but sometimes I wonder what it would have been like being rasied by people who made you in the first place.

After a while I found out my adopted parents didn't want me ether. Dale had told my adopted mother that they should abort me. I'm not sure what abort meant at that time, but when I looked it up on the computer I was shocked.

My parents were going to kill me! So that night I decided to get away from it all. I carefully made sure my plan was correct, and hopefully it worked. If I don't make it past this night then that means they have aborted me. I'm heading my way to freezingwater. A small town on the outer brine. When I got here I was only 5 years old. I can't believe my parents were trying to kill me after all we've been through.

Sometimes today it still bothers me that I never had real parents to grow up with. I never went fishing with my dad, never hugged my mom, never felt real love….

Sometimes I wonder what would have happened if I didn't escape that night. It still haunts me about my past. But luckily in this notebook I can express my life, and feel pride on how far I made it. I made it through some of the worst things imaginable. But sadly no one but me will ever get to hear them…

Now I know never to trust adopted parents….

Z: I decided on making a lovely little guide on how Kowalski got where he is. There is a lesson he learned at the bottom of the writing. Each lesson will lead up to a very big event so please pay attention to them. ~Zandra